Chapter 2 Rebirth 2

The physical pain still failed to dispel the unreality in Yan Yue's heart.

Even though I saw it with my own eyes, I still had doubts.

He has never been a lucky man. Most of his luck in his previous life was spent on the last period of time he spent with Ji Yimu.

So now the rebirth is more like an unreal but beautiful dream.

Subconsciously, I scratched the scar on my right wrist, but the scar was not there yet.

The arms that were scarred by countless suicide attempts were now white and smooth.

Yan Yue was sick, his heart was sick.

It was like this in the last life, and it seems to be like this life as well.

This rebirth is his own chance. He wants to be healthy, even if it is just pretending to be healthy, and he also wants to truly love only Ji Yimu.

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Anyone could feel Yan Yue's burning gaze, let alone Ji Yimu who was paying attention to him all the time.

Yan Yue himself also found that in order not to embarrass Ji Yimu, it was more important that he now also needed time to calm down, to calm down the dark thoughts that he could not suppress in his heart when he saw Ji Yimu again.

Sitting by the lake, looking at the ripples cast by the faint light, the calm is actually surging.

Yan Yue is now extremely certain that he has truly been reborn.

He was reborn to the time when he had just confessed his love to Qin Mu, and now the post about his confession is still hanging high on the campus forum.

Don't ask why, just know that he just saw it.

Thinking of Qin Mu, Yan Yue's eyes became gloomy, and the fingers of his right hand unconsciously rubbed his left wrist.

The reason why I had such a serious mental illness in my previous life was entirely his fault. He kept PuAing me, making me as humble as a dog and unable to do anything but depend on him.

Even though he followed Ji Yimu and visited many famous doctors, he was unable to completely pull himself out of the abyss.

As for Qin Mu, as long as he doesn't cause trouble in front of him again, he doesn't want revenge and doesn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

If he recognizes me, we will be strangers from now on.

Otherwise, Yan Yue didn't know what extreme behavior he would do.

Yan Yue was unwilling, because he had Ji Yimu in mind, and he didn't want to spend his thoughts on anyone other than him.

As for Ji Yimu...

Yan Yue didn't know when he started to like him, and he didn't know whether he liked him now.

Trying hard to recall every moment of seeing Ji Yimu again, Yan Yue couldn't see anything special about Ji Yimu towards him, let alone any extra feelings.

Irritable.

But it doesn't matter, they still have a long time, and I will make him like me slowly.

Yan Yue wasn't worried at all. It was OK with the terrible self he had experienced in his last life, and it was even better without having experienced those terrible self in this life.

It's probably just a matter of time before he falls in love with you.

The ringing of the cell phone interrupted Yan Yue's deep thoughts.

Looking at the screen, Yan Yue's mind was in turmoil. Grandma, she was the only person who was kind to him in his last life besides Ji Yimu.

Later, she found out what Qin Mu had done to her. She went to Qin Mu again and again, just wanting him to let her go. She endured Qin Mu's humiliation again and again. She had lived a glorious life for most of her life, but in the end, she fell into the mud because of her grandson.

Later, because of his illness, he didn't even see her for the last time. Counting their entire lives, they hadn't seen each other for ten years.

At the last second before the ringing stopped, Yan Yue answered the call.

"Grandma, I'm sorry."

Apologize for your past life self.

Trying my best to hide the sobs in my voice

"Xiaoyan, what's wrong? Did someone bully you?"

Yan Yue clearly felt Chen Lan's undisguised anxiety and worry.

Yan Yue never doubted his grandmother's love for him.

"No, it's okay. No one is bullying me." He suppressed the strong fluctuations in his heart, "I just miss you. I miss you very much."

"Grandma misses you too."

Chen Lan is not stupid, she can naturally sense Yan Yue's emotions. The child is grown up now, and if he doesn't tell her about something, he is probably afraid that she will worry.

Yan Yueyue

"grandmother……"

Yan Yue couldn't help but call out "Grandma" and sobbed softly, full of regret.

On the other side, Chen Lan was anxious and wished she could be by Yan Yue's side immediately. Her beloved child had suffered such a great injustice.

While Yan Yue was waiting for him to calm down, Chen Lan said nothing and just accompanied him silently. She also secretly decided in her heart that she would go to school tomorrow.

"Grandma, can I go back to see you today?"

Yan Yue thought that no matter whether Chen Lan agreed or not, he would go back tomorrow.

He wanted to see her, desperately.

"good."

"Grandma will make you your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs."

Don't ask why.

"Yeah, okay."

After chatting for a while, Yan Yue hung up the phone and went back to the dormitory to pack his luggage.

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