"Okay, Mom will go with you."
Mr. Lin and Grandpa didn't come back, so it was just the three of them at dinner.
For some reason, Rao Jiarui actually felt that they looked like a family of three.
I wish it were true.
Rao Jiarui knew that he still needed to work harder!
After dinner, Xiaoxiao played games and looked at the stars with them.
Later, she was so tired that she fell asleep on Rao Jiarui's back.
Lin Xue looked at the beautiful night sky and suddenly said, "Thank you!"
Hearing this, Rao Jiarui suddenly panicked. In fact, he didn't want to hear these words, because he always felt that these words represented a rejection, and he didn't want to hear the rest.
"If you're saying something I don't want to hear, then you don't have to say it. I don't want to hear your thank you either. You know we don't have to be so distant, right?"
"You say this without even knowing what I want to say?" Lin Xue felt helpless. Before she could even say what she wanted to say, this person had already blocked her way out.
"I think I know what you want to say, but I don't want to hear it, so don't say it.
I understand what you're saying. You just want me to find a girlfriend and start a family, right?"
Rao Jiarui looked at Lin Xue and spoke.
Lin Xue: “…”
Lin Xue was a little embarrassed. That was exactly what she wanted to say.
"Yes, that's what I wanted to say. I think you're already quite old, and it's not good for you to be doing missions all the time. You should still take time to start a family and build a career. I think you're a very good person, and when you were taking care of Xiaoxiao, we felt that you would be a very good father in the future.
You are such an outstanding person, so of course you need to find a girl who is worthy of you, don’t you think? "
Lin Xue was actually a little afraid to look into his eyes, afraid of seeing disappointment in his eyes.
In the end, he simply lowered his head and stopped looking at Rao Jiarui.
How should I put it? It's not that I'm not sad, but there's still a little bit of happiness in my heart. Rao Jiarui felt that the way Lin Xue lowered her head, she seemed a little guilty!
"You actually know what I'm thinking, right?
Lin Xue tried to act like an ostrich and kept shaking her head, "No, I don't know."
"Okay, since you don't know, I'll tell you something from my heart. We're friends now, after all, so can I just tell you what's really in my heart?"
Lin Xue really wanted to say no, but seeing how sad he was, she held back.
"As for me, I know you a little bit. I didn't know what love was before. I always thought it was good to live alone, not to mention that I have so many brothers.
Later I fell in love with a girl. I knew she had suffered a lot and was afraid of being hurt again, so I didn't want to force her. I felt that being able to see her was already very happy, and I didn't need to find another person.
My heart is very small and can only accommodate one person. No matter it was, is or will be, it will only be her.
I think she is the best girl in the world and worth my lifetime of waiting. If she can get over the hurt she's had, I will step forward and stay with her forever. If she can't, then I will stay by her side. That would be the most beautiful thing for me."
He doesn't need to step back and find someone else, nor does he need to go on a blind date.
Rao Jiarui thinks the current situation is good enough.
"Is it worth it?" Lin Xue's eyes were a little sore. She didn't understand why Rao Jiarui was like this. "Because she really will never be able to get over it. What if she never wants to have a relationship again in this life?"
They both knew who the other was talking about, but they tacitly agreed not to break the window paper because they both knew that they did not want to face this matter now.
Lin Xue didn't want to enter into a relationship so quickly, she didn't have the courage.
Rao Jiarui didn't want to force her either. If he pushed her too hard, they wouldn't even be able to be friends in the end, and he wouldn't even be able to watch her from afar.
"Of course it's worth it. You will never know how important she is to me. To be honest, I used to be a bit of a fool and thought talking to girls was a hassle.
There are so many tasks at work, and I never know when I will be able to come back. I think saying that I like a girl is actually wasting her time.
I even thought it was best not to have a girlfriend, but when I met her later, I felt that this girl was really brave.
Later, watching her get over the hurt step by step, and then start paying attention to so many people again, I felt even more that this girl was really amazing.
I feel happy just being able to watch her from afar, just being able to see her smile is enough.
I want to stay with her like this, and see her smile anytime I can."
Lin Xue: "You?"
Lin Xue didn’t know what to say. She was really touched that someone treated her like this.
"I understand. I won't say it again." This was all she could say.
"I think the night sky tonight is particularly beautiful."
"Yeah, I think so too."
Lin Xue once thought that after that scumbag, she would never trust any man in this world again, but at this moment she felt that the man in front of her was so outstanding that she could rely on him.
But in the end she still didn't have the courage to face love again. She decided to wait a little longer. Maybe time would make the man in front of her let her go, or maybe she could muster up the courage to start over.
Lin Xue told herself that she would be selfish one last time and selfishly enjoy the kindness this person showed her.
"I'm thinking about the girl you like. If she can get over it one day, it must be because she likes you."
Even though she couldn't make a promise, she wanted to tell the man in front of her how she felt. If one day she really had the courage to face love again, it must be because of the man in front of her.
That’s enough. Just hearing these words is enough for Rao Jiarui.
"Don't put too much pressure on yourself. I believe he just wants you to be happy."
Rao Jiarui didn't want Lin Xue to put pressure on him. Although he wanted to be with her, he also hoped that she could really let go of the past and move on from the pain of the past, rather than forcing herself to move on because she was moved. That was not what he wanted.
"Okay." Lin Xue was even happier.
…
Han Zhan is in Fuchuan Mountain here. Now that the mineral vein replication is almost completed, Dandan should be waking up.
"But you've been asleep for a long time. Isn't it time to wake up? Everyone is looking forward to your return.
Uncle and Grandpa always say that when you come back they will give you a good beating and make you make your own decisions."
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