She even thought about just living like this, getting by day by day, since she had nothing to look forward to anyway.
Later, after having a child, she was still like this, an insignificant existence.
She had never felt cared about.
Luo's father was an obedient person, especially one who listened to her mother. He couldn't speak and never said a gentle word to her.
Anyway, apart from working, there is no one else. When the two of them are together, there is really not even ten words to say.
She felt more and more that there was nothing to live for.
Because she was bought, and the sweet potatoes were so cheap, she was beaten and scolded by her mother-in-law.
If she wants to live, she has to accept this fact.
She wants to die too.
But when I reached the top of the building, my foot felt like it was stuck on a huge rock and I couldn't take a single step.
She knew then that she was still afraid of death. She wanted to live...
Then you can only endure it.
But how long will it take to endure?
She really didn't want to endure it.
She didn't feel anything before, but now that she wasn't being scolded, her mind became active again, and she didn't want to continue like this.
At that time, she couldn't even take care of herself, so how could she take care of Rodin?
"We have to go, don't we? We only have a few hours left. Do you want us to sleep in the wilderness?
You want to know the answer, but now you are afraid. You are afraid of this and that, so go back."
Rodin looked at Luo's mother and spoke. She knew Luo's mother was a person who was cautious and wanted to know but was afraid, although she could understand that.
But if we don’t leave now, we’ll have to sleep in the wilderness.
"Oh, let's go then."
Luo's mother also reacted, but her body couldn't keep up with her mind. She told herself to walk, but her legs felt like they were filled with lead and she couldn't move.
Rodin could only pull her along.
I took her to take the first step, the step in my heart, and I couldn't wait any longer.
Rodin went to buy some things, including sugar and canned fruit, which was a very valuable gift.
Luo's mother pulled Rodin and walked very quickly, as if the person she was afraid of just now was not her.
Rodin was almost unable to catch up. In fact, many things were scary before we took that step.
We are afraid of this and that, so we panic, but when we take a step forward, we find that the worst that can happen is just that, so what is there to be afraid of?
Luo's mother is now extremely anxious. She wants to get back home as quickly as possible.
Look at your parents, look at your younger brother, are they okay?
She was surprised to find that the path was still the same as before.
"Dandan, I noticed that this road is still the same as before. Does this prove that your grandparents are definitely still at home?"
Rodin looked at the road and was speechless. She felt that the road was deserted.
When we arrived at the village, we found that there were still people living there. Although it looked quite dilapidated, we could still see people making fires and cooking.
Luo's mother looked at the house in the distance and tears suddenly flowed down her face.
I cried so hard that my nose and tears flowed down. I couldn't stop crying, and my heart was filled with mixed emotions.
Happy, delighted, excited, scared...
"Dandan, that's your grandparents' house. They're still here, still here... They've been here for more than 20 years..."
It’s good to be here, it’s good to be here, she’s still a child with a family. She’s still a child with parents.
Rodin could feel that excitement.
Although that home is not what you expected, at least it exists in your memory.
Even though Luo's mother's home is now completely unrecognizable, the memories are still beautiful.
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