Extra Lu Yinghan——Before
Lu Yinghan was driven out by the Lu family.
That year, she was 13 years old.
My sister went out with me, but she disappeared. Everyone in the family thought that she deliberately lost Lu Xuanyao.
So she was kicked out.
The gloomy sky and the sticky air made the already sad Lu Yinghan even sadder.
With tears on her face, she walked on the road at a loss, not knowing where to go.
I can only walk forward aimlessly.
I must be joking with myself. Why would my family throw the child out?
But when she recalled the horrified faces of her family members just now, the trace of expectation in her heart instantly dropped.
A huge feeling of emptiness made Lu Yinghan feel extremely sad.
The tears that were flowing were also stopped.
She suddenly couldn't cry anymore.
I just felt the growing sense of sadness in my chest.
She knew she couldn't go back; the Lu family really had kicked her out.
Realizing this, Lu Yinghan began to feel troubled. All along, she had been focusing all her attention on her family in order to get closer to them, which resulted in her not having many friends at school.
And if we ask them for help now, their parents will also have doubts in their hearts.
Who would suddenly accept a stranger child in their home?
With a self-deprecating smile, the tired Lu Yinghan sat on a bench beside her, just sitting there in a daze.
The sky is so gray that it seems to suppress people.
Lu Yinghan felt a little breathless, and then, one or two drops of rain fell on her face.
"Ah, it's raining."
Instead of getting up and anxiously looking for a place to shelter from the rain, the thin girl just stretched out her hands and felt the rain falling on her.
Soon, the heavy rain soaked Lu Yinghan's body. The coolness of the rain and the stuffiness of the air made her skin break out.
Her eyes were red, and she didn't know whether it was rain or tears on her face.
“…Forget it. I can live on my own.”
I don’t know how long it took, Lu Yinghan murmured, her voice was almost inaudible, and she was saying this to herself.
She stood up, looked at the sky which had cleared up after the rain, and wrung out the rain from her clothes.
Moving forward towards the unknown.
In order to avoid being captured by someone, Lu Yinghan would find her own hiding place in advance and would not sleep well the whole night.
Fear and terror filled her heart.
I had to endure the hunger and go to the expired trash cans behind some bakeries in the morning to see if there was anything to eat.
Every meal is a good meal.
As long as I don’t die.
With this thought in mind, she finally arrived at the orphanage.
Looking at the building in front of her, she felt that her good days had finally arrived.
But life never goes the way she imagined...
Perhaps it was her sudden joining that caused those children who had been in the orphanage for a long time to feel resentful. Coupled with the director's hot and cold attitude towards her, the children became even more aggressive towards Lu Yinghan.
"Look at her! She's wearing the same outfit again today!"
"There's nothing I can do. She didn't listen to the Dean's mother yesterday and didn't eat well, so the Dean's mother didn't give her new clothes this time."
Lu Yinghan, who had a fever, tried hard to suppress the churning in her stomach. She began to feel numb listening to the children's laughter.
As the group of children talked, they got closer and closer to Lu Yinghan, and even started fighting.
You kick me, I kick you.
Laughing and making noise.
Lu Yinghan used her arms to protect her head and curled up her body to prevent herself from getting injured more.
His eyes were empty and he was counting down the time until this time would end.
Anyway, as long as I'm alive, that's enough.
She no longer cared about the rest.
"Ah! Who hit me!"
Suddenly, one of the leading children shouted in a fierce tone.
He turned around and looked behind him to see who was so bold as to throw stones at him.
But there was no one behind.
While he was still wondering, the younger brothers beside him started screaming.
“What…what’s going on…”
There was no one behind them, but more rocks were flying towards them.
When they chased in the direction of a stone, the stone would come from another direction.
This scared the kids quite a bit.
All thoughts about Lu Yinghan disappeared at once, and the only thing in his mind was who threw the stone.
The orphanage is just this small.
They searched every corner, even going to the basement where Lu Yinghan lived, but did not find a single person.
The leading child was obviously anxious, and shouted angrily at the air behind him.
"Don't let me catch you. If I catch you, I will have someone beat you up too!"
As soon as he finished saying this, another big stone hit the boy on the head.
As if he was not satisfied, he just threw one piece and then threw another one at the same place.
So, Lu Yinghan watched him leave this place howling.
By running.
Lu Yinghan watched it from beginning to end. After seeing the group of people running away, she stood up and began to wander around to see who was helping her behind the scenes.
But after looking around, there was no one there, but Lu Yinghan made a note of it.
Because this was the first time that she was beaten so quickly.
"I don't know who you are, but thank you for helping me."
