Chapter 190 Never Forgot
Holding a thick piece of folded paper in her hand, Lu Yinghan took deep breaths to clear her mind.
The paper was torn apart, revealing two pieces of paper covered with handwriting.
It's Lu Xuanyao's handwriting.
'Ms. Liu
Please forgive my willfulness and for still wanting to call you sister. When you see this letter, we may never meet again in this life.
I am very sorry that due to various reasons on my part, I had to ask you to come back home and do my job of protecting me, which caused you unnecessary trouble.
Ever since I dreamed about my sister's previous life, I haven't known how to face you.
Every night, before I go to bed, I imagine making peace with you, eating cake and playing together. I also think about what I should do so that you can forgive me.
But I thought about it and realized that if it were me, I probably wouldn't forgive, so I gave up.
That night ten years ago, I didn't sleep, but my mother told me not to go out, so I could only stand at the door and watch you leave home.
I was still young at that time and thought you would come back soon, but later I realized that you would really never come back.
Mom, Dad and my brothers have indeed done a lot of bad things to my sister, and I am not qualified to speak for them, so sister, let me apologize to you on their behalf first.
Sister, do you remember what I have been telling you these days, that the most terrifying thing in the world is not death, but oblivion?
In fact, these few days, when I chatted with you, I used up all my courage to talk to you.
Today, this letter is in your hands, which means I have made a decision.
I actually don’t want to trouble my sister, but I only have one wish, that at this time every year, I hope that my parents and brothers can come over and give me a little daisy.
If you can, you...
[crossed out]
It’s nothing, sister. I still have a lot to say to you, but I don’t seem to have the qualifications to say so much.
elder sister
I hope you can live happily in this life, I will do my best
I wish you a worry-free life
……….'
What follows is what she wrote to other members of the Lu family.
It was just a short piece of paper, filled with instructions to everyone in the family and things that needed to be done.
Lu Yinghan burst into tears. She put the paper on the grass and bent her head while crying.
He didn't care about the pain from the wound on his waist.
With her hands tightly grasping the grass, Lu Yinghan's headache became weaker and weaker, until it finally disappeared.
Lu Xuanyao really left.
I don't know how long it took
Lu Yinghan knelt on the grass with a gloomy look in her eyes. If it weren't for the pain in her wound, she would have probably continued kneeling there. Clutching the hairpin in her hand, she stood up with a cold look in her eyes and walked towards the door.
The sound of fighting had long disappeared, and all that remained was the team members suppressing the nearly frantic Xie Chengsheng.
"Let me go! My fiancée is in there!! Let me go!"
"You're crazy! There's already been a second explosion! You're going to die if you go in!"
Xie Chengsheng's eyes have begun to turn red.
The Lu family members standing by looked at this person, his fiancée, in surprise.
Could it be Lu Yinghan?
"Acheng..."
The chaotic scene was suddenly stopped by Lu Yinghan's voice.
Everyone looked towards the source of the sound. Xie Chengsheng reacted immediately, got up and ran towards Lu Yinghan.
"Xiao Han, I'll take you to treatment..."
Seeing the wounds on Lu Yinghan's body and the blood on her waist, Xie Chengsheng was almost going crazy with heartache.
"It's you, I was wondering why you looked so familiar."
Lu Yinghan looked at Xie Chengsheng, whose tears were about to come out, and answered with a smile.
Then, she looked coldly at the Lu family members standing beside her.
"Ms. Liu..., where is Yaoyao? Where is my Yaoyao?"
Lu Yinghan clenched her back teeth and casually threw a piece of paper at them.
That was written by Lu Xuanyao exclusively for their family.
"Are you satisfied? Like this now?"
Lu Yinghan looked at the group of Lu family members who were looking at Lu Xuanyao's "suicide note" with a cold face.
Looking at their disbelief and pale faces.
Lu Yinghan closed her eyes and fainted.
