Chapter 164 Willing to Give Her Everything
This was the first time that the three men got together without tripping each other up.
Because Xie Yanyu's condition was really bad.
Xie Chengjin was the first to react and helped her bear the remaining thunder tribulation.
But even so, the use is minimal.
Back then, she used Li Xun's magic weapon to force herself to develop a set of bones, but the spiritual power that this set of bones could withstand had its limits.
Now that it can no longer bear more cultivation and spiritual power, it will backfire on itself.
First I couldn't see, then blood started flowing from my eyes;
Then, she fell into a coma. Even though her consciousness was still struggling tenaciously, trying to wake up, her body seemed to be dying, being filled up bit by bit by the spiritual power in her body.
Unable to bear the strain, the blood vessels beneath the skin seemed to slowly burst, spreading bruises across the pale skin.
The bruises were getting more and more every day, and even the pink nail beds on her fingers were slowly turning purple.
Xie Chengjin started bleeding again.
It's a heart-wrenching act.
The poison in his body penetrated deep into his bones for more than ten years, so that his heart blood turned black, the color of poison; and because of this, his heart blood became like a medicine, which could suppress most toxins, such as the love Gu in her and Helan Wei's bodies, and could also temporarily stop the rebellious spiritual power in her body.
A drop of heart blood can make those spiritual powers disappear for six or seven hours.
Therefore, Xie Chengjin fed her his heart's blood every day.
One day, ten days, half a month...
Even if it cost him his lifespan and cultivation, he still cared about her.
But how could a cultivator's heart blood withstand such continuous extraction? It was not an inexhaustible supply. After about twenty days, Xie Chengjin's body could no longer bear it, and the remaining poison took effect, causing him to fall into a coma again.
After he fell into a coma,
According to his instructions, Li Xun and Helan Wei will still take his blood.
Xie Chengjin's life was like a plant that was gradually withering, but he still fed Xie Yanyu with two drops of blood every day.
But even so, it could only slow down her death.
She never woke up, and the bruises on her skin became more and more, like green and purple flowers blooming on a pale canvas.
But what else can we do?
Everyone knew that her most fundamental problem was her bones.
If she wanted to get better, there was only one way now, and that was to cut out her bones.
Without a cesarean section, she will die.
But what if it was found out by cesarean section?
She would become a mortal again, and all her previous efforts would be wasted.
Will she think about it?
She gritted her teeth and relied on her own efforts to reach this point, crossing the Nascent Soul stage. If it weren't for this physique, her achievements would not stop here. She could go further, perhaps further than Helan Wei, Li Xun, or even Xie Chengjin.
What Zhao Zhen said when he accepted her as his personal disciple was right. With her character, her future is limitless.
But my roots are limited.
Do you want to make her a mortal?
That night, Helan Wei stayed by her side, helping her wipe the skin bit by bit.
His fingers rested on her forehead, sensing her, sensing her soul still stubbornly holding on, still trying to wake up, absolutely unwilling to die like this. But her bones and body, like a cocoon, trapped all her struggles.
He turned her body over again.
His fingers touched her roots little by little, and then he seemed to suddenly think of another possibility.
Late at night,
Li Xun was at Xie Chengjin's place, taking his heart's blood.
In the early spring night, everything was silent, not even the chirping of insects could be heard. But at this moment, a burst of hurried footsteps was heard, and then Helan Wei rushed in.
"Why are you coming here if you don't stay by her side and guard her?"
Li Xun frowned and asked.
But the next second, he heard the other party say, "Help me protect the Dharma. Cut out my root bones and give them to her."
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The roots and bones of a monk can be dissected out and destroyed.
But replacing bones is almost impossible.
But Helan Wei can.
He is a monster himself. After knowing his own life experience, he sometimes wonders, is the bone in his body really his own?
How did Madam Yi give birth to him?
She chewed up her cousin's bones and swallowed them bite by bite.
Helan Wei has always known that he is not Helan Mingci's biological son. He knows what kind of bastard he is.
He is the product of incest.
