Recalling strange memories -
In other words, once you meet your past self, you will inevitably indulge in memories.
Or perhaps, no matter how turbulent the surrounding situation is, every moment seems fresh, but in fact it is just a journey back to the past.
What I see and hear is actually a kind of indulgence in memories.
Chu Shangli didn’t know how she looked in the eyes of others, but when she looked at herself in the mirror, she was still just a 15-year-old girl.
In prison, she finally gained all sorts of experience, knowledge, and a taste she hadn't had before, so she was able to dress more pleasingly. However, this rapport wasn't about using future knowledge to mature. More accurately, it was about using future knowledge to dress in a way that better suited the beauty her age should display.
On the contrary, my original self was dressed in a more old-fashioned way.
She pursues maturity too much, wearing heavy makeup and messy hair, thinking that she has mature charm, but in fact she completely covers up her original beauty.
In fact, when we are young, we always feel that we are not mature enough, but once we mature, we will regret that our youth is gone.
The reflection of myself in the mirror, the fifteen-year-old self and the self a few years later are of course different -
In fact, a slight change in perspective and thinking will open up a new world.
When I was fifteen, I was full of youthful vitality, and when I grew up, I had a more refined charm. The two are irreplaceable.
Even if I were fifteen years old again, it didn't mean that my fifteen-year-old self would be more attractive than the one I would be years later. Ultimately, whether I could continue to attract others depended mainly on what was within my body, and I also had to remember that everyone's aesthetic tastes were different.
Those who are attracted to mature older sisters may think that the little girl is inexperienced and annoying; on the contrary, those who like young people may think that the older ones are like those with flaws, turning into pale yellow pearls.
Once you choose one side, it means giving up the other side - it is absolutely impossible to be liked by everyone.
Chu Shangli chose to dress herself up to her own strengths, not for the purpose of deliberately attracting anyone, but simply for the simple reason that she thought it was more appropriate.
But why did my past self want to dress more maturely?
Thinking about this question, Chu Shangli was immediately able to get the most correct answer from the current atmosphere.
Yes——the words around me.
"I'm sorry, ma'am. My sister is already very decadent, not good at dressing herself up, and not mature enough. Even so, I am very grateful that you have always maintained a relatively good attitude towards her-"
"A-Li, you should be thankful that you're engaged. If you had grown up naturally, I don't think someone as outstanding as Young Master Wei Shengfan would even glance at you."
"Don't you think your aesthetics are too bad? Fortunately, it doesn't matter whether you improve yourself or not. Your fate has already been determined."
"Sometimes I'm really confused. Why are you my sister and Master Wei Shengfan's fiancée—"
Those voices, along with Wei Shengfan's "Although it doesn't feel any different, I still like you when you dress up nicely" and "Don't worry, no matter what you become, I will never leave you" kept resonating in her mind.
She knew that her behavior was a little irrational - but she still rushed forward and slapped Chu He's hand that was holding Chu Shangli aside.
"Can't you see that she's willing to take responsibility? Why are you meddling in other people's business?"
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