Chapter 102 You Are Really Selfish
Jiang Jibai said this in a calm tone without any emotion.
Gu Moyang didn't know whether she was blaming him or what.
Upon hearing this, his eyes immediately turned red.
He picked up the disposable plate, clenched his hand tightly, and then put it down.
Ji An and Sun Yiran, who were busy chatting, fell silent after hearing this.
Gu Moyang knew that she had had a hard time in the past five years.
"It's different. From now on, I will never let you go through that alone. I will always be with you."
The involvement of this topic made the originally good atmosphere become heavy.
Lin Shanshan and Liu Yanan both heard it.
Back when they were in college, when Jiang Jibai and Gu Moyang were together, the six of them had gotten together before.
Of course, Cheng Lu is also included.
The seven of them had a good relationship at that time.
Because Jiang Jibai and the others broke up, they didn't interact much anymore.
In anger, Lin Shanshan deleted all their WeChat accounts.
It's been many years since they've gotten together.
Because of what happened in the past and because of the gap in time.
Ji An and Sun Yiran looked at each other. They knew why Gu Moyang wanted to break up.
I also know why Gu Moyang had to humble himself so much to get Jiang Jibai back.
From their perspective, they sympathized with Jiang Jibai and Gu Moyang.
Especially Ji An.
Only he knew how difficult it was for Gu Moyang during those years abroad.
At the beginning, Gu Moyang was determined to go abroad to develop his career. When his career was flourishing abroad, he was determined to come back.
Ji An knew who he was doing everything for.
Going abroad to pursue a career is to cross the class barrier and be able to match Jiang Jibai.
Of course, he returned to China because there were people he cared about in the country.
"In fact, Ayang had a very difficult time during those years abroad." Ji An couldn't help but want to say a few words for him.
He knew Gu Moyang well, and he would never say a word even if he was beaten to death.
Gu Moyang interrupted him in a deep voice, "Stop talking, little bastard."
Ji An didn't listen. "Why can't they tell me? There are some things they have the right to know."
Lin Shanshan couldn't bear to watch. "I can guess what you're going to say. His hardship is nothing more than how tiring it is to start a business abroad, how many days he's gone without food, how many days he's gone without sleep. But all of this is his own choice. No one forced him to make this choice. But his choice hurt my baby. His hardship is nothing compared to the suffering he's endured."
Ji An insisted, "Ayang made this choice not for Jiang Jibai? To give her a better life."
Gu Moyang: "Stop talking, little bastard."
Lin Shanshan snorted. "Okay, even if that's the case, did he ask Jibao? Did he ask for her opinion? Why should it end when he says it's over, and start when he says it's starting? And you're using moral blackmail, you know that? After hurting someone so deeply, you turn around and say it's for her own good?! Shouldn't our Jibao still be grateful to him?"
Ji An wanted to say something, but was stopped by Gu Moyang.
Jiang Jibai felt annoyed after hearing this, so she stood up and walked towards the riverbank alone.
Lin Shanshan saw Gu Moyang pick up two chairs and follow him, and wanted to stop him, but was stopped by Ji An.
"Could you please stop interfering in their affairs and let Jiang Jibai make his own decision?"
"Don't make me sound like a third party. I did this because I didn't want Jibao to get hurt. She's already suffering enough."
Ji An didn't stop what he was doing. "What nonsense are you talking about? Ayang would never let Jiang Jibai get hurt even if it meant his own life."
Maybe it was because the man was generous, or maybe it was because the man had a good attitude just now.
Lin Shanshan's opinion of Gu Moyang changed slightly.
She didn't follow him.
Lin Shanshan glanced at the two people on the riverbank. "I can give that bastard a chance to get close to her, but I don't care whether he can seize this opportunity or not. This is the biggest concession I can make."
Ji An and Sun Yiran sat down, "The truth of that matter..."
Lin Shanshan put down her phone. "She doesn't know yet, but I'll find a suitable time to tell her."
"But I tell you, even if Jibao knew the truth, he might not forgive him. Do you know why?"
Ji An and Sun Yiran asked in unison: "Why?"
"Because the reason for the breakup is secondary. No matter what the reason is, as long as he breaks up, it is difficult to be forgiven."
"In Jibao's subconscious, she has been abandoned three times by the people closest to her. The first time was when Gu Moyang broke up with her and abandoned her. The second time was when her mother had a car accident and abandoned her. The third time was when her father remarried and abandoned her."
"In Jibao's eyes, being broken up is the same as being abandoned. Deep down, she feels that she is the one who was abandoned and not chosen."
"These were all told to me by her former therapist, Amanda, and they caused her great psychological trauma."
“People who have been abandoned will question love, doubt love, and not believe in love.”
Ji An and Sun Yiran looked at each other.
Ji An instantly regretted what he had just said.
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Gu Moyang looked at the cold and thin figure standing on the green grass by the riverbank.
Fear struck me again.
He was afraid that she would be like the stream in the river.
I can't catch it no matter how hard I try.
Gu Moyang unfolded the folding chair and placed it behind her. "Have a seat."
Jiang Jibai looked back and sat down.
Gu Moyang also sat down beside her and accompanied her.
There were children playing in the water on both sides of the riverbank, and their innocent and lovely laughter could be heard from time to time.
The spring breeze blew against his face. Jiang Jibai looked at the river. "Ji An said you went abroad for me?"
When the word "going abroad" was mentioned, Gu Moyang's heart sank to the bottom of the river.
"I did it for you, and for myself."
This is the truth.
Jiang Jibai pursed his lips, "That sounds really nice."
"You say you're doing this for my own good, but you never really consider me in every decision you make. You're really selfish, don't you know that?"
Gu Moyang didn't know whether she was blaming him or complaining to him.
"You're right, I'm selfish and stupid."
When Jiang Jibai heard him say these words, his heart tightened and he did not respond.
The atmosphere fell silent again.
Jiang Ji used to talk a lot, and when he was around him, he would chatter like a lively bird, talking endlessly.
But no matter whether it is lively or quiet, as long as she lets me stay by her side, it's fine.
Gu Moyang himself is not a talkative person. He is silent and taciturn most of the time.
I want to tell her some happy things to make her feel better.
But when he thought about it, it seemed that nothing had really made him happy in the past few years.
The word "happiness" was taken away from me on the day I broke up with her.
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