Moreover, no one in her social circle would reveal their ambitions openly.
Always looking for various reasons——
She has a different perspective from others, so most of those reasons are just excuses to make her feel quite annoyed.
Yet that was also the part she had to imitate—
So, she kept a fake smile on her face the whole time.
As the eldest daughter with the bloodline of both the Ouyang and Zishu families, she had to maintain good interpersonal relationships for various reasons that she herself found quite ridiculous.
Interpersonal relationships are just superficial - no matter how good the relationship is, when a disagreement arises between two people, the one who is slow to act will be the first to die as a victim.
Her increasingly distorted worldview made her smile more and more mature.
Now she is just a teenager - not even a girl, just a LOLI.
Compared to Chu Shangli who eventually became a criminal in her previous life, she is still quite immature mentally.
Childish little girl.
A naive little girl who can control her emotions, but is completely unable to control them.
The concept that I was indoctrinated with was that I should do this, but I still feel torn mentally.
The so-called "rebellious period" is surging in my heart.
In fact, the "rebellious period" is nothing more than the awakening of self-awareness - the world that you have always believed in begins to waver before your eyes -
When I was instilled with the idea that "this is the right thing to do", I suddenly felt disgusted.
When none of the people who instilled these ideas were able to do so, the idea began to grow stronger.
doll.
In fact, those people just regarded themselves as real human beings, and wanted to create some obedient tools for their own benefit.
As long as you resist this pressure, it seems that you can grow into an independent person and no longer be controlled.
Especially when being taught that “it is wrong to do so”, when thinking back to the actions of the person who said those words, I suddenly find them extremely ridiculous, and thus begin to think that “the wrong words they said are the real correct ones”.
If you let this period pass naturally without ever successfully escaping from that one-sided denial, you will become a true tool, a person that others expect you to be. However, the pressure that is suppressed deep within you cannot be relieved, and time cannot heal it.
Perhaps at a certain moment of regret, when I recall my suppressed personality once again, I will begin to explode crazily -
The original Ouyang Huanshi didn't abandon Vivina, but just lived a normal life. She had no place to vent her rebelliousness, and her mistakes were also affirmed, which would make her more and more arrogant, and closer to the personality she was shaped into.
Unfortunately, the inside cannot be changed, it is just the ideal type of clothes that others put on her.
Was there—was there anyone who could tell her that it was okay to let this madness out—
Not one.
In the reset world, this person is right in front of us.
Ouyang Huanshi hated her, but he also knew that she was the one who could impress Lian Qianying, who had almost become a hollow shell, on the first day, and move Gongyi Shuiqing to want her to inherit the family business. At the same time—
At the same time, the girl who also made Gong Yi Tianhe waver—
That was what she had been looking for, not a girl living in her imagination, but one who was truly close to her ideal.
The perfect girl said, "It's okay even if I want to be praised."
It negated her previous struggles.
Ah, so this is how a true genius thinks...
Those guys only think that way because they're mediocre—
Father, Mother, Viviana, all of them—
I have the same idea as this girl, so the reason why I feel conflicted is because she is also a genius?
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