Chapter 191: Crying and Reviewing
"……ah?"
These three words appeared for the first time on Pei Xingzhi. Qin Song opened his eyes slightly wide, feeling a little unfamiliar and a little unbelievable about the combination of the self-criticism and Pei Xingzhi.
"Wh-what book?"
Pei Xingzhi lowered his eyes, and his hand holding the letter of apology was shaking for some reason.
"A letter of apology." He repeated in a low voice, "I wrote this letter of apology."
"...Why do you want to write a self-criticism?" Qin Song didn't understand and even wanted to laugh.
Pei Xingzhi adjusted his glasses and looked up at her carefully: "Because I did something wrong."
"For example?" Qin Song asked curiously.
Pei Xingzhi: "There are a lot of examples. Let me read the self-criticism to you."
"...Okay." Qin Song took a pillow and put it behind his waist, trying to sit up straight. "You read it, I'm listening."
"Ahem..." Pei Xingzhi straightened his back and cleared his throat before reading. After making sure his voice was fine, he spoke in a straight line.
"Xiaosong, I'm sorry. I was wrong."
As soon as the first sentence came out of his mouth, the corners of Qin Song's mouth couldn't help but curl up.
This matter was originally very serious, but for some reason, Qin Song just wanted to laugh, and the more he listened, the more he wanted to laugh.
But in order to save Pei Xingzhi's face, she had to hold back her laughter.
Pei Xingzhi was reading the self-criticism he had written with great concentration, and his voice became choked with sobs as he read.
"Xiao Song, before I married you, I had never been in a relationship. I had no experience in love, and I didn't know how to deal with conflicts that arise in the process of love. When I saw that you refused to be honest with me, I just felt very angry, very angry. But I couldn't bear to get angry with you, so I could only hold it in, try not to say anything, and try not to make mistakes."
"But I didn't expect that my cold treatment was the biggest mistake. I didn't mean to ignore you on purpose. I was just afraid that I would say something irrational and hurt you."
"Xiao Song, I'm not as stable as you look. Especially after I fell in love with you, my few remaining stable qualities disappeared in the blink of an eye. I tried to find them many times but couldn't."
"I am increasingly unable to remain calm when it comes to things related to you."
"Hmm..." Qin Song nodded, trying hard to hold back his laughter.
Poor Pei Xingzhi didn't notice anything at all and even cried because of it.
"Xiao Song, I'm really sorry for you. I didn't know when you were wronged, and I didn't know when you were in trouble. For today's clarification live broadcast, you took the trouble to collect evidence by yourself, but I was still angry with you like a fool."
"You, you hinted that you wanted me to accompany you before you left this morning. But I rejected your request because of my bad temper. You went to Jiang Mian's studio to live broadcast alone, faced Qin Sisi alone, and gave birth to a child alone in great pain."
"Giving birth is painful. I heard your screams outside the delivery room. Xiao Song, I'm still scared. I'm scared that I won't be able to see you come out. I'm scared that you'll have an accident... I'm scared that I'll never see you again..."
"I feel like I almost lost you!"
The tears were so thick that they blurred Pei Xingzhi's eyes and made it impossible for him to see clearly what was written in the self-criticism. Although he was making a self-criticism, what he said later had nothing to do with the content of the self-criticism.
"Xiao Song, I really did something wrong. I was so wrong..." He cried as he spoke, like a little kid whose lollipop was snatched away, crying miserably and pitifully.
Qin Song actually felt sorry for him, but his messy and sloppy pitiful appearance was so funny that Qin Song really couldn't help laughing.
"Pfft..." She just raised her hand to cover her mouth, and arrogant laughter flowed out from between her fingers.
Then things got out of control.
"Ha ha ha ha!"
“Hahahahahaha!”
She laughed so hard that her eyes curved into crescents and her whole body was visibly shaking with her laughter.
Pei Xingzhi put down his apology and looked at her aggrievedly. The more she laughed, the more he wanted to cry.
“Wuwuwu…”
Suppressed crying came out from Pei Xingzhi's tightly closed mouth. Pei Xingzhi wanted to stop crying, but he could only raise his hand helplessly to take off his glasses and then cover his eyes.
“Hahahahahaha!”
Qin Song laughed even louder in an instant.
“Wuwuwu…”
Pei Xingzhi cried even louder.
"Why are you crying?" Qin Song tried to suppress his smile and looked at Pei Xingzhi with his bright eyes, "Don't cry, come here quickly."
Pei Xingzhi shook his head, got up from the chair and sat next to Qin Song while crying. Then he suddenly lunged forward and forced his large body into Qin Song's arms.
Qin Song hugged him with his backhand, patted his back and coaxed him: "Okay, don't cry, this is not entirely your fault. If I hadn't insisted on hiding it from you, you wouldn't be angry with me."
"No, it's not..." Pei Xingzhi buried his face in Qin Song's neck, letting the surging tears wet Qin Song's neck, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault...Xiao Song, I will never lose my temper again."
"Okay." Qin Song agreed to whatever he said, "I believe you, please stop crying, okay?"
"Wow, wow, wow..." Pei Xingzhi cried even harder.
Qin Song could sense his fear, and seeing that he couldn't stop crying, he stopped trying to persuade him.
She just held him in her arms and let him cry like a little child.
Until he cried enough and stopped on his own initiative.
"Xiao Song." He held Qin Song's face with both hands, kissed Qin Song's lips hard several times, and then looked into her eyes and assured her.
"There will never be a second time for something like this."
"Okay." Qin Song replied softly, "I believe you and forgive you. Don't cry anymore. You're crying so miserably."
Pei Xingzhi pursed his lips and nodded obediently: "Well, I won't cry anymore. I look ugly when I cry."
"Not ugly." Qin Song touched his face, "Pei Xingzhi is always handsome."
"Xiao Song..." Pei Xingzhi felt uncomfortable because of her praise. He couldn't help but hug her tightly in his arms and rubbed her ear with his cheek unconsciously.
Qin Song leaned against him tenderly and whispered in his ear, "Now that you have finished reading your self-criticism, isn't it time to ask me some questions?"
Pei Xingzhi: "I don't ask, because when I was waiting for you outside the delivery room, Shen Yanhui and your friends explained everything to me. I know your difficulties, and I also understand that you kept it from me to take care of my feelings."
"Thank you, Xiaosong, but... I still hope that you can tell me the first time something like this happens again. I really want to face it with you."
"Okay." Qin Song immediately agreed to him, and then said:
"Pei Xingzhi, now that our problems have been resolved, shouldn't you take a look at your son? You haven't taken a good look at him since he was born."
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