Chapter 58 Forgive Me
The strong smell of alcohol permeated her nose.
Before she could react, Jiang Jibai staggered and was pushed against the wall by him, and the feeling on her back was not as cold as she expected.
A warm hand pressed between her back and the wall.
She looked up and saw Gu Moyang's peach blossom eyes staring at her deeply.
The thought of her sitting with Lu Chang and whispering with laughter just now, and the scene of her drawing a portrait of Lu Chang in the cafe.
Gu Moyang felt sour in his heart.
Jiang Jibai couldn't describe the look in his eyes, but it made her heart tremble.
She frowned: "You..."
The alcohol brought out the sourness in his heart. It was the first time that Gu Moyang looked at her so closely since returning to China.
Her beautiful, clear eyes.
Before, there was only him in these eyes.
For a moment, jealousy and annoyance swallowed up his reason.
Before she could utter a word, she was swallowed up by Gu Moyang's kiss.
Five years, five whole years.
Nearly two thousand days of thinking about him day and night, as well as all his complex and intertwined emotions, were all melted into this kiss.
His kiss was unusually fierce.
Under the influence of alcohol, he knocked her teeth open without any hesitation and plundered her greedily and madly.
The other hand passed through her hair and held the back of her head.
"Jiang Nuannuan..."
She and he had kissed countless times, as simple and frequent as breathing.
Jiang Jibai's mind went blank for a moment, and a switch in his body was turned on. The memories that had been suppressed for a long time and engraved in his body were awakened, and primitive desires took over.
Gu Moyang suddenly opened his eyes, his deep pupils like the cracked surface of an ice lake, gleaming with light.
His heart collapsed, and desire surged out of his heart like a flood. He wanted more.
Gu Moyang's breathing became rapid, and the kiss became deeper and deeper.
In just a moment, Jiang Jibai suddenly realized something, she opened her eyes and pushed him away with all her strength.
Gu Moyang was caught off guard and his tall body was pushed back a few steps by her.
Jiang Jibai curled up her fingers. She felt ashamed and angry. Her long eyelashes trembled slightly and her face flushed red.
"Gu Moyang, you are crazy!"
"I……"
“Bang!”
Jiang Jibai raised his hand and slapped him hard.
With a crisp sound, the tall man in front of him was knocked to the side, and a red mark quickly appeared on his face.
Jiang Jibai's hands were numb from the shock.
Gu Moyang's sharp Adam's apple rolled.
The alcohol in his body dissipated instantly and he realized his inappropriate behavior.
but.
She finally called his name, and his heart softened when he heard these three words coming out of her mouth.
Even scolding him sounds good.
"Jiang Nuannuan, I'm a bastard." His voice was fragmented and had a hoarse ending.
Gu Moyang took a few steps forward and stood in front of her. His head, which had been held high, was now half lowered, and his extremely handsome face looked at her with his eyes cast down.
The slap mark left just now is clearly visible.
Maybe it was because of the warm light above his head, but his eyes were slightly red, and the mole under his right eyelash looked as sad as a tear.
Jiang Jibai felt a surge of pain in his heart.
She frowned, not liking the feeling of pain for him.
Her heart has ached for him too many times.
She didn't know why Gu Moyang was so sad, but she didn't want to be sad for him anymore.
"Let me leave." Jiang Jibai said coldly.
"I'm sorry." Gu Moyang bowed, his voice low and hoarse due to the alcohol, "It was my fault for the Heguang project."
When mentioning the last incident, Jiang Jibai's eyes turned red, she clenched her fingers and pursed her lips.
That incident was a scar she dared not open.
It's not that the incident itself hurt her so much, but——
The culprit and instigator of that incident was the person she once loved the most.
She had treated him with all her heart.
And now, he used the power in his hands to force her to bow her head with the attitude of a superior.
This caused her to be suppressed and ridiculed in the company.
She was forced to resign and could not find a job.
She would indeed leave the company, but not in this way.
"Can you please forgive me?" Gu Moyang bent over, frowning, and said in a breathy voice, "I did something wrong. I'm sorry. Please forgive me, Jiang Nuannuan."
He moved closer to her, his eyes shimmering.
Can you forgive him?
Can you look back at him again?
In a sense, Jiang Jibai cannot be forgiven.
Because forgiveness is too light a measure for the hurt he has caused.
But she will forgive one day because she will not hold a grudge against someone who has nothing to do with her.
"Mo Yang, so you are here."
A female voice broke the delicate atmosphere.
Jiang Jibai looked in the direction of the voice and saw Xu Jiaman walking towards him in high heels, holding a birthday cake in her hands and wearing a funny birthday hat on her head.
She realized that he was here to celebrate Xu Jiaman's birthday.
Celebrating Xu Jiaman’s birthday.
Her heart was inexplicably stabbed.
I was celebrating my lover's birthday with him, and when I got drunk, I ran over to kiss my ex-girlfriend and ask for forgiveness.
He really knows how to play.
Jiang Jibai suddenly felt nauseous with the aftertaste of alcohol in his mouth.
Taking advantage of the moment when Gu Moyang turned his head, Jiang Jibai walked quickly along the wall.
She sarcastically said, "I won't disturb your candlelight dinner."
Xu Jiaman looked at Jiang Jibai leaving with a complicated look in her eyes.
Gu Moyang collapsed completely, like the dead branches and fallen leaves outside in winter, with dejection in his eyes.
Seeing that he looked unhappy, Xu Jiaman handed the cake to him and said, "Try it, it tastes pretty good."
Gu Moyang didn't answer and walked straight past her, stirring up a gust of cold wind.
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Jiang Jibai sat down again and immediately calmed down his fluctuating emotions.
"Why did you take so long? Are you feeling unwell?" Lu Chang looked at her sharply, with a barely perceptible gloom in his eyes.
"No." Jiang Jibai lowered his head, his long eyelashes hiding his thoughts. "Sorry to have kept you waiting."
Xie Kai smiled and said it was okay.
After a good meal.
Xie Kai and Koco suggested going to the movies together, saying that there was a very popular romance movie that had just been released in the cinema.
Jiang Jibai said that she had to go back home to finish her manuscript in the evening and refused.
In fact, she was not in the mood.
Lu Chang looked at her deeply and had no interest in watching the movie.
Xie Kai and the others left ahead of Koco in order to get to the scene.
Before leaving, Xie Kai gave Lu Chang a meaningful look, but Lu Chang pretended not to see it.
As the car was driving on the road, Jiang Jibai clearly felt that his speed was faster than before.
She glanced at Lu Chang, and he didn't talk as much as before.
Looking straight ahead silently, a pair of eyes hidden in the shadows.
Jiang Jibai took the initiative to open the conversation, "I think today's meal is pretty good."
"Yeah?"
Lu Chang tightened his grip on the steering wheel, his smile was faint, and his tone was different from before, but Jiang Jibai didn't hear it.
She repeated, "It's pretty good. Your friend Xie Kai is quite humorous and witty. And Koco, although we don't communicate much, I like her very much."
"So what do you think of me?"
Jiang Jibai was slightly stunned. He didn't expect him to ask this suddenly.
Without hesitation, she said, "It's good."
The car passed through the bleak winter wind. Lu Chang turned a corner and parked the car steadily. The dim street light shone into the car through the windshield, illuminating half of Lu Chang's face as he turned sideways. "Who's better, me or Gu Moyang?"
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