"Don't you want to continue studying in Meisuo?" Wei Shengfan gently placed "Chu Shangli's" head on his chest——
"I don't usually argue with anyone. It's because I'm humble and my character doesn't allow me to argue with others. But you actually dare to look down on Ali. Do you have any empathy? Or have you always been jealous of Ali because she's prettier, more talented, richer, and more prestigious than you? Today, you finally got the chance to step on Ali, and you're kicking her when she's down?"
"Ah la, ah la." Chu Shangli pulled the corner of his mouth: "Since you are so serious, then I will be serious too - although I know that people around me may tell lies, but at least I don't need lies to maintain my pitiful self-confidence."
Chu Shangli fiddled with his hair with his fingers and looked around: "Everyone, please ask yourselves, that girl named Chu Shangli, who obviously has enough money, power, and status, but always dresses in a rustic way - if she was an introverted type, I could still praise her for being simple, but she seems to sincerely believe that she possesses unparalleled beauty - how ridiculous. If she were not Chu Shangli, maybe she would have been ignored and bullied in school before this -"
“You…you…”
The girl who looked exactly like her past self and now sat in her past self's place had tears in her eyes: "Are you trying to bully me?"
Chu Shangli felt disgusted with himself at this moment in his heart——
How weird does one have to be to be able to tell that she wants to bully her?
When people grow up, they will look back at their past selves at some point and feel so ashamed that they want to die and even want to kill their past selves.
When I look through my past spaces and notes, and feel some senseless sighs, my heart is filled with this emotion. So, if I really come face to face with my past self, my first reaction will definitely be to scold, not to protect.
Rebirth actually means going back to the past and then denying your past self.
Make a choice that is completely different from your past self, and deny all your past efforts——
Overwrite the old record with the new one.
In this process, completely forget the shame of the past, as if this can offset everything.
However, if you stay calm, you will find the fatal mistake in this -
No matter how it is covered and recorded, it is better to say that it is precisely because of the past records that new choices are made.
People often embellish past memories or vilify them.
Whether you're missing the first time you had an ice-cold milkshake in a cup or you're disgusted by your puppy that bit you, it's the same thing.
The time at that time cannot be traced back, and even the strongest memory will mix up everything in the past.
In fact, beautiful things are not necessarily as beautiful as we imagine them to be - similarly, bad things we perceive may not be that bad.
This is nothing more than yeast bacteria in flour with enough sugar and nutrients added to a sealed container, fermenting and expanding over time at a certain temperature - but the essence does not change at all.
It's just fermented in a sealed container.
When Chu Shangli faced her past self and cried, even unable to understand what people were saying, her heart was filled with shame and indescribable anger.
It was far more cruel than the image of the past that I had imagined—
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