Jiang Li smiled bitterly. She didn't do these things, but all of them were blamed on her.
Even she herself could not understand the original owner's thoughts. Such smart and sensible brothers and sisters were already in their teens. If they stayed by her side, the siblings would work together and their lives would definitely get better and better.
However, the original owner could not bear the pressure and thought that the family that could buy the child must be well-off, so he ignored their thoughts and tricked them into selling them.
However, he never expected that it would cause such great harm to his younger brothers and sisters, making them homeless and suffering from humiliation throughout their lives.
Fortunately, her brother managed to escape when she came through, and with the help of the team leader and the public security bureau, she finally kept her brother.
The younger brother was undoubtedly lucky. He escaped from the clutches of the devil and happened to come back through time. Otherwise, he would have fallen into the hands of human traffickers like his sister, and he didn't know what he would have experienced.
Shen Changan thought of many possibilities, but he didn't expect that Jiang Yi and Jiang Yun were sold by Jiang Li himself.
He couldn't accept it at first and didn't react for a long time.
Seeing that he didn't say anything, Jiang Li gently broke free from his hands.
If Shen Changan was going to give up on her because of this matter, then let it be between them.
What the original owner did was also what she did.
Unless she can explain how she got here and make Shen Changan believe it, nothing can be explained.
With the power and connections that Shen Changan has, it is very easy to find out these things.
Since he will be on duty sooner or later, he might as well tell him.
It's better than her being completely trapped in this relationship in the future, and Shen Changan hearing about her from other people, which would make him feel uncomfortable.
These are the only shameful things she has done, so it would be easy to tell them all.
Generally speaking, the original owner was a well-behaved person before he met Shen Changan, and he never did anything out of line.
Later, she was looked down upon by the villagers because she got pregnant before marriage. As for the cause of her father's death, it had little to do with the original owner, so there was no need for explanation.
"I am just that kind of person. I take things for granted and do things that are foolish. If you can't accept it, then just pretend you've never met me. Let's just leave it at that."
Jiang Li pushed Shen Changan away. She used some strength in her hands. Shen Changan didn't react in time and was pushed back a few steps in an instant.
Shen Changan still didn't say anything. Jiang Li pulled him towards the door. At this time, Jiang Li was also disheartened.
She was just wishful thinking. With such a bad life, why should she wish for love?
Just as he was about to be pushed out, Shen Changan quickly grabbed the door frame.
"Xiao Li, don't get excited. Let's talk behind closed doors."
Jiang Yi was doing his homework seriously in the main room when he suddenly saw his sister pushing Teacher Shen out of the room.
He stopped writing and watched what happened between his sister and Teacher Shen with wide eyes.
As far as he knew, Teacher Shen had been pushed out by his sister several times.
However, he pretended not to see it the previous times. This time, Teacher Shen was not pushed out but grabbed the door frame, which attracted his attention.
Jiang Yi stared with wide eyes, wanting to see what happened today.
Unexpectedly, Teacher Shen suddenly exerted force, and not only was my sister not pushed out, but she pulled her into the room.
There was a bang as the door of the room closed, and the thin wooden door instantly blocked his view.
Shen Changan leaned his back against the wooden door, and Jiang Li stood in front of him.
The two looked at each other in the dim room. Shen Changan stretched out his hands to clasp her shoulders, but Jiang Li forcibly pushed him away.
"If you have anything to say, just say it directly. Don't always use your hands."
"Xiao Li, I'm not blaming you for not speaking. I'm just thinking about how to start."
Seeing Jiang Li angry, Shen Changan suddenly became a little nervous. He opened his arms and hugged her tightly.
"I told you, if you feel embarrassed and can't accept what I do, you don't have to force yourself."
Jiang Li himself couldn't accept what the original owner had done before, so why should he expect Shen Changan to accept it?
Her heart, which had finally relaxed a little, began to freeze again at this moment.
It is hard to accept a person with so many stains no matter how much he tries to whitewash himself.
Jiang Li didn't want to force Shen Changan, nor did he want to embarrass him.
"No, Xiao Li, I can understand you!"
Jiang Li struggled desperately to break free, but Shen Changan used some strength in his hands to hold her tighter.
Jiang Li gradually stopped struggling. She lowered her head and looked a little depressed.
"Xiao Li, everyone makes mistakes sometimes. You were pregnant before, your mind wasn't clear, and life was really difficult, so you had such thoughts."
"Blame me. Blame me for not finding you earlier. Blame me for not knowing the truth earlier. If I had helped you, you definitely wouldn't have done this."
Shen Changan reached out and gently rubbed Jiang Li's back. His hands were large and warm, which gave Jiang Li a lot of courage and made her irritable temper suddenly become gentle.
Jiang Li slowly turned her head, and Shen Changan also let go of her hand, allowing her to face him.
Jiang Li raised his head and stared into Shen Changan's eyes, trying to see reluctance and embarrassment in his dark pupils.
But no, Shen Changan looked at her with gentle eyes and a firm attitude, without the slightest dodging.
Jiang Li's panicked heart suddenly calmed down. She just raised her head slightly and looked quietly at the tall and handsome man in front of her.
"I don't blame you. I didn't have the ability to support my younger siblings before, so I did something stupid. Besides, we didn't have much in common before, so I wouldn't bother you."
"When I was pregnant, I was always having wild thoughts and sometimes I couldn't control my behavior. Maybe I was sick at the time, which is why I did such irreparable bad things."
Considering the original owner's situation at the time, Jiang Li seriously suspected that she had pregnancy depression, which was why she did such a stupid thing.
After all, she is a pregnant girl who has no one to rely on, but she has to raise a pair of underage siblings. Naturally, she is under great psychological pressure, and it is normal for her to do stupid things.
Jiang Li has previously studied depression during pregnancy. The main symptoms are that pregnant women are always in a bad mood, have no interest in doing things, and are listless all day long.
I feel pessimistic and negative about the future and have no sense of hope. Sometimes I am emotionally unstable, easily lose my temper or blame myself, and feel that I am incompetent and cannot give my younger siblings a better life.
Jiang Li slowly lowered her eyelids, her mood was still very low.
At the same time, I was thinking, if only I could find my sister sooner.
She will definitely treat her sister well, better than her brother.
She wanted to use her actions to heal the wounds in her sister's heart, make her feel warm, and no longer be afraid.
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