Only after I was sold did I realize that there is no end to suffering, only worse suffering.
At least I was free before, but now I am tied up and locked in the woodshed.
They beat me, scolded me, and treated me like a pig or a dog.
I already had a lot of wounds on my body, and now I look like a completely different person.
I thought I was going to die like this, but I refused to accept it!
It was my sister who sold me. She made me live this kind of life. I really hate her so much!
I even thought that if she appeared in front of me one day, I would kill her with my own hands!
But it's just a thought. What future does someone like me have?
When I was completely desperate, I didn't expect my sister to really come to me.
She looked so distressed and wanted to hold my hand and hug me.
I thought to myself, it was you who wanted to sell me out in the first place, and it’s you who is pretending to care about me now!
You are just acting in front of me, I don't believe you!
I was delighted at first, but then became indifferent.
I am even glad that I can't speak and don't have to communicate with her. I feel a lot more comfortable.
I was a little scared of my sister, so I relied a lot on the gay man who was traveling with her.
This is truly an excellent and very gentle man.
But he only has his sister in his eyes, and he is so good to her.
Doesn't he know what wrong his sister has done?
My sister is so cruel. She sold us siblings without any reason. How can she be happy?
They took me away from that nightmarish place, treated me to delicious food, and bought me new clothes.
The aunt who was accompanying me looked even more pitiful than me, and I felt kindness from her.
I don’t know what the outcome will be this time when I go back, but I want to be with that aunt.
Auntie washed my hair and gave me a bath, and changed me into clean clothes.
They took me back to my hometown, and I found that there were big changes in my home.
I saw my brother, but he had changed.
He was also sold, but he didn't hate his sister at all.
I couldn't understand his thoughts, but I couldn't help but want to get close to him.
Who says he is my only brother?
After returning home, I found that my uncle also lived at home. The house was a bit crowded, so my sister simply lived in Shen Changan's house next door.
Is he going to become my brother-in-law?
I think about all sorts of things every day and my mind is a mess.
What makes me happiest is that I have a cute puppy at home.
The puppy seemed to have understood human nature, and it would wander around with a group of chicks every day.
I thought their lives were very happy, so I happily joined them.
Goudan takes me up the mountain every day and plays with me.
I came back dirty every day and I thought my sister would be angry, but she never said anything.
She knew that I was resentful of her, so she rarely took the initiative to chat with me.
But she would cook delicious food for me and buy me lots of things.
She was too busy every day and the money she earned was increasing.
Sometimes I feel a little dazed. Why is my sister different from what I remember?
She is so elegant, quiet, knowledgeable and talented, and is very different from her previous silly sister.
I have reason to believe that if I treat my ex-sister like this, she will definitely retaliate against me.
I admit that I became curious about her, and the more I got to know her, the less hatred I felt for her.
She had just given birth to a child, and the child was still breastfeeding when she came to the Northeast to see me.
It took her a week to search that time, and when she came back she had lost a lot of weight. I heard that she was almost robbed. I think it was not easy for her.
If you think about it carefully, we were very close to each other at that time, but the mountain village where I lived was too remote, so we never met in the end.
Later, she came to find me without hesitation, brought me back and took good care of me.
My brother is going to the provincial capital to attend high school, and my sister asked me if I want to go.
Actually, I really wanted to go, but I was deliberately being stubborn.
I didn't expect that they would really leave, and they were gone for several months.
I often sit at the entrance of the village, stretching my neck to look, hoping they will come back to see me.
But they never came, and I felt depressed.
This is clearly the life I want, so why don’t I feel happy at all?
Later my sister came to pick me up again, but unexpectedly my stubborn temper came back.
I still didn't want to go, and this time my sister patiently coaxed me.
Actually, I am very easy to coax. I went there if she made me happy.
When we moved to the provincial capital, we lived in a big house and many people from my family were with me.
My brother teaches me to read all day long and often tells me stories.
Gradually, I also had the idea of going to school. I wanted to try to speak, but I couldn't say anything no matter what.
I was so anxious that I was sweating, but it was no use.
My sister found our mother, and we became children with a mother again.
My sister and brother-in-law really got married, and they are a very good match.
Their kids are so cute and I love them too.
One time, my brother-in-law wanted to deal with two naughty kids. I didn’t want to get involved, but they came to me to act coquettishly.
They were so adorable that I simply couldn't refuse them, and in my haste I actually learned to speak.
Although my voice is hoarse and not very pleasant, everyone is encouraging me and I am really happy!
I went to school as I wished and followed my brother to and from school every day.
I was not used to going to school when I first started. I was completely in the dark when I opened the book and couldn’t understand what the teacher was saying.
My brother is really a good brother. He has good academic performance and is patient with me.
I was not stupid to begin with, and under his guidance, my grades improved by leaps and bounds.
Three years later, I was admitted to the high school where my brother attended, but by then he had already gone to the highest institution of learning in the capital.
The school is full of legends about him, and I am very proud to be his sister.
I often think that my brothers and sisters are so outstanding, so I can’t be too bad!
I gritted my teeth and worked hard, and looking at the notes my brother left for me, my academic performance got better and better.
I successfully entered the top class in my senior year of high school, and the study pressure became even greater at that time.
My brother is far away in Beijing, but he often writes to me.
My sister's career is getting better and better. She has four children to take care of, but she has not forgotten to care about me.
My mother is still as simple as before, and often helps my sister take care of the children and make pastries.
She is very busy every day, but she lives so happily.
There are people working hard ahead and carrying the burden for us, which is why we can live the good life we have today.
My mother is getting older, but she is living younger and younger.
And I, under the careful care of my whole family, no longer know what hatred is.
Sometimes I even ask myself, there are many people who are worse off than you, and you have so much, what qualifications do you have to hate?
I gradually let go of my hatred, and my life became more and more relaxed.
In this era where living is difficult, I have food to eat, drink to wear, and so many people care about me. Let the past be the past, and from now on I will start over!
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