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"I don't want to go to the park today." Shi Shi refused to sit in a wheelchair anymore, and refused to go to places like parks anymore. She pulled a flyer from her pocket. "I want to go here."
Qin Yichuan took it and looked at it, and found that it was an advertisement for the food court.
"These things outside are not clean." He couldn't help frowning.
"I've been taking it for almost 30 years. I'm not afraid because I have antibodies." Qin Yichuan's objection was naturally ineffective.
Soon the two of them appeared at the entrance of the food court. There weren't many people there, probably because most people were working at that time.
"Boss, give me some fried chicken fillet." Shi Shi immediately found what she wanted to eat, her eyes shining.
There are also grilled cold noodles, potato cakes, grilled sausages, rice balls, octopus balls... What can I do if I want to eat them all?
She ate almost all the way, holding the food in one hand and stuffing food into her mouth with the other.
Qin Yichuan also had a lot of snacks in his hands, which she had taken a bite or two of, and followed her steadily.
His gaze paused, his steps slowed down for a moment, and he met the eyes of the man who had just turned around.
Qin Yichuan nodded as a greeting, then followed Shi Shi, who knew nothing in front of him.
When catching up, Shi Shi found a place to sit down.
"Are you tired?" Qin Yichuan asked with concern.
"No, I can't eat anymore. I have so much food in my hands that it affects my ability to drink." Shi Shi put everything on the table and went to order some pearl milk tea.
When she sat down again, there was a covered bridge connecting two small buildings above the snack street on her left.
There stood a person with eye-catching red hair, which caught Qin Yichuan's attention immediately.
The other party raised his eyebrows and looked at him with a smile. Qin Yichuan turned his head expressionlessly, feeling a little unlucky.
Don't these people have anything to do? Qin Yichuan frowned and thought.
This city is so small, Shi Shi thought silently in his heart.
Shi Shi felt that her health was almost gone, so she decided to go visit the graves.
"Is everything ready?"
Qin Yichuan was loading things into the car. Shi Shi was recalling things beside him, afraid that she might have missed something.
"Okay, I'll come over here, you wait in the car."
This time, she did not go to the grave on a whim, but because her physical condition did not allow her to do so during the previous Qingming Festival.
Although the cemetery is far away, there are not many cars on the road and we arrived there in a few minutes.
Climbing up the stairs of the cemetery step by step, when Shi Shi finally felt tired, she had already found Feng Yun's tombstone.
The people in the photo look haggard and tired.
He was not yet 50 years old when he died.
There were dried flowers and drinks in front of the tombstone. Shi Shi thought they must have been left by Du Lin.
She put down the flowers she had brought.
Qin Yichuan, who was behind him, stepped forward and placed the other things he had brought with him.
After the display, it is not so quiet anymore.
Shi Shi reached out and wiped the photo on the tombstone.
There seems to be a lot of things in my heart, but I can’t say them at this moment.
During the time of her rebirth, after she found Feng Yun, it was difficult for her to get along with him like a normal father and daughter. After all, they had missed each other for more than ten years.
But fortunately, they spent more than fifty years together, and what was missing in that world was made up by her.
Shi Shi never thought that she would come back here and return to this missing life again.
Some are confused and helpless.
She could never go back to the broken and irresponsible mood she had felt after she found out who her biological father was.
The mood when I came to this cemetery was not as heavy as I had imagined. It was like a normal visit. There was no depression of breaking down and crying, only the gentleness of being relieved.
She felt that this was not the end, but another beginning.
Because the people she lost in reality can exist in another form, and she can keep them in her heart and miss them.
There are two people whom she misses.
So at this moment she inevitably thought of another person, Xun Ke.
His grave is not here and she rarely visits him.
Because she felt it was such a pity.
Because from Xun Ke’s accidental hospitalization to his subsequent serious illness and even death.
She participated in all the processes.
At that time, she followed Zeng Mu into the research institute, but she was squeezed out of the latest project because of the sudden appearance of her junior sister Zeng Mu.
She knew her abilities were average, but the experience wasn't a good one.
Xun Ke appeared during that time. She had heard of Xun Ke's name, a young genius, long ago.
It was not lunch time, so Shi Shi found an empty corner and opened the lunch she brought. Just as she was about to eat, she noticed Xun Ke, who had been lying on the table, now raised his head and was looking at her silently.
She didn't notice him just now because he was wearing clothes of the same color as the table and sleeping on the table with a hat of the same color.
"You want to eat too?" Because of his eyes, Shi Shi thought for a moment and asked.
Xun Ke nodded, and Shi Shi had to go out and get a lunch box of the same style but different color as hers.
Inside was the lunch she had originally prepared for Zeng Mu, but Zeng Mu went to eat with other people, and she didn't know why she didn't want to tell Zeng Mu that she had brought him food.
I can't say how delicious her food is, but it is healthy. She has been researching scientific diet and healthy and nutritious recipes for some time. Now it's a bargain for him.
"Why haven't you eaten yet?" She looked at Xun Ke eating seriously with his head down, and felt quite accomplished in her heart.
"I missed dinner. I told someone to wait here for him to serve the food. I don't know where he went." Xun Ke ate very fast and was almost finished by now. Although he looked thin, he had a big appetite, almost the same as Zeng Mu.
"Thank you, the meal is delicious." He handed the lunch box to Shi Shi, then suddenly retracted his hand. "I'll wash it first and give it back to you."
"It's okay, just give it to me and I can wash it." Shi Shi didn't mind at all.
So, from that day on, they knew each other.
Soon, one day, she was assigned something unrelated to her work when she had nothing to do.
She followed the people to a single ward and saw Xun Ke lying on the bed.
In fact, she had been thinking of reasons to refuse on the way, but the moment she saw the man in person, she felt that there was no need to refuse immediately.
Just think of it as helping him. He looked so pale and broken lying on the bed, which easily aroused people's desire to protect him.
Otherwise, how could she do this kind of nursing work?
"Why are you here?" After hearing the noise, Xun Ke opened his eyes and unexpectedly saw a familiar person. He didn't say the words of refusal he had originally intended to say.
"You two know each other, that's great, no introductions needed." The person who brought Shi Shi over smiled happily. "Then I'll leave this place to you."
Just like that, it started out as a momentary kindness, but ended up being a constant visit out of worry.
Because, how could she feel at ease with a fool like him who had no common sense?
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