Chapter 100 How Can He Not Hate? Li Xun’s Previous Life (1)…
Li Xun was born into a noble family.
When he was younger, his temper was not bad, nor was he as moody and murderous as people later rumored. If people had to comment on him, at most he would be labeled as spoiled. He was nothing more than a young master of noble birth, talented, and spoiled by his family. He usually played with cats and dogs, rode his horse wildly in the streets, skipped his teacher's class to go out and play cockfighting with others. When his parents found out, his usually gentle and elegant father would whip him and chase him around the yard, making him lose all his composure.
He thought his life would be like this.
Even though a cultivator's life is a very long life, much longer than that of a mortal, and even a hundred years is just a blink of an eye, but the Li family is prosperous, and he has no big ambitions, so what's wrong with living a long life like this?
Until one day later,
The demons slaughtered the entire Li family, even the servants.
The servant who played with him in playing with crickets was beheaded, and his round and chubby head rolled to his feet, his frightened eyes still staring at him; the big tree in the courtyard that was carved with the traces of his height was stained with blood, his mother's eyes were gouged out, and the whip his father used to beat him was soaked in a pool of blood.
Everything that happened to the Li family became a bloody dream.
Li Xun picked up the whip and became the only one to escape. In fact, he was almost dead at that time. It was the first time he knew that a person could still cling to life even when his bones were broken, his body was covered with wounds, and his blood was almost drained. Hatred was like a spark that seemed to ignite his soul.
He escaped to a small mortal town.
In order to survive, he used up his last bit of strength, grabbed the skirt of a girl and begged her to take him in.
only,
The girl was a very mercenary person, like a wolf cub. She bargained with him for a while before finally taking him back.
Li Xun was born into a life of luxury and never thought that one day he would live such a poor life. He had always been served by others, but now he was seriously injured and had to protect this girl, which was not much different from serving her, but his life went on in such a noisy way.
But she betrayed him.
When he was thinking that after he avenged the Li family, he could make more money, fulfill his promise to marry her, and let her live a good life as she wished, she sold him to the demons and took away the treasure he used to save his life.
The ending is,
His spiritual roots were broken and one of his fingers was chopped off.
When he fought back against the demons with all his might, he was still wondering if they had tortured her or done something to her, which was why she betrayed him? Before the demons died, he tortured them in return, interrogating them, asking them what they had done to Qingqing and where they had taken her.
The demons mocked him, saying, "What can we do to her? When she heard your family had fallen on hard times and you were a disaster, she sold you out. Tsk, who knows where she's gone now."
Even if he doesn't want to believe it and wants to ask again,
But those demons took out the photo stone, and finally, he saw with his own eyes the scene of her betraying him.
Li Xun thought he would hate her.
He should hate her no matter what.
Otherwise, what would his broken fingers and his severed spiritual roots mean?
But he saw his own memories.
Memories of past lives.
…
The last time he saw Qingqing in his previous life was in Shangqing Fairy Palace.
In terms of time, it is later than this life, not as early as this life.
At that time, he went to the jurisdiction of Shangqing Immortal Palace for some reason and happened to sense the trace of the jade tablet. He found that the thing was in Shangqing Immortal Palace, so he took his men and followed the scent to find it.
Then he saw her.
She had changed a lot. Her hair turned black, her skin turned pale from sallow, the sharpness and calculation in her eyes were hidden, she lowered her brows and looked docile, as if the thorns in the wild had been pulled out and turned into a docile reed, swaying obediently wherever the wind blew in.
But even so,
Li Xun could still recognize her eyes at a glance.
He just didn't understand how she could have changed so much.
That time, he didn't say anything to her, didn't reminisce about the past, and didn't recognize each other.
They just exchanged two quick words before parting.
It was not until a few days later that he saw her again at a banquet held at Shangqing Fairy Palace.
This time,
He then learned that she later entered the Xie family of Tiandu, was adopted as a daughter, and had the identity of a young lady of the Xie family. Now her name was Xie Yanyu.
Oh, it's much more elegant, and it matches the name of Xie Chengjin from the Xie family. One is Cheng, the other is Yan, one is Jin, and the other is Yu. They sound like real siblings, unlike Qingqing, who is just a name made up by an old beggar.
But what does it matter if the name is good? It is just for the aristocratic families to maintain their appearance.
Seeing her like this, he felt that she was not living a good life either.
She even entered the Shangqing Immortal Palace, but her cultivation was too low, so she could only serve as a menial disciple.
Of course her cultivation level is low.
When Li Xun approached her, he felt his breath in her body.
She had taken away the magic weapon he used to save his life, causing him to lose a finger and cut off all the spiritual roots in his body. However, he did not know how to use the magic weapon, and the magic weapon gave birth to a spiritual root, a useless spiritual root that could not be used for cultivation.
Serves you right.
Li Xun sat at the head of the banquet, the unrivalled Sword Master.
She was standing below, a menial disciple, and had to do menial work, such as serving wine and food. Li Xun felt that she deserved it, but when he really saw her humble attitude, he still found it very irritating and made him angry. Wasn't she very good at making trouble back then, forcing him to protect her, forcing him to get engaged to her, and forcing him to work like a slave for her? Why was she so servile and silent now?
He couldn't bear it any longer, so he raised his hand and pointed at her: "You——"
As soon as he spoke,
Everyone looked towards him.
Qingqing also looked at him.
