I feel an inexplicable closeness to the people around me, but then, like a lonely soul, I feel lost in fear and retreat.
It's just a one-man show, this situation—
So that’s how it is. Chu Shangli thought she probably understood.
Why do I worry about losing my humanity when mounting the system, yet I fill in every gear skillfully?
My loss of humanity actually happened much earlier—much earlier than I thought.
After losing his humanity, he gave up his memory for the second time—the third time.
However, repeated rotation will cause dirt to accumulate in the heart.
That unnatural state will make you unconsciously get close to people you once had a high degree of favorability with.
And when people don't know why they are hurting each other, they will not hesitate to use a knife.
In fact, even if it was just for testing, to make himself feel more at ease, he continued in an unusual way, piercing Wei Shengfan's heart - in fact, it was just following his instinct, hoping that he could awaken -
I actively chose to forget, but when I really forgot, I tried to find a way to make my memory return to the starting point.
Even though I didn't actually see myself begging the system to erase my memory, I could still imagine that earnestness.
Perhaps, the system had promised me that it would only allow me to delete all these memories when my favorability reached 90.
Accumulating favorability is for two completely opposite purposes.
"You're wrong." The system corrected Chu Shangli: "It's not 90 - it's 100. Our original agreement was that the memory can only be cleared when the favorability between each other reaches 100. Otherwise, it would be too cunning for me to bear it alone, or for you to bear it alone."
The system spoke in a nostalgic tone, "In the end, it wasn't me who reached the target later, but you—you reached 100 favorability after me—but, by the time you reached the target, you had already exceeded 100..."
"Is it because of entanglement—" Chu Shangli asked with a wry smile: "Because I don't want to be deleted, I keep dragging it out. By the time I can truly express myself and have to release my emotions, the value is no longer 100—"
"That's half right—or rather, 13 times right. Once my favorability towards you reaches the standard again, you'll naturally understand why it suddenly broke through—"
The system smiled and said, "Although I can use my own methods to reveal all the information to you—facts have proven that I am actually very tolerant of you who have only lost your memory—if this is truly our first collaboration, even if the information is accidentally revealed, I will not reveal so much detail—in fact, I am using this to barely maintain my rationality—even if it will be seen as a joke, this is necessary—"
Since we are not strangers, I have to reveal relatively insignificant things in order to suppress the urge to reveal everything.
"But, I remembered it so quickly. You're troubled too, right? Or is this what you were expecting?"
"Well, actually, it doesn't matter to me right now," the system said softly. "Since I was able to resist waking up and saying nothing more at the previous time, I did my best—but it's still earlier than planned, so in the end, we're even."
"It's even...huh?"
Chu Shangli sees through the brain and the heart——
As expected, apart from my own speculations, I cannot see the actual existence of things.
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