She doesn't want to be a nice person anymore.
Kindness is worthless.
She wants everything she deserves.
She didn't want to be trampled on anymore.
"Okay." Ji Qingping looked at her deeply, "but you need to give me some time. Come back with me, we'll settle the deposit, and then I'll give it to you, okay?"
"Just figure it out and give it to me." Lin Xuanxuan said in a cold voice.
She never wanted to go back to that home again.
She never wanted to see Li Xiumei's grim face again.
"Aren't you afraid that I will report false accounts and give you less money?" Ji Qingping's face was calm, and his amber eyes were fixed on Lin Xuanxuan.
"It depends on your conscience." Lin Xuanxuan turned her eyes away, her gaze fixed on a place not far away.
Why hasn’t Lili come yet?
Ji Qingping's throat rolled, "Okay then."
"But we will be separated in the future, and some of your things have not been taken away. Why don't you come back with me and take those things away?" Ji Qingping paused and said.
"No, you've lost them all."
Lin Xuanxuan's cold attitude stabbed Ji Qingping's heart as if it was stabbed by a knife. The sharp pain came and his face turned pale.
Does she really not want to have anything to do with him?
Even if I were to go back and take her things, you wouldn't agree?
Even when she was talking to him, she refused to even look at him.
It was obvious that every time he spoke, Lin Xuanxuan was listening attentively, looking at him with a pair of bright and clear dark eyes. Her eyes were pure and clean, and her heart and eyes were filled with him.
Ji Qingping felt a little lonely in his heart.
He couldn't accept this situation for a while.
He paused and continued to find a topic to chat with Lin Xuanxuan, "Xuanxuan, actually, my mother has been talking about you a lot during this period of time."
"The person she should really be talking about is Su Xuezhi. If I divorce you, Su Xuezhi can naturally be with you and become Li Xiumei's new daughter-in-law." Lin Xuanxuan's voice was cold, with a mocking smile at the corner of her lips.
In the past, Lin Xuanxuan always smiled shyly and softly. She never had a cold expression or spoke in a threatening manner like she does now.
She is not the same anymore.
"No." Ji Qingping said, "My mother has had a cervical spondylosis recently, and she remembered your kindness. You used to give her massages..."
Lin Xuanxuan turned around and looked back at him with cold eyes, "So? You want me to continue to stay by your mother's side like an old mother and massage her shoulders and neck obediently like before? Do you think I'm a despicable person?"
"That's not what I meant. I meant that ever since you left, my mother has often thought of you and how good you were to her..." Ji Qingping said quickly. For fear of angering Lin Xuanxuan, his voice was gentle and a little cautious.
"Oh," Lin Xuanxuan thought it was ridiculous. "In her heart, Su Xuezhi is the only daughter-in-law she likes. Massaging her shoulders and neck is not a difficult thing. If she feels uncomfortable, she can just ask her good daughter-in-law to massage her. Don't talk about me. I just hope that from now on, we can go our separate ways and never have any contact with each other again."
The words "never see each other again" deeply hurt Ji Qingping's heart. His face became even paler, the corners of his eyes slightly reddened, and his voice trembled a little, "Xuanxuan, we are divorced, can't we be friends?"
He originally thought that after the divorce, he would let both of them calm down and then remarry Xuanxuan.
After being together for such a long time, he has become accustomed to Lin Xuanxuan, and in his heart, the wife is only Lin Xuanxuan.
It was not until Lin Xuanxuan passed away, lying on the beach covered in blood, that Ji Qingping realized what was in his heart.
He then realized that he had fallen in love with Xuan Xuan a long time ago.
In fact, on that drunken night, he did not mistake Lin Xuanxuan for Su Xuezhi.
He was absolutely conscious.
A really drunk person wouldn't be able to do those things.
He knew that Lin Xuanxuan had always liked him.
A person's eyes cannot deceive.
He knew that Lin Xuanxuan liked her a long time ago.
Therefore, that night after breaking up with Su Xuezhi, Lin Xuanxuan accompanied him and comforted him when he was in the most pain. When Ji Qingping saw the girl's soft eyes full of pity, he couldn't help but hold the back of her head and kissed her deeply.
That night, he tortured Xuanxuan severely.
But when their eyes met and Ji Qingping saw Xuanxuan's eyes as clear as water, he felt indescribable guilt and regret in his heart.
He actually took advantage of the fact that he was drunk and did such a beastly thing to an ignorant girl...
He didn't know how to face Xuan Xuan, so at that moment, he blurted out the three words "Su Xuezhi" while he was sober.
He saw the shock, astonishment, and deep pain in Lin Xuanxuan's eyes...
The pain in the girl's eyes made him feel extremely uncomfortable, as if he was stabbed by a thick needle.
He raised his head and covered the girl's eyes, kissed her deeply, and entangled her again.
Later, he regretted his behavior and married Xuanxuan.
Every day after getting married, he didn't know how to face Xuan Xuan.
Ji Qingping thought that he loved Su Xuezhi deeply in his heart, but he had sex with Lin Xuanxuan that night and fell in love with her quietly. He thought he was loyal in love, but he didn't expect that his love for Su Xuezhi was just that. Therefore, Ji Qingping was unwilling to admit that he had fallen in love with Lin Xuanxuan, and began to treat Lin Xuanxuan coldly, and even didn't touch Lin Xuanxuan for a long time after marriage.
She has suffered a lot of injustices over the years...
Until now, he has finally seen his own heart clearly, but he has already hurt Xuan Xuan deeply...
"Why do you think I can be friends with the murderer who killed my child?" Lin Xuanxuan thought it was ridiculous and funny. She looked at Ji Qingping mockingly, "I am already kind if I don't stab you to death with a knife."
Ever since her child was murdered, she hated Su Xuezhi and Ji Qingping.
Of course, she hated herself even more.
If she hadn't fallen into Su Xuezhi's trap, she wouldn't have killed her child.
She is not a good mother, she is sorry for the baby in her belly...
"If stabbing me will make you feel better, then go ahead." Ji Qingping took out a saber from his pocket. He opened the folded knife, revealing the sharp blade, and thrust the knife into Lin Xuanxuan's body.
"Xuanxuan, whatever makes you angry, just vent it on me." Ji Qingping pointed the sharp blade towards himself and was about to shove it into Lin Xuanxuan's body.
Lin Xuanxuan suddenly took a step back, and when she looked at him with cold eyes, only disgust remained. "What are you crazy about? You are a soldier, do you want me to go to jail for hurting soldiers?"
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