Li Xun was suddenly stuck and didn't know what to say.
He held the wine bottle, leaned back, sneered for a long time, and finished the rest of the sentence: "Do you want to get engaged to me?"
He asked this question:
But undoubtedly, she rejected it.
How could she dare to agree?
She actually recognized him.
She should know it in her heart, that she had betrayed him and that he hated her. She knew what she had done and had a guilty conscience, so how could she dare to agree to his proposal?
But she refused, and Li Xun wanted to take revenge on her.
He thought of countless ways to take revenge on her, such as removing flesh and bones, peeling skin and bleeding, gouging out eyes and plugging ears, all of which were vicious and extreme.
From the moment the Li family was wiped out, the meaning of his life seemed to be revenge. He killed everyone who had been there, even the dogs in the yard. Even all the demons would be captured by him. Regardless of whether they had offended him before, he would lock them up in the dungeon of the Tianjian Sect and use the same means of punishment on them one by one.
He took revenge and learned many ways to torture people, but he still felt empty inside.
Maybe the revenge has not yet been taken.
He thought of Qingqing and recorded all the punishments, preparing to use them on her when the time comes.
But for some reason, when he sent people to look for her, he only sent one or two people, searching like looking for a needle in a haystack. People around him talked about it, saying that he didn't really want to find her that much, but he didn't comment.
But no matter what,
At this moment, when he really saw her, he felt that all those means of revenge were not enough.
She was born in humble family, strong-willed and able to endure hardships.
It wasn't that he was reluctant to use these punishments on her; he simply felt that for someone like her, physical torture wouldn't be a big deal. He wanted her to feel more pain, more pain, more hatred, more hatred, ideally, just like he treated her. After years of tossing and turning, he would still think of her betrayal in his dreams, thinking he was a fool for trusting her back then.
So, in just a moment,
He decided to overturn all the revenge measures he had been preparing for many years.
She was not living a good life, she wanted a good life, and he wanted to make her live a good life. He wanted to get engaged to her, let her think that she could really stand on the cloud, and then betray her and break off the engagement with her just like she betrayed him.
He wanted to praise her to death, pick her up and then smash her to pieces.
Besides, her humble and submissive look was really annoying. He should just be nice to her first, let her be unrestrained, and return to her old self, sharp and tough. The thorns on the thorns should grow back. She had never been a soft reed, and she should not show the appearance of a reed again.
Anyway, this is also a part of revenge.
He wasn't really nice to her either.
Li Xun told himself this.
…
But she may not have had a good life these years.
No matter how good he treated her, Li Xun always felt that there was a veil between them. She was still very docile and cautious, and would not bully him like before. She was on guard and alert towards him. Her nature had not changed, but she was still pretending.
Was it not good enough for her?
Li Xun was a little unconvinced.
It has been a while since they reunited, and he is engaged to her, but she is still the same.
Li Xun wanted to torture her and make her feel disappointed, so he treated her even better, even better. The servants were shocked and said that he was like a ghost. He laughed at the servants for being stupid and not being able to see that this was also part of his revenge. He had his own rhythm and they knew nothing.
He was thinking about how to be nicer to her.
But at this moment, he caught her being intimate with Helan Wei.
He felt very uncomfortable.
He asked her to break up with Helan Wei, and she agreed on the surface, but would still contact him later.
Li Xun caught her several times, and each time he would have a big fight with her, until the last time, he ran into her and Helan Wei Huan/good -
She was his fiancée, and he praised her to the sky, but she had to bow her head in front of other men, time and time again, like a loser, and be his lover without any status and in public?
It was difficult for Li Xun to describe his feelings at that moment.
Anger, only anger, but it seems there is more than just anger.
There may also be jealousy, sadness, unwillingness, or even some anger at the lack of fighting spirit.
Too many.
It's too messy.
Li Xun rarely has such emotions. Even when it comes to the demons, his emotion is extremely intense hatred, but that emotion is only intense and extreme, not complicated, as if it is a mixture of all kinds of emotions.
With red eyes, he directly proposed to break off the engagement with her.
He didn't want to resort to any revenge tactics of flattery and then betrayal. Before he could betray her, she betrayed him first!
He wrote a letter of withdrawal from the engagement, threw it directly at her face, and asked her if she had anything else to say.
She held the letter of divorce in her hand and bowed after a while.
She had nothing to say or to defend herself. She knew she was doing the wrong thing, so she agreed to cancel the engagement.
She agreed so readily.
Li Xun became even angrier, even his eyes were burning. She made him feel as if he had never left any trace in her heart, no matter how little they had known each other since they were young, or how close they had been after they met again and got engaged.
His carefully planned revenge was like a puff of smoke, like a punch hitting cotton and missing, a waste of time and energy.
How can that be?
She left with the letter of divorce.
Li Xun's chest heaved, and he suddenly kicked over the low table in front of him, making a loud bang.
Qingqing was startled by the voice and stopped for a moment. Before she could turn around, Li Xun stepped over the mess on the ground and caught up with her.
He grabbed her collar, as if he could no longer restrain himself:
"Break off the engagement, break off the engagement! I said break off the engagement, so you break off the engagement. Aren't you going to object? Aren't you going to make conditions with me? Whatever I say is what it is? Why weren't you so obedient before? Didn't you want to live a good life? Huh? How did you become like this? Where are your bones? Speak!"
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