Lu Yinghan also said something to the air, but still no one came out.
After bowing slightly, Lu Yinghan returned to her basement.
This phenomenon began to occur around Lu Yinghan from time to time from that day on.
The next day, the group of boys came to cause trouble for Lu Yinghan again.
Xiao Shitou came over just in time and drove away the group of children who bullied Lu Yinghan.
Just like chasing sparrows.
Even when I go out to pick up bottles, a bottle may suddenly roll to my side, even though there is no garbage nearby.
Lu Yinghan was sure that there was someone by her side who was always helping her.
After realizing this, her dry heart finally felt a little relieved.
The goal of staying alive every day has become to "meet" this "mysterious" kind person every day.
Lu Yinghan affectionately called this mysterious man "Daddy-Long-Legs" in her heart.
Every time Daddy-Long-Legs came, Lu Yinghan could feel the warmth in her heart.
A moldy basement doesn't seem so embarrassing.
For the first time, Lu Yinghan felt that not giving up on living was a wise choice.
This is the first person who helps me wholeheartedly. Although I don’t know what I need to do in return, now it’s enough as long as ‘Daddy-Long-Legs’ is really good to me.
Just as Lu Yinghan was living every day with anticipation, Daddy-Long-Legs quietly disappeared from her side.
Although she was about to leave the orphanage at that time.
The long-lost emptiness made Lu Yinghan a little uncomfortable.
But the pressure of life left her no time to think too much. When she just turned 18 and became an adult, the dean directly kicked her out without giving her any chance to stay.
Lu Yinghan also accepted it silently, took her package, and embarked on the baptism of society.
After all, it is society, which cannot be compared with the living environment in an orphanage.
She originally thought that after leaving the orphanage, she had finally escaped from the sea of suffering, but what she didn't expect was that this was another hell.
The hope for Daddy-Long-Legs was also eroded bit by bit by life.
At this time, she had already been busy working to make a living and had gotten rid of all the troubles.
She has become part of the corrupt society, and when someone approaches her to talk to her, she will be alert in her mind to prevent them from doing anything bad to her.
She is no longer kind.
The pressure of life made Lu Yinghan's eyes gradually silent. At this time, she lived in a small iron shed. When it rained, the room would leak. She skillfully took out several buckets and placed them in the places where it often leaked.
She looked at the gray sky outside and the heavy rain, and suddenly recalled her Daddy-Long-Legs who had always helped her when she was in the orphanage.
That night, she seemed to feel the long-lost warmth.
She felt it carefully, hoping that it was not a dream. So when she got up in the morning, she saw that there was no water dripping from the place where the rain was leaking, but it was still raining outside.
“Woo…”
Tears welled up in her eyes, and Lu Yinghan lay on the bed, burying her face in the quilt, crying silently.
After crying, she wiped her tears and went back to work.
But the haze in my heart has also dissipated a lot.
In the days to come, she will live a good life and will not be so negative anymore.
Even after knowing that she had a terminal illness, she did not feel too sad. She could only purse her lips and accept this fact.
It's okay, she's fine.
Because she knew that Daddy-Long-Legs was always by her side.
In her last days, she finally realized her wish of traveling all over the country, wherever she went.
Although she didn't finish the whole journey due to limited time, she still successfully arrived at the place she had chosen.
She made all the preparations, put the papers in a bag, and then lay down, enduring the severe pain in her body.
The sunshine today is really good, and the white clouds are also unusually beautiful. When the wind blew over, Lu Yinghan felt at ease.
"I haven't treated myself badly."
After saying this softly, Lu Yinghan's eyelids began to twitch due to extreme sleepiness.
It is said that when people leave, there is a revolving door.
But in Lu Yinghan's life, the happiest time was the time when she was taken care of by Daddy-Long-Legs.
"Silly child...silly child..."
I seemed to hear an old man crying, who was it?
Why are you crying so sadly? Lu Yinghan’s eyes gradually closed, but she still looked in the direction of the sound.
Blurredly, there was an old man beside him. His body was almost transparent. He was kneeling beside him, crying in pain.
When his hands were placed on Lu Yinghan's hands, the familiar feeling rushed straight to Lu Yinghan's heart.
She looked with surprise at the old man whose face she couldn't see clearly, trying to use her last bit of strength to remember him.
Her eyes suddenly felt hot, and the moment she closed them, a tear fell from the corner of her eye.
She left with a smile.
At least, when she left, there was someone by her side.
Others will cry for themselves.
Thank you, Daddy-Long-Legs.
If there is a chance, I really hope that I can come to you in person and say this to you.
"Thanks."
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