Chu Shangli is quite confident in his memory - although it may not be as good as Chu Moyin's.
However, if she works hard, she can still remember most of the knowledge.
Every event, every minute and every second in the past, can be taken out from the bookshelf one by one just like taking books out from the bookshelf.
It should have been like this, but my memory of my childhood and my mother is almost zero.
The portrait of the deceased is the most vivid only when it is placed on the table.
Even the entire period where my mother existed, I don’t remember it very clearly——
Of course, I could explain it with the universal excuse of "being too young," but in reality, I had very clear memories of my mother's death.
She remembered everything clearly, including her father's expression the day after her mother's death and the faces of everyone who attended the funeral.
In the final analysis, it seems that what he couldn't remember was only the events before the moment of "mother's death" -
When I think back, I can clearly remember the calendar number on the wall on the day my mother died.
But what about that day?
Post-traumatic stress syndrome, so you forget the painful memories?
The mother committed suicide - even if you just search on the Internet, you can find a lot of results -
Even though we couldn't post photos of the corpse everywhere, they were actually spread everywhere.
She didn't know whether she had ever seen her mother's body up close. No, to be more precise, she couldn't remember whether she had ever seen her mother's body at the crime scene.
The mother's body in the coffin, holding flowers in her hands, was branded in her pupils.
Looking back, my feeling at that time was incredibly "Ah, this woman is so beautiful."
It was clearly my mother, theoretically the mother who was still at home the day before, so why did I think, "This woman is so beautiful"?
As a child, I didn't think too much about it.
However, now it seems that this is not the same attitude as facing a stranger——
This woman or something...
Is it possible that the relationship between me and my mother is not good?
I could also tell from what my father and brother said—my relationship with my mother was not good—
Even though they are secretive.
But, should I say that precisely because of their evasive attitude, my own thoughts have become clearer—
The mother may have abused herself.
Now she has no scars on her body, but she clearly remembers that when she attended the funeral, her body was covered with scars, which she covered with a small black dress.
Although he didn't feel any emotion when he was staring at the coffin, a faint voice came from behind him: "Found you! Finally found you!"
Warm arms embraced me.
"Don't be sad, it's okay, you still have a sister——"
The one who hugged him at that time was Chu Moyin.
Before seeing the glass, the person in my mind was replaced by Wei Shengfan - or rather, I didn't deliberately recall that face.
Looking back at the memory, the person who appeared there was actually Chu Moyin.
If she had no memories of her mother's death, then all that filled her mind at that time was Chu Moyin——
The blank space of the first day ended and was filled by a lovely beautiful girl.
This is also natural, she would have a good impression of Chu Moyin -
And Chu Moyin also returned home with her on the same day——
at the same time.
When her mother died, Chu Moyin came to her home.
This is the impression everyone hopes she leaves, but——
Is there really such a coincidence?
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
