Chapter 136 I Have Long Stopped Loving You
"Mom, fertility depends mainly on the man's chromosomes. These are useless..."
"Whether it works or not, you should try it. You've been trying to get pregnant for a month, and there's no sign of pregnancy. Maybe you'll get pregnant after drinking this."
Mother Lu forcefully interrupted Su Yuan's explanation, took the bowl of soup from the housekeeper's hand, and fed it directly to Su Yuan's mouth.
Su Yuan was forced to take a big gulp, and a sour and bitter taste that was even more unbearable than a sewer spread in her mouth.
Su Yuan felt sick to her stomach.
But Mother Lu forced her to finish the drink, "Yuanyuan, you have endured a lot of hardships. When you have a child, your marriage and relationship with Zhizhang will be more stable. Trust me, I won't harm you."
"vomit--"
After taking the last sip, Su Yuan instantly felt nauseous and vomited.
In addition to the black potion, what was vomited out was something that looked like a piece of meat.
Su Yuan's face turned pale. She hadn't eaten anything at the banquet that night. She looked at Lu's mother and asked, "Mom, what is this?"
Mother Lu's eyes dodged for a moment, then smiled comfortingly, "Yuanyuan, this is a good thing. It's a precious Chinese medicine called Ziheche. Mom worked so hard to get it..."
"vomit--"
Upon hearing this, Su Yuan immediately scratched her throat and vomited violently.
"Mom, you're going too far!"
"How could you feed me something so disgusting!"
Su Yuan felt nauseous and hurried upstairs, covering her mouth.
When she got upstairs, Su Yuan vomited bile until it came out, and then she stopped and rinsed her mouth.
When she thought about what she had just eaten, her eyes instantly turned red with grievance, and she called Lu Zhizhang to complain.
On the other end of the phone, Lu Zhizhang walked to a quiet corner and listened to Su Yuan crying and explaining the situation with nausea.
He said aggrievedly: "Lu Zhizhang, your mother is too much!"
On the other end of the phone, Lu Zhizhang's face turned pale. He impatiently took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it and took a deep breath.
After exhaling the smoke, he said calmly: "Su Yuan, my mother is doing this for your own good."
Su Yuan held the phone, her face pale, her body suddenly felt like she was falling into an icy cave, and she roared uncontrollably, "Lu Zhizhang, how could you do this? You weren't like this before. You don't love me anymore, right? You just want to torture me to death, don't you!"
On the other end of the phone, Lu Zhizhang simply moved the phone slightly away from his ear.
After Su Yuan's roar ended, he put the phone back to his ear and said in a cold tone: "Su Yuan, I loved you so much before that I tolerated you having an affair with Lu Bingchen under my nose and not having children after eight years of marriage! If you want me to love you like before, you can. When you give birth to the heir of our Lu family, I will spoil you like a princess again."
"Hang up."
Lu Zhizhang hung up the phone.
The house was deadly silent.
Su Yuan held the phone and slowly took it away from her ear.
It felt like hundreds of bitter gallbladders in my heart were pierced, and sour and bitter bile spilled out.
She really regretted why she gave up Lu Bingchen and chose to marry Lu Zhizhang.
Why didn't I make up my mind and divorce Lu Zhizhang a few days ago?
There was a knock on the door, and the housekeeper's voice came, "Madam, Madam asked me to give you the remaining bowl of tonic..."
"Bang!" Su Yuan threw the pillow on the bed towards the door, "Get out!"
The housekeeper said earnestly, "Young Madam, Madam is doing this for your own good. Good medicine tastes bitter. What if you get pregnant..."
Su Yuan closed her eyes and said, "I told you to get out. I won't eat this disgusting thing. I will give birth to an heir for the Lu family. Get out of here!"
Perhaps because of Su Yuan's promise, the door became quiet this time.
That night, Su Yuan stayed awake until dawn.
Lu Zhizhang didn't come back either.
The next morning, Su Yuan took a shower and drove to the hospital for a full-body check-up.
At around ten o'clock, the examination report came out, showing that she was in very good health, had sufficient follicles, and could even be said to have a "fertile physique."
Su Yuan touched her belly, but why was there no movement in her belly after trying to get pregnant for more than a month?
After returning to the car with the inspection report, Su Yuan did not navigate back to the Lu family. Instead, she drove aimlessly with her mind racing.
A cold and gentle face appeared before my eyes.
Ever since Lu Bingchen separated from the Lu family, he has never returned to the Lu family.
She felt that the Lu family had become deserted, and even if the heating was turned up high, her heart was still cold.
Su Yuan thought of the past.
Although Lu Bingchen moved out a long time ago, she would always return to the Lu family once or twice a month during the holidays. During those days, she was always very happy, dressed up carefully, and wore beautiful clothes.
She herself ignored these little things, but now when she thinks about it, they are all proof that she still deeply loves Lu Bingchen.
A white BMW was parked on the side of the road.
Su Yuan raised her eyes and looked forward through the windshield, and saw the sign of Lu Bingchen's Psychological Clinic at a glance.
Why did we drive here when we clearly don’t have navigation?
