Song Yalan panicked completely; she was like a flustered rabbit, trembling all over.
She was held tightly in the man's arms...
The man lowered his head and whispered in Song Yalan's ear, "Haven't you always wanted my love?"
What's wrong? Why are you so nervous? In this respect, Cheng Xiao Kui is much more composed than you.
The man's words seemed to have reminded Song Yalan.
She said in a panic, "Don't you like Cheng Xiao Kui? What are you doing? Let go of me!"
The man said, "Does my liking for Cheng Xiao Kui prevent me from liking you?"
Song Yalan's mouth dropped open in shock. She asked in confusion, "What did you say?"
In this day and age, falling in love with someone else is a serious sin, absolutely a sign of immoral conduct and a problem with one's thinking!
Not only will they be gossiped about and talked behind their backs by their neighbors, but their workplace will also issue a public reprimand if it finds out that an employee has such a problem.
The older sister in the organization department also does ideological work every day to correct wrong ideas!
The man seemed to realize that there was something wrong with what he said.
He softened his tone and said, "Yalan, do you think there's something wrong with my thinking? How could I say something like that?"
Song Yalan said, "Yes. How could you say such a thing? You love Cheng Xiao Kui so much, how can you do this to him?"
The man said, "I know I'm sorry to Cheng Xiao Kui for doing this. But for some reason, after I go back, I keep thinking about what happened between us in the hospital."
You took such good care of me, but how much has Cheng Xiao Kui done for me? Cheng Xiao Kui isn't as gentle or understanding as you are.
"I must be a sinner, how could I think like that... There must be something wrong with my thinking!"
After he finished speaking, he slapped himself on the head.
His actions clearly frightened Song Yalan.
Song Yalan quickly grabbed the man's hand and said, "Don't be like this! You... although it's wrong of you to think this way, it seems like you are the one in the wrong."
But you can't blame yourself. If you have a problem with your thinking, we can do ideological work and resolve that problem.
Our superiors taught us that making mistakes isn't terrible; as long as you correct them, you're still a good comrade.
The man nodded and said, "Yes, if you correct your mistakes, you're still a good comrade. Then you do some ideological work on me!"
He patiently talked to Song Yalan.
Song Yalan pushed the man away and sat up straight.
She said, "Xiao Kui is really good. When you needed emergency treatment, she disregarded her own safety and confessed to being a spy. It was all to clear your name so that Ye Feng could take you out for medical treatment."
To be honest, sometimes I wonder, if it were me, would I be as decisive as Xiao Kui?
The man said, "Is it possible that Cheng Xiao Kui knew Song Jing Chuan would definitely save her and help her find the real spy, which is why she dared to openly admit to being a spy?"
Song Yalan shook her head and said, "At that time, no one dared to guarantee it. Not even my brother."
Xiao Kui did this because she has superhuman courage, and also because she loves you even more!
Compared to her, I'm not good enough for you. Therefore, you can't fall for Cheng Xiao Kui!
The man's face twitched slightly, but thankfully the darkness concealed his dark expression.
Otherwise, Song Yalan would have noticed that his entire aura had changed.
The man said, "You've loved me for so many years, don't you ever try to stand up for yourself? You always speak well of Cheng Xiao Kui."
Song Yalan, do you really love me? All those things you said when you confessed your love to me before, were they all lies?
Song Yalan hurriedly shook her head, "No, everything I told you before was true. I didn't lie to you!"
I just feel that I don't love you as much as Cheng Xiao Kui, so I choose to step aside and let you be with Cheng Xiao Kui!
The man sneered and said, "Do you think this is a competition? That the best will definitely win the gold medal?"
In matters of love, being more outstanding doesn't necessarily guarantee you'll find the best partner.
If that's the case, there should be a national ranking competition where the man ranked highest can marry the woman ranked highest.
Love is irrational. Liking someone isn't because they're exceptional; it's simply because they happen to resemble the scar on your heart.
Song Yalan pursed her lips, unable to find a word to refute Si Muyang.
She paused briefly before continuing, "But what you're doing is immoral... If I agree to your request, then I'll be betraying Cheng Xiao Kui, which is also immoral. So..."
The man asked, "So I should suppress my feelings for you, continue talking about marriage with Cheng Xiao Kui, and continue deceiving her feelings?"
After he finished speaking, he embraced Song Yalan.
He sighed softly, "Yalan, I think deceiving Cheng Xiaokui is the most immoral thing to do."
I want to be honest with her; I'm not good enough for her because I can't stop thinking about how you took care of me.
Song Yalan hurriedly covered the man's mouth with her hand, saying, "Don't say that, Xiao Kui will be sad if you say it!"
The man said, "But if I don't tell, that would be deceiving Cheng Xiao Kui! What are we going to do about that?"
Song Yalan said, "Or...or you could observe for a while longer? Maybe your thoughts will change in a few days. Then we can discuss it again..."
The man said, "Alright then. In a few days, if my feelings are still the same as they are now, I will be honest from the beginning. The person I love is you!"
Song Yalan said, "Whatever your thoughts, you must tell me immediately! Let's discuss it together!"
The man said, "Okay. I'll do as you say."
He took Song Yalan's small hand in his large hand and kissed her palm.
Song Yalan felt as if she had been burned, and she quickly withdrew her hand.
Even the darkness of night couldn't hide the blush on her face.
She had the man take her home.
The car returned to Song Yalan's building, and she hurriedly got out.
She said to the man, "You should go back now!"
The man said, "Okay, then I'll go back. Think carefully about what I told you. I believe you have the right to fight for your own happiness."
After he finished speaking, he stepped on the gas and the car drove away beside Song Yalan.
Song Yalan stood there, stunned. Her face and palms were burning hot.
Even the cold night wind couldn't dispel the warmth from her face.
She kept rubbing her face with her hands to try and cool it down.
Her heart was pounding wildly, like a little rabbit was jumping around inside her.
A jumble of thoughts raced through her mind. Could it be that Si Muyang had really fallen in love with her?
Could it be that the love she longs for will one day truly come to her?
A slight smile unconsciously curved her lips.
However, in an instant, all the joy was like being doused with a bucket of cold water.
She clutched her hair, closed her eyes in anguish, and only she knew that Xiao Kui was her own sister.
If Si Muyang really falls in love with her, what will happen to Xiao Kui? She's her own sister!
She knew how much Xiao Kui loved Si Muyang...
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