Afraid that her aunt would misunderstand, Xiyan quickly began to explain.
"In fact, I have always been a little worried. I used to be afraid, no, I was resistant to others. I was very resistant to being with others because I was afraid that they would look down on me for not being able to have children.
What makes me particularly happy about being able to meet Mulan again and be with him is that he doesn't despise me.
I put all my thoughts into my heart. In fact, I really hope that I can have a child of my own. It must be a very, very wonderful thing to have a little one calling me mom, watching him from infancy to walking and then growing up to adulthood and walking towards his own happiness.
But I couldn't do this. I went to many hospitals and had many tests. My mother gave me many medicines and we even tried folk remedies, but nothing worked! The doctor still gave me a death notice and told me that I would never be a mother in this life.
I was really in pain during that time. Later, my parents passed away one after another, and I seemed to have lost a lot of things in this world. My brother was also ill for many years. If he passed away too, there would be no one in this world who had any blood relationship with me.
I don't have any, so I have no family. Can you understand that feeling? I feel really sad, but I can't find any way out.
I like Rodin and others very much, but sometimes I am afraid to see them, because it is not that I don’t like them, but I feel a little bit of resistance.
I couldn't tell them the reason, nor could I tell them why. I was having a really hard time and feeling a little painful at that time.
I don’t know what to do with what I want to do. I thought I had stopped caring a long time ago. You know, after I married him, I still wanted to have a child.
It's like you never know what to do, how to calm yourself down, because it's not something you can achieve simply by working hard. In other areas, whether it's work or anything else, if you put in the effort, you can get the corresponding warmth, but this is not something you can get just by working hard.
In fact, Xiyan never told anyone about these emotions, because she didn't know who to tell. She had always been very suppressed, but she couldn't let others see it.
That feeling was particularly uncomfortable, but now facing her aunt, she could finally tell her everything.
"I was really sad, but when Dandan told me there was still hope, it was like I saw an angel. Dandan brought me new hope.
There are some things I can’t really tell Dandan, but I can tell you without hesitation, because you are my elder.”
Mo Yan touched her head and said, "Actually, we are afraid that you want a child because of Mulan. Because at your age, many people would think it is very dangerous. If it was Mulan who asked you to do this, then I would definitely deal with him. But since this is what you want, then we will definitely help you.
Your illness is not a big problem. It is mainly a cold uterus. It may be because you worried too much before. It is equivalent to saying that your emotions are very unstable and you are under a lot of pressure, so this situation occurs. The doctors are right. If the cold uterus cannot be treated, you really cannot have a baby.
But it’s different in our family. We will definitely help you. Don’t worry, it’s not a big problem. Just cooperate with the treatment. I will also stay with you when you get pregnant.”
Wouldn't it be ridiculous if so many doctors at home couldn't take care of one person?
"Thank you, Auntie. Thank you very much."
"Why thank me? We are all family. If you have any problems in the future, you can tell me directly. If Mulan bullies you, I will help you deal with him. Don't worry, everything will be fine. Mulan is good in every way except that she can't speak."
Xiyan nodded vigorously, her eyes reddening at some point. It turned out everyone considered her a family member, and from now on, she too had a family.
"Thank you, Auntie."
"Then I'll go back first. Well, I'll come see you again in a couple of days. For now, let Dandan take charge. Don't worry, she's much more capable than I am now."
Xiyan immediately followed Mo Yan out and just saw Luo Dan holding Xiaoxiao's hand.
"Dandan, you guys stay at home for the next two days. I'll help you take care of Xiaoxiao."
"Let's come back tomorrow. My mom said Luo Kang is back and I want to go see him. I haven't seen him for a long time and I have something to say to him. We can come back tomorrow morning."
"good!"
Rodan took Xiaoxiao and Hanzhan out together, and the little guy was held by the two of them.
"Aunt, my mother is married to my uncle, so when are you going to marry Uncle Han Zhan?"
Rodin: “…”
"You little brat, are you just trying to get me married? Your uncle Han Zhan and I will have to wait two years."
This little guy really doesn't know what to say.
"Why?"
"Because I'm not of legal age, because we two have more important things to do, and because we're adults, so we decide our own affairs, okay?"
Xiaoxiao: "This?" She suspected that her aunt was implying something.
"Your aunt and I plan to discuss this matter again in two years." But he didn't want to put pressure on Dandan. For him, their current relationship was already very happy, and he didn't need to force Dandan to make a choice she didn't want to make.
For Han Zhan, Dandan's happiness is the most important thing. No matter in the past or now, his heart has never changed, that is, he hopes Dandan can be happy.
"Did you hear that? Your uncle said we'll talk to you later. Go home and get some sleep. It's already late."
When Rodan returned home, he saw Luo Kang. He hadn't seen the boy for a long time and he seemed to have grown taller.
"Sister, you're back."
"It's you who's back. I haven't been back for a long time. Didn't we meet last time? Where have you been now?"
It's already vacation time, but he's still running around. "I was just looking for business opportunities elsewhere. I just realized how much I love doing business. Thank you, sister. Because of you, I know what I want. It's also because of you that I realize how important studying is."
"You just have to be obedient. No need to thank me here. Take good care of mom and grandpa and grandma in the future."
"Sister, don't worry, that's for sure. I will take good care of them. I haven't seen you for a long time. I prepared something for you these two days. How about it?"
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