Si Muyang felt his head buzzing. He didn't want to be narrow-minded, but Song Yalan was clearly a woman!
He was a grown man, and he felt uncomfortable having a woman help him wash. Every hair on his body felt uncomfortable.
If he absolutely had to have a woman help him wash, his first choice would be Cheng Xiao Kui. Only when Cheng Xiao Kui washed him would he not feel uncomfortable, but would instead feel very comfortable and happy!
He said, "A soldier's duty is to obey orders! I am your superior! You should obey my orders. Put down the wet towel and get out!"
"Your superiors instructed you to stay and take care of me, but they didn't actually issue that order. You want me to be in charge of cleaning and wiping me down."
Song Yalan's lips pressed into a straight line; her superiors had indeed not assigned such detailed work instructions...
She slowly lowered her head and placed the damp towel on the bedside table next to Si Muyang's bed.
She turned and walked towards the door, Song Jingchuan's words replaying in her mind: 'You have to fight for what you want. You should fight for yourself at least once!'
Thinking of this, Song Yalan stopped in her tracks, turned around abruptly and said, "Comrade Si, I am your colleague and your subordinate, but I am also a woman."
I've been by your side for so many years, do you really think I'm just doing this for work? Don't you feel anything at all?
Si Muyang looked at Song Yalan in surprise and said, "Weren't you sent by my superiors to work for me? What else could you be?"
Song Yalan asked unwillingly, "Do you only see me as your colleague?"
Si Muyang thought for a moment and said, "I still consider you my sister. You're my good buddy Song Jingchuan's sister, so you're my sister too!"
Song Yalan bit her lip, relying entirely on the pain to keep herself rational.
She walked up to Si Muyang and said, "You treat me like your sister? What kind of sister am I to you?"
My brother is your good buddy, but I'm not your buddy! I consider you a man! The best man in my heart!
I have always admired and loved you! I had a better job, a higher rank, and the work wouldn't have been so dangerous.
I told my superiors that I wanted to stay and work by your side because I wanted to see you and wanted to take care of you.
Si Muyang's expression froze. He said, "What... what are you doing? I'm a grown man, I don't need anyone to take care of me."
Why are you infatuated with me? I'm not that outstanding! There are plenty of excellent men in our military region.
Song Yalan said, "I can't see the good in others, but the only good man I can see is you!"
I've always kept my feelings hidden deep inside. I've always hoped that you would see my good qualities and that you would take the initiative to tell me that you like me...
But I waited and waited, for so many years, and all I got was news that you got married in the countryside.
Your marriage was so sudden, so sudden that I wasn't prepared at all. You married a woman you didn't like!
But you're already married, so I can only convince myself to continue hiding these feelings and keep waiting.
I've been waiting so long for you to get divorced! Do you know how happy I was when I heard the news?
I was so happy that I couldn't sleep all night. I felt like I had moved the heavens, and even God took pity on me and gave me a chance!
But what I didn't expect was that Cheng Xiao Kui actually brought your mother to the capital.
And your relationship with Cheng Xiao Kui is getting better and better... You don't even want to divorce her!
The reason you two eventually divorced was because Cheng Xiao Kui forced you to get a divorce!
Si Muyang said, "Yalan, don't say that... I don't know how you feel about me."
Back in the countryside, Xiao Kui did... well, she took the initiative, and we...
When we first got married, I really didn't have any feelings for her.
As we spent more time together, our feelings for each other deepened, and then...
Because of Zhang Weidong's affair, she didn't want to implicate me, so she forced me to get a divorce.
Actually, at that moment I had already decided to stand by her through thick and thin, because that's when I realized I had truly fallen in love with her!
Yalan, you're a good girl, you deserve a better man! I've been married, divorced, and will remarry in the future; I'm not good enough for you!
Song Yalan's tears slid down her cheeks. She gave a bitter laugh and said, "Saying you're not good enough for me just means you've never loved me!"
Is it possible that you've never known my feelings for you? If I were more proactive and told you honestly from the beginning how I felt about you.
We've been married for a long time. There's no story about you going back to the countryside and being forced to marry Cheng Xiao Kui!
The biggest regret of my life is why I didn't tell you how I felt about you from the beginning!
This is something she hates herself so much every time she thinks about it that she wants to slap herself.
If she had told Si Muyang about her feelings for him from the beginning, wouldn't they have already developed a relationship? They would have already registered their marriage.
How could Si Muyang possibly go back to the countryside and be forced to marry Cheng Xiao Kui?
If that were the case, then the fates of the three of them would be completely different!
Si Muyang said, "The past is the past. Since it cannot be changed, why dwell on it?"
Yalan, I'll pretend I didn't hear what you said to me today. You're still my good colleague! We'll remain superior and subordinate from now on.
Song Yalan said, "I didn't mean to end this abruptly after I told you how I felt about you today."
I will stay by your side and take care of you until you recover! You and Cheng Xiao Kui were able to develop feelings for each other over time, so why can't we?
This month is a chance for me to give myself! If you haven't fallen for me or have any feelings for me before you recover, then this is a chance.
Then I'll let go completely and let you and Cheng Xiao Kui be together! I think that's fair to me! You gave Cheng Xiao Kui a chance, so you should give me one too!
She stubbornly walked up to Si Muyang, picked up the towel on the table, and began wiping his face and hands.
Si Muyang tried to dodge, but his injuries were too severe, and he couldn't avoid Song Yalan at all.
Song Yalan wiped Si Muyang's face and hands. She originally wanted to lift Si Muyang's blanket and wipe him more carefully, but Si Muyang had already scolded her. She had never seen Si Muyang so angry.
She had no choice but to wash the towel and hang it on the washbasin stand.
She did not listen to Si Muyang and went to sleep in another ward.
She slept on the sofa in Si Muyang's room.
The room lights went out, and Si Muyang lay face down on the bed, his fingers pressed against his tightly knit brow.
All he could think about was Cheng Xiaokui, but now he was wondering how to resolve Song Yalan's situation.
Is he really that charming? Both women want to force themselves on him and marry him?
Suddenly, he thought of a solution: Song Jingchuan would come to do the tests for him tomorrow, and he would ask Song Jingchuan to talk to Song Yalan.
Thinking about tomorrow's tests, Si Muyang's heart sank. What if he really was infertile...
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