Before she fell into coma, she heard Xie Chengsheng's voice and the shouts of the group of people.
But she didn't want to listen anymore.
After that, he fell into a deep sleep.
…..
"I told you! I told you! Don't let Yingying pass! Just look!"
"Dad...don't worry, Yingying is fine now and will wake up soon."
"Why do I care about this? Your daughter has a hole in her stomach and you're not worried??"
The noisy sounds around her woke Lu Yinghan up slowly.
The hostesses who had been observing from the side saw Lu Yinghan's trembling eyelashes and excitedly patted their husbands on the back, asking them to stop talking.
Even Mr. Xie shut his mouth, came to Lu Yinghan and looked at her nervously.
"ah….."
The hoarse voice was so strange that even Lu Yinghan found it a bit strange.
“Drink water, drink water!”
After hearing Lu Yinghan's voice, a group of people suddenly woke up and started looking for clean teacups and straws.
"Yingying, does it hurt? Ouch, this, this."
Old Master Xie looked at the wounds of varying sizes on Lu Yinghan's body with a worried look on his face, and his eyes went straight to her waist.
That's where the wounds are deepest.
God knows that after Mr. Xie learned the news, he almost rushed to his eldest son's side and asked him questions.
"Grandpa...Aunt..."
The pain began to slowly attack Lu Yinghan. She took a deep breath and tried to adapt herself to the pain.
Everyone held their breath and dared not disturb her.
"Grandpa...where is Lu Xuanyao?"
When Mr. Xie saw Lu Yinghan asking about Lu Xuanyao as soon as she woke up, he shook his head regretfully.
"I already know the whole story. You still have a copy of her suicide note, but we didn't touch it. This is what she gave you, and we have to follow your opinion."
It was not a dream. Lu Xuanyao really died in the sea of fire in front of him...
Lu Yinghan felt complicated and couldn't describe the feeling.
But it's definitely not good.
"Grandpa, where is that hairpin..."
"here."
Mr. Xie carefully took it out of the drawer. It had been washed clean, but there were still some burnt residues.
Lu Yinghan took the hairpin, not knowing what she was thinking, but her eyes gradually became moist.
"Grandpa... I failed in my mission."
"Silly child..."
When Mr. Xie heard Lu Yinghan's words, he felt so distressed that he could not express it in words. If Yingying was to be punished next, he would take care of it.
The Xie family members around also looked at the little girl with pity.
Watching people die in front of me.
You will feel bad.
Xie Hongyang has the most say on this.
"By the way, Grandpa, where is Ah Cheng?"
"Ah... this brat."
Life is short, enjoy it while you can
"Xiao Cheng wanted to come see you, but it seems he violated some discipline and can't come now."
Mr. Xie spoke softly along with Lu Yinghan.
Afraid that she would feel disappointed, everyone looked at Lu Yinghan nervously.
"It's okay. I understand. He seems to be a little injured. Is he okay?"
"It's okay. We've checked it out and he's already treated it. There aren't any serious wounds, so don't worry. The one we need to worry about now is you. Your injury is the most serious."
Old Master Xie stretched out his hands, gently stroked Lu Yinghan's pale face, and said with heartache.
Lu Yinghan had just woken up and was still in a daze, so when she learned that Xie Chengsheng was fine, she closed her eyes again.
Fell into a deep sleep.
Everyone in the Xie family shut their mouths and looked at Lu Yinghan who had fallen asleep again, looking at her little face with heartache.
"Okay, go do what you need to do and don't disturb her rest."
Mr. Xie looked at the other people in the ward and sighed deeply.
"I understand, Dad. Let me stay and take care of Yingying."
Wang Mengmeng's eyes and nose had turned red from crying.
The whole person looks much more haggard.
Her hands were extremely cold, and she walked to Lu Yinghan's bedside and refused to leave.
"Mom! Where's Yingying? How's she?"
