Chapter 109 An Ning, let's stop here
Hurried footsteps sounded in the grass, and Sun Liangying walked forward with a pale face.
When she was almost at the entrance of the park, a black car suddenly stopped in front of her.
Jiang Yao got out of the car, followed by two men in black.
He smiled politely, "Where are you going, Director Sun?"
"oh......"
Sun Liangying pretended to be calm and said, "I still have some work to do, so I'll go back to the company first."
Jiang Yao looked at her and said with a smile, "Miss An came here with Manager Sun. She is an employee of Haowei and a subordinate of Manager Sun. She just woke up from drowning. Wouldn't Manager Sun want to go and check on her?"
Sun Jingying's face turned pale and she smiled awkwardly. "An Ningfu was lucky enough to be saved by President Lu. I think she should be fine. I have something urgent to go back to the company first. I will let her know."
Jiang Yao smiled and said, "Manager Sun, don't leave in a hurry. Our President Lu wants to talk to you."
After saying that, the man in black who was waiting by the car opened the door.
Jiang Yao gestured "please," and said, "Manager Sun, please get in the car."
Sun Liangying's expression changed instantly. "Assistant Jiang, what does Mr. Lu want to talk to me about? How about another day? I have to go back to the company to report to Mr. Dong. I'm afraid—"
"President Lu will explain the situation to the Dong Zong." Jiang Yao's tone brooked no refusal. "Please."
......
The RV was completely silent, with only the sound of zippers being unzipped and the friction of fabrics being rubbed against each other.
An Ning was wrapped in a plush blanket, sitting on the soft sofa in the car, listening to the sound of changing clothes coming from behind her.
Wet clothes were thrown to the ground, followed by the sound of a clean shirt being unfolded.
The sounds of zippers and belts are especially clear.
An Ning was so familiar with the way he dressed that she could guess the steps he took just by listening to the sounds without turning back.
An Ning didn't know why, but she just felt a little hot, including the tips of her ears and face.
In the spacious space, she could smell his pleasant fragrance in the air, and even the blanket she was wearing was filled with his scent.
"Lu Xiyan..."
She said softly, "You haven't answered my question yet."
She wanted to hear him say in person whether he still loved her or not.
As long as he said he loved her, she would run to him regardless of everything, not afraid of any difficulties or obstacles, and even less afraid of Grandpa Lu's difficulties.
As long as he said he loved her, she would muster up the courage to be brave this time.
I've already died once, so what's there to be afraid of?
The sound of buttoning suddenly stopped behind him. The other party seemed to pause for a moment, and then a clear voice rang out, "Miss An, are you crazy?"
He scolded her?
An Ning's hands wrapped in the blanket trembled, and she turned back subconsciously, "I——"
Just as he was about to speak, his eyes showed surprise and he quickly turned his head away.
The man's clothes were not buttoned yet, and the bottom two buttons of his clean white shirt were just buttoned. On his cold white skin, the clear and smooth lines of his chest and abdomen were clearly visible.
Even a black mole on his waist and abdomen can be seen clearly.
Very sexy.
Just as sexy as it was four years ago.
An Ning's cheeks grew hotter, and her voice lowered, "I just want to know—"
"I saved you only because I didn't want anyone to die."
She was interrupted by Lu Xiyan, who said coldly, "It has nothing to do with love or not."
An Ning lowered her eyes, still stubbornly wanting to ask for the answer, "Then... do you still love me?"
After he finished speaking, the man's clean and cold voice sounded behind her.
"I don't dare anymore."
Then he threw a set of clean clothes next to her and said, "Change your clothes and leave. Don't bother me again."
The car door opened and the man simply got out.
An Ning turned her head and saw only his broad and straight back, in a white shirt and black pants, with broad shoulders and long legs, walking in a dashing manner.
I don’t dare anymore. Don’t mess with me again.
These words pierced my heart and made it feel painful and numb.
An Ning looked at the clothes thrown beside the sofa. It was a brand new and clean women's suit in her size.
She was the only one in the carriage, and it was so quiet that she could hear her own breathing.
Her breathing became heavy, her eyes felt hot and her nose felt sore.
She tilted her head back and tried hard to calm down for a long time before she could suppress the moisture in her eyes.
Outside the car, there was a "click" sound.
The sound of a lighter lighting a cigarette.
An Ning's hand holding the clothes was slightly startled. She walked to the car window, pulled aside the curtain of the RV, and saw the tall figure standing beside the car.
His tall figure was leaning against the car, and he had just lit a cigarette, the smoke spreading from his fingertips.
Her eyes fell on his nearly perfect bone structure, and An Ning murmured softly, "I dare not... then is it love or not love..."
......
Outside the car, Lu Xiyan took a deep puff of cigarette, his deep and calm eyes looking into the distance, and the smoke slowly exhaled from his lips.
It seemed that only the thick smoke could suppress the emotions surging in his chest.
"Lu Xiyan, do you still love me?"
He didn't know how she asked that question so calmly, nor did he know what the answer meant to her.
It took him four years to get over the relationship that almost cost him his life.
During those days and nights when she was there whether he opened his eyes or closed them, he almost wanted to tear his thoughts into pieces and send them to her, so that she could see who had broken her heart.
He really wanted to ask her in person what he had done wrong.
But during that long and difficult period, she disappeared completely, without a trace of news.
On countless nights when he couldn't hold on any longer, he called the familiar number that never got through countless times, and sent many text messages that were sent but not replied to.
He said to her, Ningning, look back at me, I really can’t hold on any longer.
He begged her, "Please come back and see me. I'm not having a good time."
He said, since you are going to play, why can't you play for the rest of your life, why can't you lie to me for the rest of your life?
Later, he looked at the countless text messages he had sent, and finally sent one -
An Ning, I killed my dad... I don't have a dad anymore, and my mom won't wake up. I don't think I miss you that much anymore.
He was like a rag doll that she had discarded after playing with it enough, hiding in a corner where no one cared about him, licking his broken wounds alone.
For four years, he had no news of her. She disappeared from his world without a trace, without any guilt or regret.
It had been four years, and he thought he had let it go, and he never expected she would come back.
He never expected that when they met again in the hospital, she just went there and stirred up a thousand waves in his heart.
His mind told him that he should hate her.
Take revenge on her severely and let her experience the pain.
But seeing that she was not living well, he did not feel any satisfaction.
He knew that this woman, An Ning, had him completely under her control!
He was so foolish as to think that even if she remarried and gave birth to someone else's child, they could still continue to be entangled together.
However, when the man showed up in the home where they once lived together day and night, Lu Xiyan realized that he had been a joke from the beginning to the end.
He thought that for the past four years, he had been waiting for her to look back and express regret.
Wait until she admits that she really likes him and really loves him.
But at that moment he suddenly realized that he was actually waiting for the day when he no longer loved her and let her go completely.
He took a puff of smoke and raised his eyes, his eyes dark red and moist.
He had to admit that he really couldn't let her go.
But he no longer wanted to get entangled with her.
Let her go, and let himself go.
As long as she is alive and well, that's enough.
What kind of life he lives has nothing to do with him anymore.
He exhaled heavily and raised the corners of his lips in a slight smile.
It’s not that I don’t love you anymore, it’s that I don’t dare anymore.
An Ning, let's just stop here.
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