Lin Xue looked at the noodles, which were very greasy and had a lot of chili in them. "Mom, didn't you say we should eat something light at night? Why is it so spicy now?"
Lin Xue was just asking casually. To her, no matter what kind of food her mother cooked, it was very good, because as long as her mother could understand her, it was her greatest comfort.
She actually understood that her mother and godmother had a very good relationship, and that if she made this decision now, it might affect her mother's relationship with her godmother.
Or maybe the mother really treated Hu Rui as her son, and since the two of them could not continue, she felt that it was actually a little sad for Hu Rui as her son.
But she had no way to continue with Hu Rui. The hurt she had suffered over the years might be easily forgotten by others, but that did not mean she could. Time could not let go of everything. Even if it could dilute the hurt caused by that incident, it could never erase the scars.
How determined she was back then that she went to where Hu Rui was and broke up with him. When he and his so-called good brothers faced her, did they ever feel the slightest bit of softness towards her?
In Hu Rui's heart, his face is important, his brothers are important, and even the woman who hurt his daughter is important.
Lin Xue looked at the noodles. What happened to her? Didn’t she say not to think about these things anymore? Why did she start thinking about them again?
"Hmm!" Mother Lin's eyes flashed with panic, but she quickly calmed down. "I didn't think that since you've been here for so many years, you must like something with a stronger flavor. I'm doing this for your own good!"
"Then don't misunderstand me. I just said that casually. I think it's delicious."
Lin Xue quickly took a bite and found it tasted good, but a little weird.
"I saw you had a lot of ingredients in your kitchen, so I put them all here for you."
Lin Xue: "This?"
After eating the noodles, Lin Xue prepared to help clean up.
"Okay, you don't have to clean up. Go and get some rest. You've been working all day and you must be very tired. I can clean up here."
For a moment, Lin Xue felt that everything had returned to the way it was before, and her mother was still the mother who loved her very much and would hold her in her hands no matter what she did.
Maybe it was because she had experienced so much pain, so God saw her sadness and gave her back the mother who loved her.
Sometimes she envied Dandan very much, because Dandan could put all her thoughts on her family, country and the world, and she could let go of family affection. But she couldn't do that. Every time she thought of her mother, there would always be a slight pain in her heart.
Lin Xue really hopes that her mother can understand her. Even if she cannot support her, she should not treat her with such a cold attitude.
"Thank you, Mom. I really love you!"
"If you love me, why can't you just listen to me? You and Hu Rui are husband and wife, and you've been together for so many years. You've said you wanted to be together since you were little. Now that you're finally together, why don't you cherish it? I know something happened in between, but boys, after all, like to play around and have no sense of family. That's normal. Everything will be different once you have a child!"
At this moment, Mother Lin still couldn't hold back.
"Then why are you saying this now? I told you I'm getting married." Lin Xue was a little unhappy when she heard this. She thought her mother supported her.
"Just let me say it one last time, okay? I told you I'll never say it again. You know I'm a mother who keeps things in my heart and it hurts if I don't say it out loud."
Lin Xue: "You?"
"I know I was really too extreme back then. Even your godmother and I were angry and wanted to beat him up to vent your anger. We think your opinion is the most important, but Xiaoxue, it's been more than two years since then, and we've always seen Hu Rui's changes. I think you should give him a chance.
It's been two years, and you should let go of some things, what do you think?"
Lin Xue looked at her mother very seriously and shook her head at her.
"No? I can't let it go, let alone forgive him. The relationship between him and me has been unbalanced since the beginning. I was the one who was always chasing him, and he enjoyed my pursuit and my care, but he never thought about my feelings. What's the point of saying it? Anyone can say it, even me! But has he ever done anything good for me? No.
I don't want to mention him anymore. If you really treat me as your daughter, please respect my opinion. For me, I have met the right person now, someone I like very much. I want to be with him and want to marry him. I hope my parents can support me. Even if they can't support me, I won't force it. "
She has grown up now and is no longer the little girl who cried and made a fuss, hoping that her parents would fulfill her wish.
"And don't you see Xiaoxiao every time you come here, Mom? The moment you see Xiaoxiao, don't you think it would be unfair to Xiaoxiao if I forgive her? Xiaoxiao has suffered so much, so much sin, all because of the sins committed by her biological father."
She can make her own choices and decide how to live in the future. Even if they disagree, she can face it calmly.
"You can't explain this to your child, right? What happened to Xiaoxiao? Isn't she doing well now? Maybe she will get better and better in the future. I believe that as long as the two of you work hard, you can cure Xiaoxiao."
"Mom, if we don't agree, I won't force you. You should go to bed early. I'll go back to my room first."
Mother Lin looked at Lin Xue, extremely angry. She disliked her as a mother after just a few words. It must be that man's doing.
After returning to the room, Lin Xue's heart couldn't calm down for a long time, and she couldn't calm down even when sitting in front of the dressing table.
She felt very uncomfortable, as if something was blocking her and she couldn't untie the knot.
After thinking about it, she still felt a little uncomfortable, so she quickly took out the pills Dandan gave her. Unexpectedly, she caught a cold after taking them without paying attention.
Fortunately, even though it was a cold, it was very effective after she took it, and it made her head much clearer.
She slapped her face hard and told herself that even mother and daughter have their own ideas and they can't force each other, right?
She couldn't force her mother, just like her mother couldn't force her. Since the two of them couldn't agree on the same thing, they couldn't force it. Thinking of this, she felt much calmer. If they couldn't force it, then they could just live their own lives.
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