Chapter 65
"What should I do? How did my addiction become so severe?"
"I'm so scared."
Xiang Yu put Chi Yunyi's calf on his shoulder and said, "What are you afraid of? It's not like I can't satisfy you."
Just half an hour ago, at 3:23 in the morning, Xiang Yu had been waiting and waiting, and Chi Yunyi finally came to his door like a little mouse.
To be honest, he couldn't sleep because she didn't come.
Having such an addiction, he also feels anxious.
As Chi Yunyi pushed at the door, Xiang Yu opened his eyes. He looked at the dark figure and confirmed it was Chi Yunyi. He immediately stood up barefoot, approached carefully, opened the door, grabbed the collar and dragged the person in, and then made a mess of things.
Honey, you're finally here.
Xiang Yu was determined to arrange a Japanese-style secret room.
Chi Yunyi was still afraid, "What if, in the future, you are not by my side..."
"What if you're not by my side?" Xiang Yu said with a smile, "It seems we can't live without each other."
His smile was frank, yet also frivolous. It was the first time Chi Yunyi had seen such an expression on Xiang Yu's face. When she was afraid of having sexual desire, Xiang Yu's first reaction was... excitement and satisfaction.
"What's with that expression? I don't want to be like this. Think about whether there is any other way to quit this."
"No." The man said frankly.
“It must be.”
Xiang Yu leaned down and leaned closer, saying, "As long as we're apart, we'll miss each other. Only when we're together can we become normal. Isn't that good?"
Chi Yunyi struggled to take her calf off, but Xiang Yu's arm suddenly exerted force to stop her from moving. The girl said intermittently, "I don't think it's good at all."
"I want me to feel that way."
"No."
"That's what I feel. Good Yi Yi, can't even this satisfy me?"
“…”
"What evil thoughts are you harboring?"
"No."
"You have it."
"If you say yes, then yes."
When in bed, Xiang Yu always says something unexpected. He can make you break your legs when he gets horny.
…
Afterward, Xiang Yu held Chi Yunyi tightly, refusing to let her go. Yang Jing said it was comfortable to hold her, and Xiang Yu agreed. They cuddled together, listening to the falling snow. It was a romantic moment.
Chi Yunyi felt uneasy, her mind full of Xiang Yu's somewhat dissolute smile tonight.
"What kind of person are you? I never seem to have a clear understanding of you."
"..." This question seemed a bit difficult to answer. Xiang Yu pretended to be asleep and didn't want to answer. He didn't even know what kind of person he was and had never thought about this question.
"Speak."
"have no idea."
Chi Yunyi said, "Hurry up and tell me."
"...Not a good person." Xiang Yu said of himself.
Chi Yunyi insisted: "Then do you like me?"
The man tilted his head and met her clear and beautiful eyes. "What do you think?"
"I have no idea."
She didn't care whether Xiang Yu liked her or not before, as long as she was happy. But uncontrollably, other things started to develop as they got along.
For example: There were always a few moments when she felt that Xiang Yu liked her. Unfortunately, this love was not too obvious, and Chi Yunyi could not tell for the time being. She would fall into confusion: did he like her or not?
Xiang Yu touched her head and said, "You will know later."
"Why wait until later when I can know it now? If you just ask me, I'll know. Why should I wait so long for this kind of thing? If I like it, I like it. If I don't like it, I don't like it. Why bother? Is it that hard to just ask?"
“…”
"say!"
Xiang Yu didn't know what to say or where to start.
As a result, he was scolded again, and Xiang Yu had several pinch marks on his buttocks.
After waiting for a few long seconds, there was still no reply. My heart sank, a sense of loss welled up in my chest, and my nose felt sore. Chi Yunyi said softly, "Okay, I get it."
…
The answer to this question must be found from the years when Xiang Yu was in college.
Xiang Yu and Chi Yunyi agreed that he could help her many times, but she could not tell anyone the secret that he was secretly working part-time to make money.
Chi Yunyi agreed.
Xiang Yu didn't want to return to his adoptive father's home, nor did he want to leave the Chi family. Even at a young age, he understood who was useful to him and who wasn't. Initially, Xiang Yu was drawn to the value the Chi family could bring him. Unfortunately, a young Chi Yunyi showed up, and after spending some time together, this pure value was mingled with a touch of sincerity—a sincerity Xiang Yu was willing to offer.
Xiang Yu lacks love.
Chi Yunyi has never lacked love, nor has she been stingy in giving it away. She is relaxed and free-spirited, confident and bright, with high energy and a clean magnetic field. She is a person with a pure, unpolluted soul.
She could get along with everyone, and she had her own aura, shining brightly in the crowd. Looking at such a person, Xiang Yu felt as if his own ugly, despicable shadow was lying directly at his feet, visible at a glance.
She is an idealist, an ideal personality that Xiang Yu will never be able to achieve in his life.
He had been jealous and envious, but he couldn't help but get closer to such a person.
At that time, Xiang Yu was about to attend the University of Hong Kong, and Chi Yunyi was also entering high school. She had more and more friends, and Xiang Yu often heard about a young man named Xu Xinlei. He was said to be Chi Yunyi's ballroom dance partner, having searched all over South City, and he was extremely precious to her.
Their Moments and social media platforms are filled with photos of them hanging out together after dance practice.
Doing homework together, traveling together, and playing pranks together. These are the things Xiang Yu should have done with Chi Yunyi when he was with her.
It was supposed to be Xiang Yu before, but as soon as he left, his position was immediately replaced by another boy.
Xiang Yu's heart trembled.
