Follow the wind
Facts have proven that Ma Aili was indeed talking nonsense, but she didn't know it at that time.
So she would feel pain because of this, but it was a secret and she didn't dare tell anyone else.
She didn't dare ask Shi Yiqing, for fear of getting the answer from her.
After breaking up with Zeng Mu, she left as if escaping, isolated herself, and lived without any contact with any familiar people. During those months, her condition was very bad and she knew that she was sick.
It was Qin Yichuan who found her first.
At that time, she was walking on the road, carrying water and bread bought from a convenience store, and heard approaching footsteps behind her.
She didn't look back, but someone approaching from behind grabbed her wrist and she nearly screamed.
Her first reaction when she turned around and saw Qin Yichuan was to cover her face with her backhand.
"Don't look at me." She knew she looked terribly haggard and didn't want to face the acquaintance who looked so bright and beautiful.
"Why did you leave without saying a word?" A few days after breaking up with Zeng Mu, Shi Shi moved away without saying goodbye to anyone and changed her phone number.
But she still stayed in this city, because this city is so big and there are so many people, and she won't see the people she doesn't want to see.
"Because I don't want to meet him anymore." She had obviously tried very hard, but the identity of a strange biological father could bring her back to her original state.
She felt unwilling and powerless. Why was her life so difficult?
She seems even more ridiculous and pitiful because some people can easily get everything she has been pursuing.
"Where do you live now?"
Shi Shi didn't want to answer this question. She lowered her head, looking as if she was clearly refusing to answer.
"Forget it, come with me." Qin Yichuan had no way to deal with her.
"I don't want to go anywhere." Shi Shi refused softly.
"Have dinner with me." Qin Yichuan's tone was also very soft and light.
"Can't you find someone else to accompany you?"
Qin Yichuan didn't seem to have exerted much strength, but Shi Shi couldn't break free, and because she didn't want to be watched by others, she could only follow him wherever he wanted to take her.
The two came to a very quiet private restaurant.
Sitting in the box, she accepted her fate for the time being.
Shi Shi saw that the dishes served looked very nutritious, and she wondered if she looked that scary now. She ate her meal obediently without saying a word.
"I'm full, I can go now." When Shi Shi went out, Qin Yichuan did not stop her. Then Shi Shi came back and said, "Don't follow me."
I will definitely follow. After all, Qin Yichuan didn't agree when I said it just now.
So, the next day, she saw Qin Yichuan downstairs in the community where she lived.
"I bought you breakfast, want you to eat it on the bus?" He smiled and showed her what he had in his hand.
Forget it, Shi Shi thought, she couldn't really refuse someone who treated her so well. How could she refuse such precious sincerity?
She got in the car, Qin Yichuan asked her for her work address, and drove her there.
She had strayed from the path of life, but someone pulled her back forcefully.
She didn't actually fall into depravity during this period, she just sorted out all her emotions and no longer expected anything she shouldn't expect.
From now on, I will just be a decent and resigned person, living an ordinary and relaxed life. This is really good.
After Shi Shi changed jobs, she now worked at a small company. Because the office atmosphere was much more relaxed, she felt less tense and had good relationships with her colleagues.
In this way, Qin Yichuan appeared in her life from time to time.
It should be because Qin Yichuan took care of her too much before. After all, Zeng Mu specifically asked him to ask Qin Yichuan to take care of her more.
Many things that she thinks are not a big deal are interpreted differently in the eyes of others.
"The handsome guy who is pursuing you is waiting for you downstairs." A female colleague who had a good relationship with her whispered to her that day.
Shi Shi didn't react when she heard that. What was that person chasing her?
Are you talking about Qin Yichuan?
"Are they together?" The female colleague guessed with her eyes lighting up after seeing her reaction.
"What are you talking about?"
"You're still pretending, that's for sure. You're in much better shape now than before, and you even know how to dress up."
She had noticed Shi Shi had a good foundation before, but she always wore drab clothes and didn't like to dress up, and she had a lifeless look. The recent changes in her were just like the state of a woman in love.
Because of what this female colleague said, she felt a little uncomfortable when she saw Qin Yichuan downstairs after get off work.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw her colleague standing nearby, looking at them with an auntie smile. She had seen this expression many times before, when her colleague was shipping their couple.
She quickly walked around Qin Yichuan and got into the car, then urged him to drive away quickly.
When the car stopped downstairs of Shi Shi's house, the words he wanted to say were choked back on his lips.
"I... am going back. Goodbye!" She said goodbye simply, stood there and waved to Qin Yichuan to leave.
She kept watching the car leave, and a very strange and complicated feeling gradually emerged in her heart.
She still didn't know what it was.
She only knew that because of her colleague's words, she could no longer treat Qin Yichuan as easily as before.
In this situation, she felt a little scared and timid again, but she thought that maybe it was a misunderstanding, or perhaps it was just her imagination.
But Qin Yichuan appeared in front of her more and more often.
She could no longer convince herself that Qin Yichuan's feelings for her were simply friendship.
He likes her.
What should I do? This shouldn't be the case.
They are not suitable for each other, and he can obviously find a better woman who is suitable for him.
She didn't have the confidence and ability to stand by him.
Wait, why would she think that?
Shi Shi covered her face with her hands, trying to sober herself up with the water on her hands.
She had to cheer up and not think about these trivial things.
She has to work hard, yes, that's it, that's right.
It seemed that he had prepared himself mentally, but when he met Qin Yichuan again, those lines of defense were like paper, broken at the slightest poke, and were truly useless.
One day, Qin Yichuan invited her seriously.
Shi Shi did not respond immediately.
The matter was raised in the morning, and the reply was sent by Shi Shi on her phone before going to bed at night. After she sent it, she didn't dare to look at it again. She placed the phone face down on the bedside table, closed her eyes and urged herself to sleep.
She agreed, so she went to the appointment on the appointed day.
She thought, maybe she could give it a try.
Because she had no doubt about Qin Yichuan's sincerity.
The agreed date is Valentine's Day.
So the person who made the invitation has made his intentions very clear.
And the person who showed up for the appointment has already given accurate signals.
The two people smiled at each other when they met.
At the same time, they walked towards each other.
One step, two steps, three steps.
The two embraced each other in the crowded and endless flow of people.
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