Chapter 162: Heartache
Try it for real...
What does it mean to try it for real?
Most of the time, Xie Chengjin is very straightforward.
Xie Yanyu has always known this, because every time they met in the past, if she lied to him, he would expose her directly; if she had any thoughts that she didn't want to make public, he would still say it out loud, also in such a cold tone.
But she never thought that he would ask such a straightforward question.
So much so that she didn't know how to answer.
She even suspected that she had misheard or misunderstood, because his tone was so cold, no different from usual.
Until the hand pressing on the waist suddenly exerted force, Xie Yanyu was picked up by him and sat on his lap.
Then the man bent down, and his cold hair brushed against the side of her neck.
Then came the kiss.
With a cool touch.
I don't know who started it.
But when Xie Yanyu came to her senses, she saw her reflection in his eyes, her lips already slightly swollen. He held her lips, biting her tongue. She didn't know how long the kiss lasted, while his hand, a scarred palm, rested its fingertips on her belt.
Just a slight pull——
Xie Yanyu suddenly regained consciousness and held his hand.
She averted her gaze, not daring to look at him, remembering that there were still some marks on her body, left by Helan Wei. If it were any other day, it would be fine, but these days, in what state did Helan Wei leave these marks?
It is just as Xie Chengjin said.
These marks were left on her by Helan Wei pretending to be him.
Collarbone, chest and abdomen, ankles, and legs.
But how can I expose such scars in front of the real owner?
Xie Yanyu usually doesn't care too much about what others think, especially Xie Chengjin.
But at the moment, she couldn't help but care about it. Just thinking about it made her scalp tighten.
That secret, taboo feeling came back to her, making her want to escape and cover up.
I held his hand, preventing him from continuing, and then heard him ask, "What?"
Warm breath fell beside my ears.
Xie Yanyu straightened his back: "No, you and I were stepbrothers..." Sister.
But before he could finish the remaining word, he was blocked back: "Yeah. It was once, but not now."
He asked her, "Or do you still feel brotherly and sisterly towards me?"
Xie Yanyu stopped talking again.
She heard the other person laugh faintly, and the hand she was holding exerted force -
In fact, if he wanted to pull away, she might not be able to hold him down even with the strength she used.
He didn't move when she held him down just now, he just wanted to hear why it didn't work.
But she never had any brotherly or sisterly feelings for him.
So when he asked her this, she couldn't answer. If that was the case, and they were no longer siblings, and had no family ties, and no moral issues, why not?
The scarred palm reached in and covered the skin on her waist without any obstruction.
Then cruise somewhere else.
The feeling was different when Helan Wei touched her.
Xie Chengjin had a chronic illness, so his palms were even colder. When they touched his skin, they were so cold that it made people shiver. Even though Helan Wei had scratched his palms, leaving many uneven scars, the scars on Xie Chengjin's hands were scattered, deeper, and more twisted, and the rough touch was more obvious when they fell on his skin.
The rough touch goes down along the waist and abdomen.
At some point, the scarred palm became wet.
Xie Yanyu's mind was blank, but his hearing was still sharp and he could hear the tiny sounds in the room.
Some small wet sounds.
The crackling of candlelight.
After a while, there was the slight sound of clothes being thrown on the ground.
My thoughts have stopped turning, and I am being led away by my overactive senses. My vision has become a little blurry.
When the other party flicked his sleeves and the lights in the room were completely extinguished, turning it into darkness, she finally realized that -
Xie Chengjin didn't look very well just now.
He must have seen the marks on her body, so he turned off the light.
But before she could think any further, the man bumped into her.
It once again shattered all her thoughts.
He is not like Helan Wei.
Helan Wei, in both his past and present lives, had been extremely patient in this matter. He would observe her carefully. In the past, he treated her as a plaything to enjoy, slowly appreciating her aroused look, and then leisurely satisfying her; now, he treated himself as a plaything for her to enjoy, and used all his efforts to make her happy.
He is not like Li Xun either.
Li Xun was like a dog. He would bite her at such times and say a lot of things in her ears.
He asked her who she loved the most and who she liked, like a dog holding the edge of its owner's skirt to get an answer. If she didn't give him the answer he wanted to hear, he would maliciously torture her.
Xie Chengjin is a man of few words.
When they were young, he actually talked a lot. He held her in his arms in the dark temple, where there were decaying corpses everywhere. She had a fever, and he was afraid that she would fall asleep, so he would talk to her a lot and tell her many stories.
But now he has become very taciturn and serious.
She grabbed his arm and could feel the scars on his arm, which were the scars left by the cuts when she bled him. The scar on his palm was also related to her. It had never healed in more than ten years. The low body temperature was an indirect mark left by her.
It was clear that they had not communicated much in the past ten years, but every part of his body, directly or indirectly, was marked by her, as if she had never been absent in all these years. The man silently bit her left forearm. The scar on it was also left by bleeding for him. It was like there was a thread running across more than ten years, sewing them together. They owed each other debts and had to repay each other, and they could never be separated.
And this person——
He didn't understand her as well as Helan Wei, nor could he temper her like Li Xun. He was very straightforward and had no skills.
It didn't make her uncomfortable.
It's just a little too fierce...
Xie Yanyu grabbed his back tightly, bit his shoulder, and tasted a faint taste of blood in his mouth.
