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When Feng Yun recalled all the memories today, he just felt more powerless, because he had no way to deal with everything going on.
Those lost and missed people and things all really exist in his memory. He cannot tamper with the past and can only accept everything in the present.
Feng Yun thought about this and closed Grandma Du Lin's photo album. Then he looked out the window at the darkening sky and realized it was time to leave.
"Uncle Feng, why don't you stay and eat with us?" Du Lin, who was busy, heard the noise in the living room, so he poked his head out of the kitchen and asked when he saw Feng Yun about to leave.
"No need." Feng Yun replied, then opened the door and left.
"No way, eating noodles again? You never get tired of eating it every day?" Du Lin muttered. He guessed that Uncle Feng was going to the noodle shop downstairs to eat noodles again. No matter how delicious the food was, you couldn't eat it every day.
Feng Yun walked out of the building, with lights on in the background behind him, which was also a life that made him envious.
When he bought the house here, he was looking forward to reuniting with his wife and daughter.
So, he appeared in front of Shi Yiqing with great expectations. However, things don't always go as planned, and he was rejected by Shi Yiqing.
"Do you think I want your dirty money?"
"Why do you think that everything will go as you wish? After you disappeared without a word for so many years, do you think I still need you?"
"I'm living well without you. So please don't disturb my life."
These words, coming from her mouth, made him feel guilty and distressed. After that day, he kept his promise and dared not appear in front of them again.
Later, neither the mistress nor the master of the house moved in. Feng Yun had not stayed in the city since that day, but had gone to work elsewhere. Occasionally, unable to resist the longing in his heart, Feng Yun would return to secretly see his daughter, but he would only take a glance and then leave, fearing that if he looked at her any longer, he would be unable to resist appearing in front of Shi Shi.
The house was empty for several years until Feng Yun learned that his good brother Du Qiming was in trouble. He then lent the house to the Du family to live in. It was also a way to repay their previous help.
But no one expected that today, the house finally waited for the person it was waiting for, and the three of them gathered here.
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It was late at night and many people in the city had already fallen asleep.
Shi Yiqing, who had been tossing and turning for a long time because of her upset mood, finally fell asleep, but suddenly woke up at this moment.
"I think I'm about to give birth." Shi Yiqing sat up and felt carefully for a few minutes, then she reached out and patted Qin Lang who was sleeping beside her.
"What's wrong?!" Qin Lang, who was woken up by the slap, didn't react for a moment when he heard Shi Yiqing's words. After a few seconds, he stared at Shi Yiqing's belly with wide eyes. "Is she about to give birth?"
The next second, the lights in the Qin family came on brightly, and then there was chaos.
Qin Lang quickly helped Shi Yiqing into the car. Behind them were Shi Shi and Qin Yichuan. The whole family went to the hospital together.
Because of the cramps in her stomach, Shi Yiqing stroked her stomach and leaned on Shi Shi.
Shi Yiqing originally just wanted to divert her attention, but her thoughts uncontrollably recalled things that happened a long time ago.
It was indeed a long time ago. She was also pregnant at that time. She went to the hospital alone with fear and expectation, using the greatest courage and persistence in her life.
She was originally timid and cowardly, but she really disappeared after that day.
In fact, most of her memories about that time are already vague. What she remembers most clearly is the little daughter she saw before closing her eyes. The feeling at that time was excitement and satisfaction. In an instant, she felt that all the grievances she had suffered before were worth it.
Because it was late at night, the road was clear and they arrived at the hospital quickly.
As soon as she walked into the hospital lobby, Shi Yiqing felt a warmth under her body, and it seemed that her amniotic fluid had broken.
Shi Yiqing finally chose to enter the delivery room alone and did not agree to Qin Lang's request to accompany her during the delivery.
Shi Yiqing, who was originally calm, began to get nervous after being pushed into the delivery room by the nurse.
Then, waves of pain followed, making her inexplicably lucid. But she also felt confused, so confused that she felt like she was back in that day many years ago, the day she came to the hospital alone, and those long-lost, confused and complicated emotions came over her.
But now she is not afraid anymore. All the complaints and regrets from the past, from worry and fear to disappointment and anger, a life filled with negative emotions is long gone.
This time, it was different, because this time, someone was waiting for her outside the delivery room.
She had already made her choice, chosen a new life, so there was no need to think about the past.
His mind changed in an instant, and Shi Yiqing focused his attention again.
Finally, when she was about to give up, the baby was born.
