To Kiyomori:
I'm so dirty. I took multiple baths and used your favorite perfume, which should make me feel cleaner.
I'm not dead, Kiyomori.
It's surprising, isn't it? The master only took my blood and the piece from my heart, and I'm still alive.
You're fine too, but you haven't woken up yet.
The master said that your Gu is not dead, but sleeping.
He said that the Gu was affecting your memory, and if you could just keep forgetting the existence of the Gu in your body, you would be safe.
You have to forget me and forget the Gu.
Forget everything and you will be at peace.
…
To Kiyomori:
Master used a method to make you forget everything about me.
It's okay, Qingsheng, as long as you get better.
I followed my master and left. Before I left, your mother fell ill. She hugged me and cried and cried, saying that she was sorry and that the palace was sorry for me.
Then he begged me to keep this matter a secret forever, never tell it, and keep it in my heart until I die.
She said she wanted her daughter to be safe.
She said, just think of it as her begging me to let A Yue die like this, so that her daughter will never remember this incident.
I agreed. It's okay, Qingsheng. It would be best if you could get better.
…
To Kiyomori:
We were halfway through the road when I heard you were awake.
But the memory drug hadn't started to work yet, and you were crying and shouting for me.
Your brother said I was dead, and you had a big fight with him and said you would never talk to him again.
You said you hate your mother, you said you hate your father, you said you want me, you want me.
You can't be so carefree.
How wonderful it is to be loved by someone.
It’s such a good thing that you remember me, what a pity.
Wait until you wake up from another sleep.
You really forgot everything.
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To Kiyomori:
When my master and I were almost at Luofo Temple, he fell ill.
I took him everywhere to seek help, and finally he was rescued by the daughter of the Luoyang governor.
They fed the master the best medicine, and his illness gradually got better.
Before leaving, I gave her the jade pendant your mother gave me, saying it was a token of my love.
I said, I will come back to repay you.
She is different from you, Kiyomori.
I looked at her and all I could think about was you.
I miss you so much.
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To Kiyomori:
I arrived at Luofo Temple, and the master gave me a Dharma name and changed my name to Xu Qingyi.
He said I was unclean, that I had killed someone and should remove the filth.
I came to this cold spring and it was really cold.
He made me soak in the cold spring all day long, and it seemed like there were a lot of bugs in my body.
My master said that I was chosen by God, but also an abandoned child.
People like me don't live long.
It's okay, I hope to see you again.
I want to see you again.
…
To Kiyomori:
I became the national teacher.
Monks should not be involved in worldly things, but I can't forget you, so I am destined to never become a Buddha.
You forgot me and started pursuing the young general.
You said you would marry no one but him, and you prayed to me, asking me to calculate your marriage destiny with him.
In fact, the calculated result is not good. I told you, and you are angry with me.
It's okay, Kiyomori.
As long as you are happy.
It's enough for me to keep looking at you.
…
The papers at the back are all blank, probably because no one has written on them for a long time.
The papers in Gu Qingsheng's hands were completely soaked. Her tears as big as beans fell onto the papers, and her body was shaking all the time.
The question he asked when he was getting into the bridal sedan in his previous life.
Getting into the bridal sedan again in this life, he asked again.
Are you happy?
Am I happy...
In that cell, the food was a mixture of all the food that the prisoners had eaten.
He repeatedly showed tolerance towards himself.
He is Ah Yue! Why...
Why can’t I remember it!
Finally, the silent crying turned into wailing. She felt exhausted. Suddenly, a sharp pain in her heart filled her nerves, and her face turned pale in an instant!
She collapsed, clutching her chest tightly, crying uncontrollably, her tears even soaking the ice.
Because I remembered the Gu incident.
After so many years, the parasite recurred.
"I...I can't die here..."
Her voice was choked with sobs as she crawled slowly on the ice, tears dripping with blood.
The ice was not slippery, and my fingers were bleeding from being rubbed, making it difficult to breathe.
It hurts.
pain.
However, many times, Xu Qingyi should be in more pain than himself.
"I can't, I can't die here, I want to go back to see him... I want to see him..."
"At least before I die, I want to see him once... Pfft..."
A large amount of blood gushed out of her mouth. The suppression for more than ten years made the insect more rampant. Her consciousness gradually became unclear. She was bleeding from all seven orifices and kept shouting
"I haven't... I haven't..."
After saying this, he lost consciousness.
…
"You're here?"
When I woke up, there was pitch black in front of me, and in front of me was a small girl sitting on the ground.
Her clothes were very strange, she had yellow hair, but her face was very lively, and her eyes were like rising crescent moons.
"Who are you……"
Because she had never seen this girl before, Gu Qingsheng was a little wary. It was too dark around her and she couldn't see anything, which made her even more panicked.
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