A strange and unfamiliar feeling of loss and hostility quietly emerged.
But at that moment, my brain suddenly realized: Yi Yi is already in high school. This age is the stage when adolescent boys and girls begin to feel attracted to each other.
Is she in a relationship?
Did you develop other feelings while dancing with this boy?
But what does this have to do with him?
Chi Yunyi was into online gaming in high school, what we now call self-media. Since she was still a minor, she couldn't use her own account to livestream, so she occasionally used her older sister's account. During her school days, Xiang Yu would occasionally check in on her livestreams to see what she was doing and listen to her share her recent life.
The three words "Xu Xinlei" often appear.
It sounds harsh and ruins the mood.
After that, Xiang Yu didn't visit her live broadcast room once for a whole month and ignored her for a whole month.
But Chi Yunyi had someone to accompany her, so she didn't need to chat with him.
She also ignored him for a month.
Xiang Yu was sulking for a month in vain.
At this time, he had not yet realized whether this emotion came from his brother or something else.
During the summer vacation, Xu Xinlei came to visit us, and Xiang Yu happened to be at home taking care of the kids. He had to take care of two kids, which was already annoying, and now it was even more annoying.
Overhearing two children discussing him, Xiang Yu hid behind the wall and listened, "How old is your brother?"
"I'll be a sophomore when school starts."
Xu Xinlei calculated his age in his mind, "19?"
"I'm 20 this year."
Xu Xinlei curled his lips, "It looks like 25."
Chi Yunyi said with a smile, "He's just grown up a little too fast, but he's still very handsome. My brother is really amazing..."
Once this is said, no amount of compliments can make up for it.
Xu Xinlei looked at the girl in front of him with bright eyes and asked, "So what do you think of me?"
Chi Yunyi gave a thumbs up: "It's pretty good, the nose is the nose, and the eyes are the eyes."
"What the hell! He just said he was very handsome, but when it comes to me, his nose is just a nose and his eyes are just eyes."
"You just said my brother looked old."
Xiang Yu stood behind the wall, his shoulders shaking with laughter.
All those irritable emotions also dissipated because of Chi Yunyi's open and aboveboard defense.
It seems that being nice to her was not in vain.
As soon as Xu Xinlei left, Xiang Yu asked, "Do you have a school you want to go to now?"
"Aren't you ignoring me?"
Xiang Yu had been at school for a few months, and when he returned home, he seemed to have become mute. He didn't say a word when he saw her, pretending not to see or hear anything. Now he wanted to talk to her. But she didn't want to talk to him yet.
"Excuse me," he asked again, "Do you have a school you want to go to?"
"Not yet."
"Do you want to come to HKU?" Xiang Yu added, "I heard that your sworn enemy also wants to go to HKU. If you want to go, I can help you with your studies. You'll be in your second year of high school soon, so it's not too late to catch up now."
"Lu Simiao wants to go too?"
"Yes. If you can really pass the exam, your monthly allowance will be doubled."
“…”Chi Yunyi was thinking.
"Three times is fine."
She finished thinking and said, "I don't really want to go."
"Why?"
Chi Yunyi scratched her head, unable to articulate the reason. Xiang Yu's face darkened as he asked, "Is it because of Xu Xinlei?"
"No……"
"Are you in love?"
“…No! No!”
"Why did you hesitate for three seconds?" Xiang Yu's questions became more and more frequent, even mixed with other emotions. "You were so flustered, are you together?"
Chi Yunyi quickly denied, "Absolutely not!"
"You're lying."
"No... Oh, it's not what you think. I'll be honest with you, brother. At the beginning, I did have some feelings for Xu Xinlei, but we are not together."
"Finish your words."
Xiang Yu had asked her to say it, so Chi Yunyi simply stopped hiding it. "I have a problem. If I have a little affection for the opposite sex, I can be ambiguous, but I absolutely cannot be together. The moment the other person confesses their love is the final moment of my hunt. The sense of accomplishment is overwhelming! After I get the prey, I'm ready to go. That's why Xu Xinlei and I can't be boyfriend and girlfriend."
“…” After the words, there was a long silence, and Xiang Yu didn’t know what to say for a moment.
"That's how it is."
"So I can't confess to you, right?"
"I think it's better not to. I won't cherish anything that comes too easily. Don't blame me for being a jerk. There are many men who are worse than me. They don't recognize me after they pull up their pants. I just turned my back on him after hearing his confession," she muttered softly, "and it didn't cause him much harm."
Xiang Yu should have been happy and relieved that Chi Yunyi wasn't dating Xu Xinlei, but now he wasn't happy at all. He felt heavy inside, his chest choking, like the sweltering heat before a heavy rain.
But, there are always exceptions.
She is still young now, maybe she won’t be like this when she grows up?
After a long while, Chi Yunyi said, "Brother, do you think Lu Simiao can get into HKU?"
Xiang Yu was not very excited, "I don't know."
"Then do you think I can get into HKU?"
Xiang Yu raised his head and looked at her steadily: "Yes."
"?" Zundu pretended to beep.
Lu Simiao is in the top five of the class, and Chi Yunyi is eighth from the bottom. "If I get into HKU, won't I surpass Lu Simiao?"
"Um."
"In that case, I'll think about it."
Xiang Yu raised his head and said, "Okay."
Two years later, Xiang Yu was a senior and Chi Yunyi was a freshman. They met at the University of Hong Kong and became direct senior and junior students.
It was difficult for Xiang Yu to describe his mood that day.
He only knew—
It turns out that just being close makes me happy.
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