He is a genius who was born with calculations.
So, is this bone in his body his own, or that of his genius father, or his cousin?
He doesn't know.
But he knew that both Helan Mingci and Madam Yi had thought of this: to cut out his bones and give them to other children.
So his root bones can be replaced, right?
When Helan Mingci and Madam Yi had this idea before, he only felt disgusted, angry, and even a sense of contempt;
He thought it was impossible to remove his root bone, let alone give it to anyone else. He never thought that there would be a day when he would willingly remove his root bone.
He has excellent physique and is destined to be an immortal.
This set of bones brought him supreme honor.
Or perhaps, everything he has comes from this foundation.
It made him feel high and mighty, overlooking everything in the world.
But he was willing to give it all to her.
Just like in his previous life, he fed the Heart Demon Mirror with his blood, sweat, and soul, and finally formed a covenant with the mirror spirit. He walked down into the lake, willing to donate his flesh and blood in exchange for a chance to go back in time.
But at that time he didn't know why he did it.
After thinking about it for a long time, he felt that perhaps he liked the feeling of being loved by her. He didn't want to admit that he was like a lowly and foolish moth, flying into the flames again and again. He wanted to see her again even if his flesh and blood were burned to ash. He thought it was not because of her, but because of himself, because he wanted to ask for something more.
So when he opened his eyes again, even though he no longer remembered this memory, he still felt that he wanted to ask her for something.
Ask for her love, her gaze, everything about her.
As long as he holds himself high and proud, as long as he resists and fights, as long as he doesn't bow his head and doesn't lose control, he won't be the lowly one;
But is it really like that?
The moment he sank into the cold lake water, he seemed to touch her, the temperature of fire; at this moment, he held her tightly, the feeling of his spiritual roots being cut out was still clear to him.
How could he not admit it?
He might be just like the irrational, stupid moth that he despised the most—
It's not that I like the feeling of being loved by her.
Instead, he chased the fire, and if he did it again, he would still crash into it.
*
The bad bones in the body were removed and replaced with excellent bones.
So the overflowing spiritual power had a place to go.
Xie Yanyu's health recovered quickly.
Late spring,
She opened her eyes, and at the same time, spiritual power filled her body, carrying her to another level -
Directly broke through the Spirit Transformation Stage.
She could feel the changes in her bones.
Asked Li Xun.
Only then did she realize that it was Helan Wei who had given her his own root bones in exchange.
What about him?
What will happen if you lose your roots?
Will become a mortal.
Yes.
mortal.
It is not so easy to change one's spiritual roots. His can be exchanged with Xie Yanyu, but Xie Yanyu's cannot be exchanged with him. Therefore, he cannot even possess a pair of useless spiritual roots and will become a complete mortal.
The name Helan Wei has always been enviable.
When people mention this person, they will automatically think of words such as nobility, power, strength, and genius.
There is a natural chasm between him and mortals, and they have always been very far away.
So much so that he doesn't know how mortals live.
The five senses of mortals are inferior to those of monks.
Even though he was blind before, his other senses were still sharp. He could hear, smell, and see. After recovering his cultivation, he could use the Enlightenment Talisman to see things. But now, as a mortal without spiritual power, the Enlightenment Talisman no longer worked on him.
The darkness before my eyes returned to nothingness.
His hearing was not as sharp as before. This time, he was completely blind. Like an ordinary person, when he stood up to walk, he would trip over the chair and fall to the ground in a mess.
So he had to spend some time learning to adapt to his surroundings and learn to live like an invisible mortal.
But it's really hard, really hard.
So Li Xun called his attendants over and asked them to follow him and take care of him.
But even though my eyes cannot see and my hearing is not as sharp as before,
He still heard it when Xie Yanyu came to find him.
He could always recognize her footsteps.
Even without looking, he could always recognize it.
Only then did he realize that she was awake.
He had thought many times about what she would look like when she woke up, but he couldn't see it now.
He thought countless times, would she come to see him after she woke up, would she have some pity for him?
But at this moment,
He felt somewhat homesick.