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Everyone outside the delivery room was waiting anxiously. Finally, after waiting for three hours, the nurse came out with a baby in her arms.
"Where are the family members of the pregnant woman?" the nurse asked.
"It's me." Qin Lang went up to him as soon as he saw him, and Qin Yichuan followed closely behind.
"Congratulations, mother and child are safe!"
"Nurse, where is my wife?" Qin Lang looked at his newborn son lovingly, then asked worriedly.
But Shi Shi couldn't move a step and stood still, because her mood at the moment was indescribable.
Now, there is another relative in this world who is related to her by blood, and he appears before her in reality.
Although she had prepared herself mentally long ago, when the moment came, Shi Shi found that she was not ready.
She just stood there blankly, looking at the little baby in Qin Lang's arms from a distance.
After waiting for a long time, Shi Yiqing finally came out. Her face was pale and haggard, but her eyes were clear.
"Thank you for your hard work." Qin Lang said and held her hand.
Watching Shi Yiqing slowly closing her eyes due to exhaustion, Shi Shi carefully left the ward without making any noise, leaving the two adults alone.
As expected, Shi Shi saw Qin Yichuan, who had just disappeared, outside the nursery.
Qin Yichuan noticed someone coming up to him. He looked up and saw that it was Shi Shi, then pointed.
Shi Shi easily found her brother among a group of babies.
This feeling is really wonderful. It is satisfying but also a bit inexplicable.
She felt that the current situation was a bit delicate, because the person standing next to her was Qin Yichuan.
At this moment, they were looking at a newborn life together, and it was a life that was related to both of them by blood.
They had similar feelings in their previous life. At that time, they were married and they were waiting for the arrival of new life together with great anticipation.
They had two chances, but each time ended in failure and they lost her/him.
It's like a dream, a dream that will always be shattered and never come true.
At this moment today, she suddenly understood that not only did they not have any blessings or expectations from others, but even God was unwilling to give them a smooth life.
And now, after starting over again, they were able to witness the birth of a life related to each other in such an awkward identity - their common younger brother.
This seemed to be telling Shi Shi something very clearly.
But Shi Shi already knew it and had made the decision long ago.
That was a decision made long before Shi Yiqing and Qin Lang got married.
Because after a brief period of happiness, the days she and Qin Yichuan spent together became increasingly unhappy. It was just because of their mutual feelings that they wore away little by little, until they finally grew tired of each other.
She didn't have much in her previous life, and even what she had was slowly lost later on.
She was not happy at all, and she did not make those around her happy.
Everything is fair, and she gets nothing after she willfully disrupts other people's lives.
And now, she did not oppose or obstruct Shi Yiqing's choice, and also welcomed a new member.
So what she was thinking at this moment was— "I am very happy to meet you, my brother."
Early in the morning, while sitting at the dining table and eating breakfast, Ma Aili asked the nanny about the noise she heard last night. There was some complaint in her words because she has always been a light sleeper and she did not sleep well after being woken up last night.
"That's because Aunt Shi next door went to the hospital last night." Zeng Mu, who was sitting opposite her, heard it and said something. Zeng Mu didn't hear the noise yesterday, but he received a text message from Qin Yichuan.
"Oh, it's born!?" Ellie paused and had a subtle expression. She was really brave.
A reconstituted family has a new life, which has an indescribable meaning.
It was like a dim room, and suddenly a beam of light shone in, and then slowly the light filled the entire room, leaving no corner untouched.
At least that’s what Shi Shi thought.
The first thing Shi Shi did when she got home from school every day was to go to the crib and check on her young brother.
Qin Yichuan was not as open as her. He always pretended to pass by and took a casual look, but he passed by too often.
In short, the Qin family's life has changed a lot because of the addition of a new member.
Because of Qin Yifan's birth, they put many things aside.
For example, Qin Lang, who is no longer keen on work, spent more time at home during Shi Yiqing's pregnancy. He was obviously more motivated and passionate about work.
For example, Shi Shi became increasingly lax in her studies and spent less and less time on them, causing her grades to fall to the bottom.
Relatively speaking, Qin Yichuan's life did not change much after he had a younger brother.
Shi Yiqing, on the other hand, became the one with the least time at home, as there were always people competing with her to look after the child, and she was happy to relax. Every day, she was relaxed and at ease, showing no trace of fatigue or haggardness after giving birth, and her face was rosy.
Shi Yiqing now has visible happiness in her body.
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