Hu Shanshan didn't smile as happily as Wang Fei.
She looked at him deeply, lowered her head, and said embarrassedly: "Da Fei, it's not easy for me to go to high school. It was sponsored by my grandparents.
When I was in my second year of high school, my grandparents passed away, one for the first half of the year and the other for the second half of the year.
I almost couldn't continue my senior year of high school, and my mother told me to find a job or get married. My aunt found me a man who was thirteen years older than me, and he was willing to pay a dowry of 300,000 yuan.
I refused to get married, so my father locked me up at home.
I finally escaped and asked my class teacher for help. The school went to my parents to do ideological work, and also asked people from the street office to do ideological work at my family. Later, all the neighbors knew about this matter, and they pointed fingers at my parents. Under pressure, my parents had to agree to let me go to school.
In my last year, I changed from a day student to a boarding student, and I studied very hard and was finally admitted to Jinling University.
When my grandparents passed away, they made a will, leaving their house to my uncle but all their savings to me.
They didn't have much savings, only 50,000 yuan, but it was saved by my grandparents with great effort and left for me to go to college.
As soon as my grandparents passed away, my parents insisted that I take out the 50,000 yuan to pay the rent for my brother's shop. My uncle refused to give it to me until I received the college admission letter. Then my uncle took out all the money and gave it to me at once, asking me to hide it secretly so that no one in the family would find out.
My classmates all had graduation banquets during the summer vacation, but my family didn’t hold one for me because my younger brother didn’t get into high school and they were afraid that he would be sad.
I came to college and they didn't prepare anything for me, nor did they give me a penny for tuition.
It was my uncle and aunt who bought me new clothes and shoes, and bought the plane ticket to accompany me. In addition to the 50,000 yuan left by my grandparents, they also gave me 8,000 yuan for living expenses.
When the military training was almost one month in, the instructor suddenly organized everyone to line up and make a three-minute phone call to their families.
I called home.
But my parents never asked me if I was okay. They just kept telling me that the 50,000 yuan my grandparents gave me was not for me, but was a loan for me to go to college. They asked me to pay it back to them later. They also asked me to send it back as soon as I started working and making money. My younger brother had no education and would get married in the future. He needed to have a decent house and a luxury car in the city to marry a good girl. They asked me to work as soon as possible to save money for my younger brother's down payment.
Just now, when Qi Yao and the others were talking about Meng Shasha, I suddenly thought of myself.
I can especially understand Meng Shasha's situation.
Because my parents are essentially no different from her parents.
They all think that daughters are not important, and their value is entirely reflected in how much money they can bring to the family.
So, I changed my SIM card after the military training. I haven’t contacted my family for a long time, and I will never contact my family again in the future.
Dafei, this is the situation in my family.
There's nothing I can do to help you.
But I will never let myself become a burden to you, nor will I pass the burden of my original family on to you.
I will cut off ties with my family if, if…"
Hu Shanshan's voice was trembling.
She was really scared, really scared of being rejected.
"If you don't mind me, can I... be your girlfriend?
I will definitely get along well with your family!
I heard from Qiaoqiao that your family members are all very nice people, which makes me very envious!
I love Jinling City so much and want to stay and live here forever.
I tell you that my motives are indeed not pure, because there were boys pursuing me in the past, but I rejected them all because they were not from Jinling City.
But I really like you too.
It's so rare that the person I like and the life I want can both be realized in you.
So I don’t want to miss you!
I have to fight for it, I...can you consider me?"
Wang Fei listened to everything she said patiently.
He smiled, curling his lips and gazing up at the tall osmanthus tree by the wall. "Senior Hu, I actually have a good impression of you. You're beautiful, cheerful, and open-minded. Even before we started dating, you always explained your situation clearly to others. You're really honest and lovely."
Wang Fei was silent for two seconds, as if he was thinking about what to say next.
Hu Shanshan's heart was lifted, and she pricked up her ears, waiting for his answer at any moment.
Wang Fei took a deep breath and said, "It's just that I just want to find a like-minded girlfriend and have a stress-free relationship. But the responsibility you've given me is too great. I can't guarantee that we won't break up, nor can I guarantee that I will marry you in the future, and I can't guarantee that you will be happy with me forever."
Senior Hu, perhaps it is my family atmosphere and my Jinling household registration that make you yearn for me.
Plus, I make you feel very special, so you want to bet your whole life on me.
But I sincerely hope you understand: we are too young!
You are a female academic who has fought her way from a family of unfair treatment to a 985 university. You should not rely on others for everything. You should enrich yourself and improve yourself. Only what you can control is truly reliable.
I long for love.
But I can't promise marriage.
If my girlfriend and I can always have the same values, similar interests, and support each other, and are really lucky enough to go all the way from school uniforms to wedding dresses, then I, Wang Fei, will definitely protect her for the rest of my life, hold her in my heart, and only want to grow old with her.
But we are not there yet.
What are you talking about being good to my family and other situations?
I clearly have more and better choices, so why should I be trapped in the task you set for me to save your life at the age of eighteen?
In other words, what do you have that is worth me risking everything for you?"
Hu Shanshan's eyes reddened.
Although Wang Fei's words were cruel, every word was realistic.
Wang Fei turned sideways, looked at her with a smile, and said softly, "If one day you are good enough to make me lose my mind, I will give you my life.
But unfortunately, we are too young, the future is uncertain, and we have no emotional foundation at the moment. If your family knows, they will definitely go crazy to find my family. Even if you unilaterally break off relations with your family, they will find ways to kill you. I am not afraid of trouble, and I am not afraid of spending money to avoid disaster, but we just have a good impression of each other, and it is far from the stage of loving each other to death. These buffs are stacked up, how can you pin your life on me like this?
If you lean on the mountain, it will fall.
If you live near the sea, the sea will dry up.
Don't lean on me, I can run.
You can only rely on yourself."
Not far away, Qi Yao and Yu Wanqiao came out hand in hand.
Both of them were very happy, holding the shiny little red book in their hands.
Wang Fei smiled and said, "Daqizi and Senior Yu have the capital to marry young.
Family background, financial situation, education, looks, character, a future that can be seen at a glance, and two hearts that have long been secretly in love with you. It would be against the will of heaven if they are not together.
You don’t have such luck, and neither do I.”
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