But I don’t want to see their sympathetic eyes. As if I am really a waste? "
During that time, many people came to see him, to care about him and to comfort him.
But in his opinion, that was all sympathy that he did not need.
“Many people came to see me, including my leaders, friends and relatives, and they all looked at me with sympathy.
They said they believed me, but their words were full of sympathy. I think what they were thinking was what a pity it was, Mu Xu probably wouldn’t be able to stand up again.”
At that time, Mu Xu was actually the most sober person. He knew how those people viewed him and what was going on.
He saw the sympathy in their eyes clearly, so obvious.
The look of regret hurt his heart even more. Besides Dandan, even his parents thought that he would never stand up again.
"But then Dandan brought you here. You really believed in me. You said you believed I could stand up.
To be honest, that was the happiest time of my life. I no longer had to face their sympathetic gazes. You made me feel like a normal person, you know?
How could I not like such a beautiful girl like you?"
In the end, Mu Xu said this directly.
Han Yue looked at Mu Xu in shock, covering her mouth and unable to say a word.
“I wasn’t going to tell you or anyone else.
I thought, let it be. I am an old man and my legs are still like this.
You are Dandan's friend, which means you are my junior, but I have a strange feeling towards you.
I restrained myself and told myself that I must not think about things that I shouldn't think about.
Hanyue, you are a good girl. Your future should not be with someone like me, do you understand?"
Hanyue burst into tears when she heard this.
“Your mother is right, I just have ulterior motives towards you.
You are young and don’t know what love is. I am older and we have ulterior motives towards you.
If I were 40 years old today and you were 33, then I think we could be together and I would have the courage to confess my love to you, because you should know what you want by then.
But no, you are only 18 and I am 26. You are still a child and you have never liked anyone. You don’t know what life is like, let alone what kind of life you want.
So I can't delay you. That day when your mother said those words, I was very angry, but I wasn't angry at your mother for saying that to me. I was angry at myself. It turns out that your mother knew all my thoughts.
I was powerless to refute, so I could only let Dandan take me back. I couldn't look back because I was afraid I would see you crying.
In fact, Mu Xu has never faced his own feelings.
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