Xie Bei, who had just returned from the crew, had a red neck and face from running all the time, and his face was full of worry. As soon as he entered the ward, Mr. Xie covered his mouth with his hand.
"Don't make any noise, Yingying is asleep."
Xie Bei nodded and walked cautiously to Wang Mengmeng. He saw Lu Yinghan, whose face was extremely pale and whose body was covered with wounds of varying sizes.
He held his breath and didn't let himself cry out. He felt so heartbroken that he didn't know what to do. He could only carefully tidy up Lu Yinghan's quilt.
While Lu Yinghan was resting in the ward, the search team found Lu Xuanyao's body.
The small one curled up there, seemingly trying to endure great pain, its body charred.
This scene made He Shu cry so hard that she fainted, and only the men of the Lu family were left to deal with the aftermath.
When Lu Yinghan woke up, she heard the noise outside. There was her grandfather's voice, as well as the voice she had often heard during this period.
“Hmm…”
“Yingying!”
Wang Mengmeng, who was guarding Lu Yinghan, immediately stepped forward and looked at her worriedly.
"Yingying, are you still feeling uncomfortable? Let me pour you some water."
Lu Yinghan was helped up by Wang Mengmeng, and after drinking some wine and saliva, she felt a little better.
"Third Aunt, why is it so noisy outside?"
"Hey... the Lu family came to see you. We said you were recuperating and still sleeping. They were waiting at the door and would not leave until you woke up."
Lu Yinghan clenched her fists slightly, thought for a while, and said to Wang Mengmeng in a weak voice
"Third aunt, please let them in. I have something to say."
"Yingying...be careful then. If you can't handle it, call us. We'll be outside."
Perhaps it was because the Lu family was staying outside, Lu Yinghan's head started to hurt a little, but the pain was not that severe.
Wang Mengmeng respected Lu Yinghan’s choice. She went out and called the Lu family in.
Suddenly, there was silence outside the corridor. Lu Yinghan lay on the bed, closed her eyes tiredly, and listened to the footsteps coming in.
The pain in my head started to get sharper.
“Yingying….”
It was He Shu who spoke. She had cried till her voice was hoarse. The death of Lu Xuanyao and the stabbing of Lu Yinghan had made this woman lose all her strength at once. She looked extremely old.
Not only her, but also Lu Xiong beside her, and even the three sons who had taken good care of themselves, began to become a little sloppy.
There are dark circles under the eyes.
Seeing Lu Yinghan so weak, they choked. It turned out that the people from the Xie family did not lie, and Lu Yinghan was really not well.
"Mrs. Lu, please call me Miss Liu."
Lu Yinghan doesn’t care what they do. What does it have to do with her? Did Lu Xuanyao come to me to seek my existence only after she passed away?
"Let me be frank. I read the suicide note that Lu Xuanyao left for you. She also gave me a copy. You should know that it's not that she couldn't escape, but that she didn't want to come out."
Lu Yinghan's words completely destroyed the psychological preparation that the Lu family had just built up in the past few days.
They don't want to believe this fact.
I don’t want to admit it…
Once they are recognized, it means that they are the indirect murderers of Lu Xuanyao.
Lu Yinghan looked at their expressions and frowned in disgust.
Oh
It’s the Lu family after all.
Even though the person is dead, he is still unwilling to reflect on himself.
It was as if after I left in my previous life, they even forgot that I existed.
He never changes his bad habits.
"You came to see me today just to comfort your conscience, but I want to say this.
You Lu family, don't get close to me from now on. If anyone comes up
I don't mind publishing what you do in front of the public.
This is my final warning.
Also, withdraw your shares in Lu Group. If you don't, I will donate it to charity.
It's considered as accumulating merit for myself.
Lu Xuanyao is dead. She asked you to send her daisies every year.
Don't be so ridiculous as to forget about this matter when the time comes. ”
Lu Yinghan tried desperately to suppress the anger in her heart, not letting herself get so excited that she would shout and lose her mind.
"Yingying, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."
