"I'm different from you. At that time, I had just returned and all I was thinking about was how to survive.
Seeing your eyes makes me believe that there are still the purest things in this world, and makes me feel that I can continue to work hard. "
At that time, Rodin really continued to work hard with courage.
Afterwards, she just didn't want to experience the tragedy of her previous life again, so she kept telling herself desperately that even if they both died, she must fight her way out.
"At that time, you were willing to help me and even threaten those people, which made me think that you were a very clean person. Later, I found out that you had encountered those things, which made me feel even more surprised. Even in the desperate situation, you were still so clean. Compared to you, I am nothing.
You told me to remember to communicate with you. Actually, at that time, I was thinking that maybe it was not you who needed redemption, but me.
I was such a terrible person in my previous life that I had no way to redeem myself. Compared to redemption, you are the one who truly made me understand the beauty of life, and made me willing to keep going and discover the warmth of this world.
Although we didn't meet often later, I felt that writing letters was the only way to truly calm me down.
Normally, I seem to be wearing a mask, always appearing to be well-behaved, obedient and sensible. I need to take care of everyone and live a good life.
When I reply to your letter late at night, I feel that I am myself at that time. I don’t need to smile deliberately or think about other people’s feelings.
Later we met again, and I was actually a little surprised, but I still believed that you were still the Asuo I once knew. As expected, you have never let me down.
I actually thought that maybe we would have a future together. In the future, we might even find a place to spend the rest of our lives together. But I didn't expect that plans really don't change as fast as they should. Now I have no future.
When you get this conch, maybe I have left this world, or maybe I haven't.
I hope that by then you will be very happy, have found someone you love, and have a wonderful family.
You also have a very cute child, and you will have a smooth life.
I will always bless you from afar and hope you will always be happy."
After doing all this, Rodin placed the conch into the water of the Floating River, and then it floated out of the Floating River downstream.
"Dear Ukikawa, I hope that after I leave, you can restore these conches to the human world and let them see my love for them."
Feeling Ukikawa's affection, Rodin finally felt relieved. This was a good thing; she could now say goodbye to them one by one.
The second one picked up was for dad.
"Dad, I never thought that one day I would be able to get your care.
In fact, I can’t say that my ex-father was particularly bad. It’s just that to him I was just an outsider.
I am not his daughter, so naturally he won't be nice to me. Actually, I can understand that.
Before I knew the truth, I always thought he was a good father in my previous life, but he was just doing nothing.
Only in this life did I realize that he was the one who hid the most. He was the source of all my tragedies, so my feelings towards him were very complicated, and in the end I no longer felt anything.
I thought my family ties were very weak and I would be alone in this life.
I never thought I would meet you again. When I returned home, I was spoiled by grandpa and you, and protected by my brother.
It feels like whenever I come home, you guys are waiting for me. I feel really good and I can even taste the food you cooked for me.
That was something I never dared to think about.
You are my idols and my pride. You are willing to give up everything for this country. As your granddaughter and daughter, I will certainly not hesitate.
I know you want to stay with me for a very long time, and actually I want to stay with you too, but I always feel that there are more important things to do in this world. I was so unfortunate and pathetic in my previous life.
I didn't know how to resist, so I could only continue with the lifestyle others had chosen for me. If I died in the end, it was my own fault.
It was in this life that I discovered that there are different ways to live life, and that there is warmth everywhere around me.
I feel so happy just to meet you and become your child. I hope you will be happy every day from now on!
Grandpa can't drink alcohol, can't eat fatty meat, and must not go winter swimming or go to the most dangerous places. You must always be careful in the future.
I know you often have to go out for social events due to work, but I hope you can understand that your body is your own and you should never drink too much.
If you feel uncomfortable anywhere, you must go to the hospital immediately and don't just buy some medicine and take it on your own.
Please take good care of yourself at all times, and if possible, stop thinking about me.
You must take good care of your brother, let him think about his lifelong affairs as soon as possible, and then forget about me.
I am not a very good daughter. I have not been by your side, nor have I done anything for you. Instead, I have always made you worry.
Forget about me, I will live happily every day, and I will always bless you.
Please forgive me for making this decision on my own and for lying to you about doing it myself after you left, but I don't regret it.
I'm sorry, Dad. If it weren't for me, maybe you wouldn't have gotten divorced. If it weren't for me, you would still be a happy family, so please forget me.
I want to live a good life and be happy for the rest of my life. I will bless you from heaven."
Putting down his father's, Rodin picked up Mu Zi's.
"I still remember the first time I met my brother, he said he felt very close to me. I felt the same way, and I never thought we were actually siblings.
I think you are a very great brother who has always protected me and other brothers. I am also very grateful to you.
Be careful when you do missions in the future. Think about your family who are waiting for you to come back.
Also, you must find me a sister-in-law as soon as possible. You must be happy in the future! Take good care of grandpa and dad, and tell them not to be sad.
Feeling sad for a naughty person like me, I believe that if you were my brother, I would make the same choice without hesitation. Please don't think I'm naughty, okay? "
By this point, Rodin was already in tears. She wiped the tears from her eyes and continued to pick up the next one. She knew that if she didn't continue now, she might never have the courage to pick up the conch again.
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