Or maybe it was inferiority complex. He couldn't explain what this feeling was, because he had always been high and mighty, the center of attention. He was the only one who looked down on others, and the word inferiority complex was too far away from him.
But at this moment, he was afraid that she would dislike him.
He wanted to pretend that he didn't hear her footsteps and move himself further away.
But he was afraid that when he stood up, he would bump into something and fall down again, which would be very embarrassing. He didn't want her to see him in such a mess. He was afraid that she would dislike him because of this. He didn't want to...
therefore.
He could only sit there stiffly.
Until she walked up to him, he smelled her scent, and heard her say, "I'm sorry."
What is she sorry about?
Sorry, he gave her his root bone and became a mortal from then on?
Helan Wei thought she wanted to escape from here, but she really talked to him, she really came to see him, and the moment she got close to him, he reached out and hugged her.
He reached out to touch her face.
Because I can't see, I can only rely on touch to perceive little by little.
His fingertips felt the outline of her eyebrows and eyes, and he could vividly outline her appearance in his mind. Her eyebrows seemed to be slightly wrinkled, and he could feel some wrinkled lines on her skin.
He knew it wasn't a wrinkle.
Because she now has his bones, she will only go higher, break through to the God Transformation and Mahayana stages, and maybe even become an Immortal one day.
She will remain the same as she is now, and will even become more beautiful. She will not have wrinkles because she will be forever young.
But he won't.
Helan Wei remembered that a few days ago, when he was washing his face, he touched his face.
He vaguely felt a few lines, a few fine lines at the corners of his eyes, and he turned to ask the attendant: "Am I old?"
The attendant looked at Helan Wei's face.
Still as beautiful and flawless as ever, this is a face that can almost be called perfect.
So he answered seriously: "No, the young master is very young and as handsome as before."
But he won't stay young forever.
He is a mortal now, and his life and flowering period have become limited and short.
In fact, he is not much older than Xie Yanyu. Born into a family of immortal cultivators, he has been exposed to cultivation since childhood, so he has maintained his youthful appearance early. He still looks like a young man now, and he is not old, only about twenty-six or twenty-seven. Even if he becomes a mortal, he will not be much older.
But what about when he was thirty?
What about when you are forty?
Even when wrinkles appeared on her cheeks, she was still so young. How could he dare to stay with her?
Helan Wei was truly frightened.
At this moment, he touched her face, slowly and carefully.
Then the fear almost broke him, so that he asked aloud: "Why are you frowning? Are you feeling guilty about me?"
Yes.
Xie Yanyu began to feel a little indebted to him.
If the relationship between her and him was karma, he had endured everything she had experienced, but the loss of his bones was not entirely karma. He exchanged his bones for her, and she indeed owed him this.
So she said, “Well, some.”
Helan Wei said, "Then you have to promise me one thing."
Xie Yanyu agreed.
She guessed that he might want her not to abandon him, to be nicer to him, love him more, and stay by his side forever.
She could do all of this, so she waited for him to speak.
But it took a long time.
She heard him say, "Then don't forget me from now on. You must always remember me."
What kind of request is this?
Xie Yanyu responded, and saw that his eyelids were slightly red, as if he was about to cry again.
She found it a little funny. "Why do you say it as if you're going to leave me in the future? You won't leave me, so how could I forget you? You really don't have any other requests?"
Helan Wei pinched her jaw, lowered his head and groped to kiss her.
He thought about letting her stay with him forever.
How could she refuse when asked to repay such a favor?
But he didn't want her to see him getting old and ugly, and he didn't want her to see him in a miserable state. He hoped that she would always have a place for him in her heart, and when she thought of him, she would think of his current appearance, a better-looking one, instead of his disgusting old and ugly appearance.
so.
Maybe he would leave her one day when he began to grow old.
But he was not willing to leave. He would ask someone to tell him news about her and everything about her, but he would never appear in front of her again.
So he didn't respond to her anymore.
He had no other requests, he found, and he was afraid that she would forget him after he left.
So he hoped that she could remember him.
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