Chapter 5 Alienation
Lu Yinghan was chewing corn, thinking about what would happen in the next few years.
With his tender hands, he wrote on the white paper he got from Butler Liu.
"When I was 7 years old, General Xie retired and sent his grandson to the army for further study.
When I was 8, people started to pay attention to short videos, and I could start from there….
When I was 9 years old, Yaoyao entered an aristocratic school. Because there were not enough places, I was sent to a public school.
At the age of 10, it seemed that there was a flood in the coastal area in the summer, which submerged a city. How much money did the Lu family pay? Never mind. It has nothing to do with me.
…….”
I can remember bits and pieces of the things that made the deepest impression on me, but there are still some things I can't remember.
Lu Yinghan simply gave up and stopped thinking about it.
A piece of white paper was not even fully written on one side.
He sighed with regret.
In my previous life, I was only thinking about how to get closer to my family and didn’t pay much attention to the outside world.
Unless it is something very big, you will only hear about it.
Regret it! !
"Well, let's take it one step at a time. Right now, it seems that the only thing I can do is short videos. Let's see if I can develop it."
It doesn’t matter if I can’t develop it. What kind of jobs haven’t I done?
I have lived in a shed that cost 150 yuan, so what are these?
After washing up and lying on the bed, looking at the white paper in her hand, Lu Yinghan carefully folded it, put it under the pillow, and fell into a deep sleep.
Late at night, the Lu family's study was still lit all night.
Lu Jiansen rubbed his sore eyes and reached out to grab something to the side out of habit.
But he caught nothing.
"Brother Mori, this is tea to help you sleep. You don't usually eat dinner, so this is a midnight snack for you. Don't work too hard."
Lu Yinghan's well-behaved appearance began to emerge in his mind.
When I looked into her eyes in the kitchen today, the dark circles under her eyes had become thicker.
When did she start insisting on sending herself midnight snacks?
I remember that after I took over from my father, this cup of tea appeared at my side.
It seems like more than three years...
How old is Lu Yinghan now?
Lu Jiansen's hand holding the teacup trembled slightly.
My calm heart started to become restless again and my head began to ache.
He frowned out of habit, and the throbbing pain in his head caused him to feel uncomfortable.
He stretched out his hands and rubbed his swollen temples, recalling the relaxing and soothing massage in his memory.
A pair of thin little hands carefully rubbed his temples to relieve his aching head.
Lu Jiansen opened his eyes dazedly and was shocked.
The one who works for me has always been Lu Yinghan.
But today's Lu Yinghan is so strange...
Lu Jiansen sat in the chair and pondered for a while...
The next morning at half past five.
Lu Yinghan opened her heavy eyelids and blinked rapidly to wake herself up.
She didn't want to have breakfast with her family. Just at this time, Housekeeper Liu and the other aunts had woken up and were preparing breakfast.
Walk into the kitchen happily.
Lu Yinghan smiled when she saw the people sitting in the restaurant.
I froze for a moment.
It's not right to go in, and it's not right not to go in.
Lu Xiong, who was sitting in the main seat, had already seen her.
Why!
After sighing heavily in her heart, Lu Yinghan still chose to go in.
"Good morning."
After politely greeting her father, who rarely communicated with her, Lu Yinghan obediently dragged a stool and a cushion and sat down.
Lu Xiong's brows suddenly changed.
"Lu Yinghan!"
"Um?"
Lu Yinghan looked at Lu Xiong in confusion. She was very familiar with this tone. When Lu Xiong expressed dissatisfaction, the ending of his voice would rise slightly.
But she didn't understand what Lu Xiong was dissatisfied with.
Lu Xiong looked at her clear, doubtful eyes and choked on his words.
His brows were furrowed tighter and tighter, forming the shape of a Chinese character "川".
If Lu Xiong hadn't seen his daughter early in the morning, he might have never remembered that he hadn't seen her the whole day yesterday.
Today's attitude is extremely rigid.
Not calling me dad like usual.
Although he looked at her more boldly, a gap between them was gradually forming.
What is this for?
Having a conflict with your biological father at such a young age? Want to stay away?
He is young, but has a bad temper.
This was the first thing Lu Xiong thought of.
Exactly the same thing as Lu Jiansen thought.
In his mind, Lu Xiong compared Lu Yinghan and Lu Xuanyao from beginning to end.
He felt even more dissatisfied with Lu Yinghan.
"What are you doing getting up so early?"
"Nothing, I was just hungry, so I got up and ate."
"Hungry? Did you get up at this time yesterday morning to eat? Then you must have been very hungry at noon, why didn't you come out to eat yesterday?"
Such questioning and blaming words made Lu Yinghan lose her appetite.
She now just wanted to jump down and go back to her room.
"I was resting at noon yesterday. I've been sleeping a little lately."
"You are just a kid, why are you staying up late? Are you still delivering midnight snacks to your big brother?"
"Well, I couldn't bear it anymore. I stopped sending you since last night."
Lu Xiong's brows relaxed slightly.
"Well, that's right. You should learn from your sister and go to bed early and get up early. Also, when you see your elders, you should greet them properly and use their names properly."
Lu Yinghan glanced at Lu Xiong.
There are no more waves in my heart.
It was the same yesterday and today as well.
In the eyes of the Lu family, there is only their younger sister Lu Xuanyao.
Sometimes, she herself doesn't understand whether she is Lu Xiong and his biological daughter.
But Lu Yinghan looks very similar to the deceased old man of the Lu family.
So it’s true that she is from the Lu family.
But since Lu Xuanyao was born, the frail and sickly Lu Xuanyao suddenly took away the love and care of everyone in the family.
Lu Yinghan, who was over two years old, also had a tantrum at the beginning.
When did it start? Why have I become like this?
Being so humble and looking at their faces.
Was it because of Lu Xiong’s rebuke and the criticism from his three brothers? Or is it my mother’s blaming eyes?
All signs indicate that she, Lu Yinghan, is a bad girl.
So I put away my children's temper and willfulness, and started to think about them and do things for them.
It does have a very good effect, but the result is that they are gradually ignored.
"Yinghan, your sister likes your hairpin. You can give it to your sister first, and mom will buy you another one next time."
"Okay mom, here you go."
Then my mother forgot to buy it for me, but I couldn’t tell her, otherwise she would be angry.
"Yinghan, your room is bigger. Your sister is not in good health. Her current room is a bit small and the air circulation is not good. Can you give your room to your sister first? Dad will decorate a bigger room for you when the time comes."
"Yeah, it's okay, Dad."
As a result, Lu Xuanyao now occupies two rooms by herself, and she still lives in the warehouse that was hastily cleared out.
The more Lu Yinghan thought about it, the colder her heart felt.
She had nothing to explain or communicate with the Lu family.
He turned his head and glanced at Lu Xiong with a calm expression, then opened his mouth and exhaled slightly.
"I understand, father."
The word "father" pierced Lu Xiong's heart like a sharp sword.
He instantly looked up from the newspaper at Lu Yinghan.
All I could see was her calm expression and distant eyes…
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