Chapter 309: The Killer's Sense of Responsibility



That was her knife.

It was designed, thought out and created by her independently.

Both the handiness and sharpness have been adjusted.

Holding it in her hand, it can be said that it fits perfectly with every line on her palm.

For the final fatal blow——

Even every detail is polished very carefully——

Perhaps the one he had made at Gongyi's house before was a hasty work and was a defective product.

However, in the birdcage that had long forgotten time, what he had forged was a perfect product without a single flaw.

Even though I had inherited all the skill points I had accumulated in my previous life when I reincarnated—

However, it takes time to accumulate and cannot be completely caught up in an instant.

For example - age.

Even if I am anxious, as Ying Meng said, I cannot over-exercise.

Ying Meng's character is indeed very good. She can't find any hypocrisy in Ying Meng at all, and she only discovered her gentleness during their short time together.

My legs have started to feel sore even though I haven't exercised too much.

Her body also felt a little heavy - if Ying Meng hadn't dragged her to do the acid-removing exercises, she might not be able to get up tomorrow.

No matter what, Chu Shangli had to admit that he was a little too hasty.

But, but——

How do I explain the knife in front of me?

In order to ensure that she could kill living creatures with great courage, she slaughtered many animals in bird cages.

Although it's not abuse, it's just for daily food ingredients——

When she first killed the duckling she had raised, she didn't even eat it. Instead, she dug a shallow hole and buried its body in the hole.

A lily was planted where the duck's body was buried.

Lilies then spread from the duck's corpse—

When Chu Shangli saw the blooming lilies, he couldn't help but think - although he didn't eat the duck, the duck's body still rotted in the soil and became fertilizer for the lilies.

Does that prove that even if I don't eat the duck, there will always be creatures that will devour the life I slaughtered?

Even if you don't kill it yourself, there will come a time when its life will end?

I have never been a vegetarian, and I have always eaten animals slaughtered by others.

So, if the animals do not die by your own hands, does that mean you are not sinful?

She killed a goose she had raised, and when she used hot water to remove its feathers bit by bit, she seemed to still recall the goose chasing her and cawing "ga ga ga".

Thinking of this, her tears could not stop flowing down -

Although the goose was cooked, she still didn't eat a single bite in the end.

She fed the stewed goose to the dog in the cage—

Seeing the dog eating so sweetly, I felt a sense of comfort in my heart.

Yes, a sense of comfort.

She thought that if she ate it herself, she might feel so nauseous that she would vomit.

But the dog ate it, and I didn't feel much disgusted.

It also passes through the digestive tract and gastric juice, and is converted into nutrients and residues without any nutrition and is excreted.

You don't have to eat it yourself, but you won't feel too uncomfortable.

Eating an animal killed by someone else, or having an animal you killed eaten by another animal, can be very peaceful.

Why would you feel uncomfortable if you kill and eat the animal yourself?

Is this hypocrisy?

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