Her heart beat faster.
Is this God's arrangement?
I don't want them to miss this opportunity.
Su Yuan unbuckled her seat belt and caught a glimpse of the examination report on the passenger seat. The words "easy to get pregnant" appeared in front of her.
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Mind Harbor Clinic
The door of Clinic No. 1 slowly opened.
Lu Bingchen, dressed in a white coat, stood tall and straight, with a gentle, gentlemanly smile on his face. He greeted the customer who came out a step behind him, "Mr. Gu, today's hypnosis treatment ends here. Keep a good mood. You can light some calming incense before going to bed tonight. If you need it, you can buy it at the front desk."
"Thank you, Dr. Lu. After your hypnosis counseling, I feel much better now. I won't bother you. I'll come back next time it's my appointment time."
The customer shook hands with Lu Bingchen gratefully and, under the guidance of the assistant, went to the front desk to buy the calming incense.
"Doctor Lu, there's a female patient in the office," the assistant whispered. "She didn't make an appointment in advance. I explained to her that your appointments for the past month were full, but she refused to leave and insisted on seeing you. She even went to the office on her own."
"Looking at her being so weak, we didn't dare to drive her away by force."
Lu Bingchen nodded and walked towards the office.
He is quite famous in the circle, and there are often customers who want to cut in line.
As for this situation, whether Lu Bing surrendered or not generally depended on his mood at the time.
Lu Bingchen is in a good mood today.
Because I confessed to Xie Yiyi last night and Xie Yiyi agreed.
She said she was willing to give him a chance.
So starting from last night, they really started dating!
Lu Bingchen hummed a song as he opened the office door, walked in, and saw a woman sitting on the sofa.
Just as he was about to speak, the woman turned around and the gentle smile on Lu Bingchen's face disappeared instantly.
"Mrs. Lu, if you're here to see a doctor, I'm sorry, my schedule this month is..."
Before Lu Bingchen finished speaking, Su Yuan looked at him with eyes full of grievance, "In the past, you never called me Mrs. Lu."
Lu Bingchen paused and frowned. "I have no relationship with the Lu family anymore. It's not appropriate to call you sister-in-law. Mrs. Lu, the clinic is small. Please find someone else..."
Su Yuan interrupted him again, "I just came out of the hospital."
Lu Bingchen, “…”
Su Yuan suddenly smiled aggrievedly, "Why are you silent? When you heard that I was going to the hospital, you were still worried about me and cared about me deep down, right? After all, I am the woman you love the most."
Lu Bingchen frowned, his face turning cold. "Su Yuan, we both have families now. Don't talk nonsense and cause misunderstandings! I'm silent, not because I still care about you or anything. If anyone says they're leaving the hospital, I'll remain silent. This is basic courtesy and respect for others."
Su Yuan looked at his cold expression, her body gradually turned cold, and she couldn't stand Lu Bingchen's cold violence towards her.
It was obvious that at the beginning, whenever she was a little unhappy, he would spend a lot of effort to comfort her.
In front of her, he always has a gentle and indulgent face.
Su Yuan pursed her lips. She knew that Lu Bingchen was resentful of her, blaming her for choosing Lu Zhizhang.
Su Yuan looked at him tenderly, her tone filled with nostalgia, "I was just downstairs when I suddenly remembered that when we were studying abroad in Country M, we went to the welfare home to volunteer during our holidays, taking care of those children. At that time, you told me that when we get married and have children in the future, whether it's a boy or a girl, we only want one, and then we will give all our love to her..."
“That’s enough!”
Lu Bingchen interrupted her impatiently and took a sip of the tea on the desk.
Put down the teacup.
He said ruthlessly, "None of this counts anymore, Su Yuan. We both have new lives. The only way you can be happy is to manage your marriage well, instead of constantly reminiscing about the past and trapping yourself in memories and your own fantasies. If you keep going like this, you'll never be happy."
"Su Yuan, I no longer love you. The only woman I love in my heart now is my wife—"
"I don't believe it!"
Su Yuan suddenly stood up from the sofa, covered her ears and shouted, "You said it before, when you were feeding the seagulls in Siberia, you clearly said that the woman you love most in this life is me, it's me!"
Lu Bingchen just looked at her calmly as she yelled.
After she calmed down, he said calmly, "The more you try to deceive yourself, the clearer it is in your heart. We are already in the past. Like two rays that once intersected, we will only move further and further away from each other and will never intersect again."
"Su Yuan, wake up and don't come to me again."
Lu Bingchen made a gesture to ask her to leave.
Su Yuan's eyes turned red.
But there was no emotion in the man's eyes except indifference and alienation.
"But I don't believe it, you must love me!"
Su Yuan slowly took two steps towards the office door, muttering to herself, then suddenly turned around and pounced on Lu Bingchen who was leaning against the desk. She grabbed the foot of his white coat with both hands and tried to kiss him forcefully.
"Depend on--"
Lu Bingchen didn't expect Su Yuan to pounce on him so suddenly.
A swear word came out of his mouth.
He quickly turned his head away from her kiss.
