After hearing this, Rodin felt that it was as she expected, and she said that she felt that the housekeeper was nothing but trash.
"Xiaoyue, you don't have to say it if you don't want to."
Although Rodin wanted to know what happened, he didn't want Hanyue to recall things he didn't want to face.
"Dandan, I'm afraid that after this, when the emotions come up, I won't dare to speak out.
I also want to know what is going on.
If I want to stand upright in the sun, I must face those dirty things."
But from then on, there was really no possibility for her and Brother Mu Xu, because she felt that she was dirty.
"Dandan, what was I saying? I said I was on a hunger strike, right?"
Han Yue patted his head and laughed at himself, "I don't know where I got the confidence from to think that as long as I go on a hunger strike, my mother will definitely give in. I thought she still loves me, and as long as I do this, she will definitely not force me.
Don’t you think it’s ridiculous?”
When she said this, she felt extremely sad, so sad that she wanted to cry.
But when she squeezed her eyes, she found that there were no tears. It turns out that wanting to cry does not necessarily mean having tears.
Sometimes tears run dry and then disappear.
"If I didn't eat for one day, she would just frown at me. If I didn't eat for two days, she would still look at me indifferently.
On the third day, she watched that bastard abuse me, and then acted as if nothing had happened.
She said that if I didn't obey, she could give me to anyone in the future...
Dandan, from that day on, I have been living in hell. I can no longer see a ray of light. I have nothing.
I really have nothing left.
I saw no hope and wanted to die. But then I found out that I wasn't even allowed to die.
Her memory is sometimes normal and sometimes abnormal.
Normally she is a good mother. She would cry and tell me that everything she did was for my own good, but she just couldn't accept a man who was so much older than me.
He also told me what to do in the future and told me that I would forget about it after I went abroad to study.
When things weren't going well, she would just watch that bastard beat me up.
There was a cold light in her eyes, and I even felt that she was looking for that kind of perverted sneer.
Rodin couldn't describe the feeling. She felt particularly sorry for the girl in front of her and wanted to reach out and hug her.
And Rodin really hugged her,
"Dandan, I felt that man was a demon. He seemed to be able to control me, and my heart began to be swallowed by darkness.
I started thinking I didn't want to live anymore and I wanted to leave this world.
I hate my mother, I hate them, I hate the world and finally I hate myself."
She began to hate the world and everyone.
She wanted to escape from that room, from that place that suffocated her, and wanted to make herself more sober.
“It took me ages to eat and I finally had the strength to get to the balcony and I wanted to jump off.
At that time, I felt so good, the feeling of freedom was so good! I just jumped from there and everything was solved."
But when Dandan came, she still didn't jump.
Why didn’t you jump? It would have been great if you had jumped!
"Dandan, I'm starting to feel something's wrong. I think I should jump."
Hanyue discovered that something was wrong with herself, and Rodin also discovered it.
She simply took off her earrings.
There was something wrong with Hanyue's earring, because the earring was glowing just now.
Sure enough, Hanyue felt much better after taking it off.
"Just now I seemed to vaguely hear my own voice, and that voice told me that I must jump, I must jump."
After hearing this, Rodin handed the earrings directly to the nurse and asked them to take them to his master.
"Xiaoyue, listen to me. I'm going to cook for you now, and my doctor will come over to check you out, okay?"
Hanyue felt that it was better to ask Mr. Wang to come over.
"Okay, I understand."
Han Yue nodded and watched Luo Dan leave. When Luo Dan was about to reach the door, she spoke. "Wait a minute, Dan Dan, tell Brother Mu Xu that I'll go find him when I feel better. I really can't appear in front of him right now."
Rodin made an OK gesture to her and then left.
Doctor Wang came over and examined Luo Dan for a long time and then asked her to paint.
Although Hanyue didn't understand, she still started to draw. Finally, Dr. Wang asked her to listen to some music.
It was a song I didn't know what it was, but it was very pleasant to listen to.
It's just a tune without any lyrics, but it still makes people feel very comfortable, as if the whole person has relaxed and is no longer afraid.
Rodin also came over at this time and brought her porridge.
"You haven't tasted my cooking for a long time, come and have a taste."
Hanyue immediately took it and started eating it bite by bite.
After dinner, Hanyue felt a little sleepy, so Rodin let her lie down and rest.
"Don't worry, I'm here with you. No matter what happens, I'm here for you."
Rodin took out his grandmother's book and began to read it, of course he was reading the chapter on difficult and complicated diseases.
Because Teacher Wang said it is not hypnosis, but it is related to hypnosis.
Taking tranquilizers will make you more alert, but not taking them will lead to failure.
Rodin thought about asking his grandmother if she had ever seen such symptoms.
The afternoon sun is still a bit lazy, making people want to sleep.
And Hanyue also fell asleep.
She just slept uneasily. She was having a nightmare in which she was being chased by a monster. In her dream, she couldn't run away no matter what. The monster kept chasing her and she couldn't get rid of it no matter what.
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