"I listened to you in everything, gave you my salary, and then I was serious when I got home. As a result, I have no home now.
Then you only have your second brother in your heart. In that case, let him take care of you from now on. I have taken care of you for so long, let's take turns."
After saying that, Mr. Hu came out. At this moment, he felt what it meant to be treated differently. He felt distressed, let alone the child's mother.
He wanted to apologize, but saw Mother Hu chatting happily with Mother Lin.
It had been so long since he saw her smile like this that he couldn't even remember.
He didn't dare to go over, let alone disturb her, for he was afraid of seeing her desperate eyes.
Hu Rui also discovered his own problems in his parents' problems, which were indeed caused by his male chauvinism.
Like his father, he is a bit patriarchal and thinks Xiaoxue should go with him after they get married.
He never thought about whether Xiaoxue would be lonely in the family building when he was going on a mission.
If it weren't for his mother's breakdown that night, he might not have known how much pain his mother had endured.
He was really wrong. To love someone is to give her all your love, not this kind of confinement.
He thought that maybe as Xiaoxue said, he should think about it carefully.
"Lu Xiao, I want to go find your mother...I want to apologize to her."
At this moment, Mr. Hu felt very cold in his heart, so cold that it bit him. When he thought about it carefully, he had never given his wife any good memories.
"Dad, please let Mom relax for a while. Let's all let them relax for a while."
"What do you mean by that? I wanted to tell her that I would apply for retirement and travel with her. I would not give my pension to your grandmother, but to your mother.
I was unreliable before, but from now on I will do all the housework and love her well."
Life has been particularly bad recently, and that's why he realized how hard his wife works.
He must let his wife know that he really knew he was wrong.
Hu Rui was very envious and wanted to do the same.
But he still had to go back.
Before going back, Hu Rui found Lin Xue.
They went to a small shop opposite the high school together.
Each of them ordered a bowl of beef noodles and just looked at each other.
At that time, Lin Xue’s favorite thing was to drag Hu Rui here and order a bowl of beef noodles.
It was a great happiness for her to be able to eat with him.
But now they still eat noodles together, and she has even fulfilled her childhood dream of marrying him, but she is still not happy.
"Here are the noodles. One of you doesn't want cilantro, and the other one wants more cilantro, right?"
The proprietress brought them both beef noodles. Lin Xue liked cilantro, but Hu Rui didn't.
"Well, thank you, Madam."
The two of them brought it in front of them.
"We also have pepper and sesame chicken feet today. Would you like some, little girl?"
"No, he doesn't like it." Lin Yun shook her head directly. She liked it very much, but Hu Rui didn't like it. She just got used to not having it.
"No, we want one, thank you, Madam."
Hu Rui used to dislike chicken feet, thinking they were unhygienic, but now he suddenly realized how selfish he was. It was wrong not to give Xiaoxue chicken feet just because he didn't like them.
Lin Xue was stunned, not quite understanding why Hu Rui was...
"Even if you order me chicken feet, it's useless. I can't possibly follow you..."
"I know," Hu Rui immediately interrupted Lin Xue. "I know you don't forgive me, but don't say that so easily, okay?"
Hu Rui looked at Lin Xue cautiously. "Xiaoxue, I know I was wrong. But please don't say goodbye so easily, okay?
It hasn't been easy for the two of us to get to where we are today. I know I have many shortcomings.
But Xiaoxue, please give me some time to prove myself.
I will change it.”
When Lin Xue heard this, there was a hint of bitter smile on her lips.
The proprietress brought the chicken feet and looked at Hu Rui.
"Did you know that I really liked eating chicken feet at that time? Every time I came, I looked at them again and again, hoping that you would find that I liked them?
But you didn't, but I wasn't angry at that time. I thought it was not easy to eat noodles with you, and I already felt very happy. There was nothing wrong with giving up the chicken feet.
Now I can eat chicken feet, but I don’t feel very happy.
It tastes the same, but we are different now.
When I was a child, I loved you and was happy just seeing you.
Later on, I like you and chasing you is satisfaction.
I am tired of liking you now.
It turns out that I am selfish after all. I still want your response and your protection.
It turns out that I can't just be by your side after all.
I've grown up and learned more. Love isn't everything. Hu Rui, let's think about this seriously. I won't give up my job, so I won't go with you.
Lin Xue finished her noodles, stood up, paid and left.
Hu Rui just sat there, looking at the chicken feet that Lin Xue had not eaten. He picked them up and ate them all himself.
I don't know what kind of water dripped onto the chicken feet, it's a little salty, a little bitter...
He finally lost his girl.
Hu Rui's vacation was over. He walked to Lin Xue's room, put down all his passbooks and belongings, and then turned and left.
Lin Xue was standing on the balcony watching his figure disappear at the intersection.
Lin Xue opened the door of the room, and besides all the things, there was also a letter.
Hu Rui:
I don't know how, but I lost you, my girl.
The reason I ignored you at that time was not because I didn’t love you, but because I felt embarrassed.
Later I finally realized that I like you, I can be with you and marry you.
I am really very happy, but Xiaoxue, I don’t know how to love you.
I thought two people should be together forever. I was the selfish one. I wanted you to sacrifice for me. Come to the family building to keep me company.
It was me who wanted to cut off your wings, and it was me who failed to protect you in time.
Please apologize to Rodin for me. My first reaction at that time was to change the ring.
But Xiaoxue, I never thought of wrongly accusing Rodin. Even if I hesitated, I would never do that. You have to believe me.
I'm leaving. This time I'll apply to go to the front line and go with Mu Zi. Maybe... if I could come back, could you... could you listen to me and tell me that I'm willing to give everything just for you to forgive me.
Lin Xue dropped the letter and ran out, but she could never see him again. Tears fell from the corners of her eyes, and Lin Xue knew that she actually had no regrets.
I'm just... really worried about him.
Mu Zi went back with Luo Dan, and came to see Lin Xue before leaving.
"Mu Zi, why are you still here? Didn't Hu Rui say you were going on a mission?"
Mu Zi: “…”
"The mission is after the New Year, so even if he wants to apply, he may not be able to get it. Don't worry. Besides, no matter what the mission is, we have to obey orders."
Luo Dan could see that Sister Lin Xue still really wanted Hu Rui, but just because they liked him didn't mean they could be together.
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