But the lipstick on Su Yuan's lips still smeared onto the collar of his white coat.
Lu Bingchen pushed her away forcefully in displeasure.
"Su Yuan!"
Just as he was about to warn her, suddenly a loud slap landed on his face with a crisp sound.
Lu Bingchen was stunned.
The first thing he felt was not the burning pain on his cheek, but Xie Yiyi's angry and aggrieved eyes.
Heart contraction.
Suddenly nervous.
"Yiyi, you are not what you see..."
Xie Yiyi threw the thermal box in her hand to the ground with a "bang", and turned around and left with her high heels "thump thump thump"!
Lu Bingchen saw the thermal box smash open on the ground, and inside was the seaweed chicken sushi made by Xie Yiyi herself, with a small red heart painted on it with ketchup.
The man subconsciously squatted down and carefully picked up the thermal box.
"Bingchen, are you okay?"
Su Yuan was so frightened by the slap that her face turned pale.
"How could Xie Yiyi be so cruel and ruthless as to actually hit someone?!"
"Bingchen, let me see your face..."
Su Yuan wanted to look at Lu Bingchen's beaten cheek with heartache, but before she got close, she was pushed away by Lu Bingchen.
"Get out of here!"
"How is she cruel? I deserve this slap!"
“Get out of the way!”
Lu Bingchen frowned, pushed Su Yuan away and strode towards the office door to chase Xie Yiyi who left angrily.
"Doctor Lu, where are you going? There is a patient in fifteen minutes..." The assistant just came out of the tea room after making tea when he saw Lu Bingchen hurriedly chasing after him.
The nervous and hurried look on his face made it seem as if someone had stolen 1 billion yuan from him and ran away right in front of him.
Lu Bingchen didn't turn around and said coldly: "Cancel it for me, and kick that woman out of the office!"
"Drive away?"
The assistant was stunned. It was the first time he saw the gentle Dr. Lu being so rude.
But you have to follow your boss's words.
The assistant entered the office and placed the tea on Lu Bingchen's desk, not giving it to Su Yuan. "Miss, our doctor Lu asked you to leave. If you don't leave, I will use a broom to drive you out."
Su Yuan pursed her lips. She had never seen such an impolite assistant.
Just as I was about to say something, the phone in my bag on the sofa vibrated.
Su Yuan ignored her and walked over in her high heels to take out her cell phone. After seeing the note "husband", she felt inexplicably guilty.
Su Yuan turned her body until her back was completely facing the assistant before answering the phone, "Hello? Zhizhang..."
On the other end of the phone, Lu Zhizhang asked inquiringly, "Su Yuan, where are you now?"
Su Yuan was kicked on the back, and a chill ran down the soles of her feet.
She swallowed, "What's wrong, Zhizhang?"
Lu Zhizhang: "You're not at home? Where are you going?"
Su Yuan: "I went to the hospital and am on my way back now."
Lu Zhizhang: "Did you find out you're pregnant?"
Su Yuan pursed her lips, a bitter feeling flashed through her heart, and she couldn't help but blurt out: "When you heard that I went to the hospital, weren't you worried that I was sick?"
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a second.
"Are you sick then?"
Su Yuan tightened her grip on the phone.
There is no warmth in the forced care.
"Su Yuan, speak."
"No, I went to the gynecologist and the specialist said I'm in good health."
"Well, come back, I'll wait for you at home."
As soon as he finished speaking, the phone was hung up.
Su Yuan put down her phone and looked around Lu Bingchen's cold office. Thinking of the scene just now, in addition to the loss and grievance of being rejected by Lu Bingchen, a glimmer of hope also emerged.
A violent and vicious woman like Xie Yiyi is not suitable for Lu Bingchen at all.
She and Lu Bingchen may not be destined to be together...
Half an hour later, Su Yuan drove back to the Lu family.
Lu Zhizhang should be resting today. When Su Yuan entered the master bedroom, Lu Zhizhang had just come out of the bathroom, wrapped in pajamas.
Seeing her come in, he walked towards her, stroking her lower back with his moist palms, and led her to the bed.
Su Yuan looked at the lust in Lu Zhizhang's dark eyes.
Purse your lips.
A trace of disgust and resistance grew in my heart again.
"Zhi Zhang, wait a moment..."
Lu Zhizhang pressed her down on the soft bed and was about to kiss her on the lips, but Su Yuan turned her face away and suddenly called for a stop.
Lu Zhizhang was stunned and raised an eyebrow, "Why?"
Inexplicably, Su Yuan felt that his raised eyebrows were also greasy and disgusting, unlike Lu Bingchen's refreshing look.
In fact, her aesthetic preference has always been for gentle and cold men like Lu Bingchen, rather than tough guys with dark skin like Lu Zhizhang.
"I...I'm having my period."
Lu Zhizhang frowned. "Isn't your period at the end of the month? There are still thirteen or fourteen days left. These days should be your most fertile days, right?"
Su Yuan's eyes flickered, revealing a pitiful expression. "Maybe I've been preparing for pregnancy recently, so my period has been disrupted."
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