If possible, he would like to draw many more paintings for Yan Baibai in the future.
Yan Baibai seemed unaware that Song Yu hadn't finished speaking. She turned to look out the window again. Gazing at the distant scenery, she jokingly said, "There's a painting in 'Tushan Palace' that depicts the former queen. Even now, the colors are still vibrant. The Demon Realm Palace must have special methods for preserving paintings. You can ask the elders."
"Really? I've never been to Tushan Temple and don't know what it's like inside." Song Yu came to Yan Baibai and stood side by side with her, also looking at the scenery outside the window.
Waves began to rise under the window again, and soon a breeze with the fragrance of bamboo came.
Song Yu tilted his head, lowered his eyes to look at Yan Baibai's profile, and said, "That palace is the exclusive palace of the queens of all generations. The name was changed according to the queen's own preference. If you are willing..."
"Where are the two of them?" Yan Baibai suddenly interrupted Song Yu loudly.
Song Yu clenched his fists hanging at his sides instantly. He opened his mouth and stared blankly at Yan Baibai, who never turned around to look at him. His violently beating heart seemed to be pulled by a huge force, so fierce and fast that it hurt so much that he didn't dare to breathe too hard.
"I'll go down and look for them first." Yan Baibai turned around and walked out quickly, but he paused at the door and said, "Song Yu, you seem to have forgotten what I said to you in the Demon King Seal?"
"No, I haven't forgotten." Song Yu seemed to react suddenly, took a few quick steps towards Yan Baibai, and explained: "I promised you, I will definitely do it."
"I just want you to understand my feelings before the time you mentioned comes."
"I understand your kindness." Yan Baibai turned and looked at Song Yu. After a moment of silence, a look of doubt flashed across his face. "Since you haven't forgotten what I said, you should know that your life shouldn't be like this. You..."
"But!" This time, it was Song Yu's turn to interrupt Yan Baibai. He was facing the backlight, so Yan Baibai couldn't see his expression clearly, but she could sense the endless sadness in his words: "But, the person who created me abandoned me. It was you who came into my world and saved me. This is my life now!"
Seeing Yan Baibai just looking at him silently and sadly, Song Yu felt an even more intense pain in his heart. He clenched his fists and turned away: "I'm sorry, Baibai, I shouldn't have been so loud. I didn't mean to vent my anger on you. I... I didn't..."
"Song Yu." Yan Baibai calmed herself down, trying to maintain her voice. She tried to ignore Song Yu's slightly trembling hands, deliberately ignored the drop of crystal on his chin after he turned around, ignored the discomfort in her heart, and said slowly: "I don't mean to blame you. I'm just reminding you that we are still in uncertainty. I don't want you to fall into this bad situation because of me."
"A bad situation?" Song Yu still didn't turn around to look at Yan Baibai. He didn't seem to have thought that Yan Baibai regarded his liking for her as a "bad situation" for him.
"Haven't I already told you everything about you and the system?" Yan Baibai seemed to be persuading Song Yu, but it was more like persuading herself.
"When you were in danger, I relied on the system's help and my understanding of you to appear when you were defenseless and vulnerable, disrupting your life. And you unknowingly gave your heart to me."
Yan Baibai closed his eyes and continued stubbornly, "Perhaps, according to your plan, the girl you like is not like me at all. According to your original life trajectory, maybe you will meet a better girl who is more suitable for you in the future, and she will only have you in her heart, not someone like me..."
Yan Baibai couldn't continue speaking as her mouth was tightly covered by a big hand. She looked up and saw Song Yu's face full of tears and endless sadness.
"Why, do you treat me like this?"
Song Yu's tears flowed silently. He looked at Yan Baibai and questioned her word by word, gritting his teeth.
“Why make such an assumption?”
"What are you feeling guilty about?"
"What are you afraid of?"
"Why are you talking about yourself like this again?"
Song Yu's lips trembled slightly. He seemed to have a lot more to say, but suddenly pursed his lips.
The tears that Yan Baibai had been holding back finally flowed down and slowly slid into Song Yu's big hand that was covering her mouth.
"Are you trying to... drive me crazy?"
Song Yu took his hand off Yan Baibai's mouth and moved it to the back of her head. At the same time, he lowered his head and pressed her head hard towards him...
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