Lu Yinghan's bland warning and that cold, disgusted look almost made the Lu family collapse.
There's no need to waste time talking, because there's nothing to talk about.
After that, Lu Yinghan's expression did not change, no matter what they said.
The Lu family had no choice but to go back, and after returning, they withdrew the 40% of shares they had given to Lu Yinghan.
Watching their backs as they left, all the Xie family members who had been waiting outside the corridor rushed in.
"Yingying, are you okay? Did they bully you?"
"Have you ever been wronged? If so, tell your third uncle! We will help you vent your anger!"
The difference between the two made Lu Yinghan's heart ache. She pursed her lips and shook her head.
"Grandpa, after I graduate, I want to take a good rest for a while..."
"Okay, okay, no problem. Grandpa respects your choice. If you are worried about not being admitted to the university, Grandpa will help you."
Lu Yinghan laughed softly
"Thank you, Grandpa, but it doesn't matter. I can read what I like on my own."
Lu Yinghan's mind has already started thinking about the days to come.
The days pass slowly.
Lu Xuanyao's funeral was held as scheduled. During the funeral, Lu Yinghan showed no expression. Every day when he returned home, he would frantically practice questions and study.
He was so quiet that the Xie family was a little worried.
It was not until the end of the college entrance examination that Lu Yinghan saw her admission letter and finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Capital University of Aeronautics and Astronautics
This really shocked the Xie family, but it was also followed by a huge sense of pride.
But when they asked Lu Yinghan why she chose this school.
She just smiled.
"Sister, when I grow up, I must go to the sky to see why the stars are so bright and beautiful."
Lu Yinghan tightly grasped the Baiyun hairpin in her hand.
It’s okay, one day.
I will take you to see the sky
The brightest and most beautiful star.
--- over---
Thank you for your continued support and encouragement
My health has been ruined by writing this book.
But in order for everyone to continue reading, I insisted on keeping playing.
Today’s ending does not mean the end, because their story will continue.
I feel like if I continue to fight, my mental state will become unhealthy.
As I said before, the prototype of this novel is a girl around me. That girl's life is even more miserable. She doesn't even have the right to make her own choices. She can only listen to her parents and work for the family for free for the sake of her younger sister. As for her marriage, her parents said that she should find a son-in-law who lives with the family and would not allow her to make her own choice.
Many people say that normal life, ordinary families, ordinary people and other families will not be like this.
But the facts tell you that there are many such families.
So don’t speak carelessly, and don’t use the excuse of ignorance being innocence. Since you don’t know, then don’t speak carelessly.
The original intention of writing this book was actually just to vent, because my living environment and atmosphere are not so open-minded.
I have been carrying it all on my own, so I wrote this book.
But I didn't expect so many friends would read it halfway through, so I had to seriously pick up pen and paper and write an outline. But after all, it was just a book that I came up with on the spur of the moment, so it wasn't perfect.
But everyone still tolerated me gently. I often type in the middle of the night, so there will be typos when I am half asleep and half awake, but please forgive me for not having that much time to read. I apologize to everyone here for giving you a bad reading experience.
My sister’s death is like a relief. The reality is that many people want to be free from all kinds of constraints, but we have to face life after all.
Then I would like to wish you all happiness every day! Happy life!
There are very few emotional scenes in this article, because I don’t really want Yingying to be trapped by love, so I wrote very few scenes, but I’m not sure about the extra chapters [laughs]
Yingying has left the Lu family and will never go back. She has her own utopia. Life goes on and we still need to work hard.
Thank you again for your continued support. This hasty ending is the result of my lack of consideration, please forgive me.
Thank you for your support!
[By the way, you can listen to my singing now, but due to health reasons, I cannot do a live broadcast. However, I have created a QQ group 891123273. The WeChat group will release a QR code in the QQ group. Everyone is welcome to come. I will sing for everyone in the group. When I am OK, I will come back and sing "Crying" live for you.]
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