But she was still forced to cry because of the feeling of being stretched and bloated. Her thoughts were scattered one by one. She seemed to be able to feel every blue vein in his body. She didn't know how long she had been tossing and turning. In her blurred consciousness, she heard the other party say a date.
It's a very precise date.
The year, month, and day were exactly the same, just over a year ago, but she couldn't remember what she was doing during that time.
Until I heard him say:
“That day at the Tiandu Inn, Chen Lang put the Heart Protecting Scale on you, and you asked me to help you find it.
"I had a dream at night, and it was like this."
Which?
Xie Yanyu was drowsy and didn't react.
The next second, the man wiped away her tears and whispered in her ear: "I dreamed of having sex with you like this."
As soon as the words fell.
Xie Yanyu felt like he'd been hit on the head with a stick. When was that? So long ago...
The voice in her ear continued: "You didn't treat me as a brother, and I didn't treat you as a stepsister. The brother-sister relationship I talked about when we drew the lot was also a lie. Because of things like this..." He bit her collarbone, sucked on the small mole, pressed her waist, and found that she couldn't bear it and wanted to escape, so he pulled her ankle and pulled her back. "Since that night, I have dreamed about it every day."
*
The nights in late spring seem a bit cold.
This time it was two people who felt cold.
From midnight till now, Xie Chengjin still hasn't come out of Xie Yanyu's room——
Who should be blamed for this?
Li Xun walked back and forth in the room, looking at Helan Wei who was drinking tea in silence beside him.
Unable to bear it any longer, he walked over and smashed the teacup, splashing tea all over Helan Wei's face: "Useless thing! Just because she told you to leave, you left? Whatever she said is the truth? Who told you to be such a docile, henpecked loser! She wanted to keep Xie Chengjin, didn't you know how to refuse?"
Helan Wei wiped up the tea.
He twitched his lips and said in a cold tone: "Oh. You are more useful, so why don't you go find her now?"
Go find her now?
What are you looking for her for? Go pull Xie Chengjin out of her room!
But is Li Xun something useful?
If he didn't refuse Xie Yanyu, would Li Xun disturb him at this time?
Li Xun doesn't know either.
Although they make noises on weekdays, Li Xun will never really make her unhappy.
At times like this, she could only vent her anger by whipping the doll in the cold room, looking at the night sky outside and counting the hours waiting for dawn. He was like this when Helan Wei stayed at her place, and he would not change now that it was Xie Chengjin's turn.
So he could only vent his anger on Helan Wei.
Especially when he saw the black clothes Helan Wei was wearing, he became even more angry and whipped him directly: "I'm useless, so what? If I were useful, I wouldn't be sitting here with you. I called you useless and you're quibbling. You usually use all kinds of coquettish tricks. Don't you love competing with me the most? Don't you like doing all kinds of nonsense to attract her attention? Now that you have no other tricks, you have to pretend to be Xie Chengjin to seduce her. If you can do better than the real one, will it be Xie Chengjin's turn?"
A whip came over,
Helan Wei made a move to block it.
He hadn't fought with Li Xun for a long time, and they had been holding a grudge for a long time. Now, they just started fighting. Because they knew that neither of them could kill the other, fighting became a way to vent their emotions. From the beginning, they just exchanged blows, and later they simply pressed the other party to the ground and beat him in the simplest way.
Li Xun grabbed his hair and was about to punch him in the face.
But the next second,
Helan Wei suddenly regained his composure: "If you hit my face, I will scratch yours too. We will both be hurt. Let her hang out with Xie Chengjin for the next few days."
As soon as the words fell,
Li Xun's fist stopped falling.
His golden-brown eyes were bloodshot as he stared at Helan Wei. He had to admit that what he said made sense, but the depression was stuck in his heart, neither rising nor falling.
But then, Helan Wei said slowly, "Has she ignored you for many days? I have a solution."
Yo.
Is there a solution now?
This bitch usually uses all kinds of seductive tricks to lure Qingqing to his side. I never saw him ask such questions before. Now that Xie Chengjin is here, he thinks of giving Qingqing a few days of his time?
Li Xun was so angry that he started laughing. After a while, he put away his fist and said, "Speak."
*
Xie Yanyu was a little curious about Xie Chengjin.
Now she finally had some idea of what such a person was like when he was in love.
But she wanted to know more.
So after it was over, he came on top again, and Xie Yanyu was half-hearted and not prepared to refuse.
But at this moment, there was a knock on the door.
Helan Wei came back and said that Li Xun felt some pain in his chest and that there seemed to be something wrong with the broken finger. He couldn't tell what the problem was, but it looked very serious. He fainted and kept calling Xie Yanyu's name.
He asked Xie Yanyu if he wanted to go and take a look.
Xie Chengjin held her waist and thought it was ridiculous.
If you have a pain in your chest or if you are sick, just input some spiritual power or see a doctor. Why would you look for her?
He pulled his lips and kissed her earlobe, telling her to ignore it.
But the next second,
The person who was originally reluctant pushed him away directly.
She straightened her clothes and went out. The lewd smell in the room was blown away by the wind, and it dissipated a lot. Only Xie Chengjin was left lying on the bed in disheveled clothes, with her bite marks on his body, dripping with blood.
When the door is closed,
Helan Wei even smiled at him apologetically.
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