Chapter 65 Let’s End
Jiang Jibai, who was sitting on the bed, froze.
She felt like someone had poured a basin of cold water on her in winter, and her body temperature dropped rapidly, from head to toe, from her skin to her heart.
She turned off the video in a panic, her mind blank. Only the image on the phone just now forced itself into her mind like a TV commercial.
Shown over and over again.
So after Lu Chang was turned away by her last night, he turned around and went to look for his ex-girlfriend Yan Ling.
He said that she was the only one in his heart, but it turned out to be all lies to deceive people.
Jiang Jibai smiled self-deprecatingly.
In order to confirm again that the video was real, Jiang Jibai took the phone, opened it and watched it carefully again.
As an art student, Jiang Jibai is very sensitive to pictures and videos, and she can tell whether a video has been modified.
There is no sign of modification in this video, and it is obvious that both parties were willing to do so.
Lu Chang in the video is completely different from his usual mature and steady appearance.
What about being a virgin, what about being a humble senior, but it's all pretense.
Jiang Jibai turned off the video and didn't want to watch it anymore.
Lu Chang hasn't contacted her yet, and Jiang Jibai hasn't taken the initiative to look for him either.
As time passed, except for the huge ups and downs when Jiang Jibai first saw the video, she felt that it was nothing after calming down.
I don’t have to worry about the future with Lu Chang, I don’t have to worry about Duandian being sent away, I don’t have to accommodate his feelings, and I don’t have to endure the guilt of rejecting his physical needs.
Actually it’s not bad.
Life goes on as usual, and cats are petted as usual.
No matter what Yan Ling's purpose was, whether it was to snatch him away from her or to assert her sovereignty, Jiang Jibai had to thank her for letting her see Lu Chang's true face.
A man who can't control his lower body will never be able to control himself.
It’s better to not be able to control it now than not be able to control it after you get married.
Jiang Jibai felt even more ridiculous when he thought that he had actually considered the future with him.
Jiang Jibai told her best friends about this.
Lu Chang was undoubtedly attacked by everyone.
[Beautiful Girl Teases the Lion]: It turns out to be just a beast in human skin.
[Beautiful Girl Teasing the Lion]: I immediately threw away the thing he gave me. It’s bad luck!
[Sweet Wine Dew]: Put your hands together/expression, thanking him for not marrying Jibao.
Lin Shanshan cursed the most harshly, and Jiang Jibai was also implicated, saying that she had a physique that attracted scumbag men.
There are quite a few peach blossoms, but they are all rotten and unbearable to look at.
Jiang Jibai retorted to Lin Shanshan, saying that her best friend who was eager to get married almost pushed her into the fire pit.
Lin Shanshan kept silent, saying that one can only know a person's face but not his heart.
[Beautiful Girl Dou Shi]: Thank you Jibao for helping me to get rid of my enchantment towards men once again.
【Bai You Bai】：……
Jiang Jibai lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling. She didn't know why her love life was so bumpy.
After eating something casually, Jiang Jibai prepared to go out to work part-time at a convenience store.
Before she went out, she received a message on her phone from Lu Chang.
[Lu Chang]: Let me explain.
It seems he saw the video too.
Jiang Jibai pressed the screen-off button, put the phone in his pocket, and read the message without replying.
But she didn't expect that Lu Chang knew her itinerary very well. Jiang Jibai brought the garbage from home and threw it into the trash can downstairs. When she walked out of the community, she saw the two white Audis parked at the door.
As soon as he arrived, Lu Chang got out of the driver's seat, looking tired.
Jiang Jibai watched him walk towards him without saying a word.
"Why don't you reply to my message?" Lu Chang strode towards her, exhaling white air from his mouth and nose.
Jiang Jibai still didn't say anything, his face calm.
Even if she could scold herself or beat herself, her dead silence and indifference towards everything made Lu Chang feel uneasy.
"Things are not what you think. Can you let me explain it to you?" Lu Chang explained, his anxious and flustered voice being blown into a faint light by the cold wind.
"It was Yan Ling who seduced me while I was drunk. I drank a little and mistook her for you. You are the only one in my heart. Believe me."
Jiang Jibai's mind flashed with the scene of him and Yan Ling entangled. He had been in the upper hand throughout the whole process, not to mention that this was a matter of mutual consent!
"Enough!" Jiang Jibai scolded coldly, "Stop making excuses for your mistakes, Lu Chang. Your image in my heart has been ruined. Maybe you are not a perfect person, but you can't even be loyal to each other. There is no possibility between us anymore."
Jiang Jibai faced him, his words resonating, "Because that crack will exist forever."
Because she didn't satisfy his physical needs, he turned around and looked for other women.
This time it was Yan Ling, next time it might be Li Ling, Xu Ling, Huang Ling...
In Jiang Jibai's heart, they will never be together again.
In her eyes, Lu Chang's behavior was a death sentence.
In short, she could neither forgive nor accept it.
Lu Chang clenched his hanging hands, his eyes suddenly became sharp, and the darkness that could not be suppressed in his eyes was illuminated by the cold light.
"Yes, I slept with her, but ask yourself, Jiang Jibai, are you loyal to me? You secretly ran away to kiss your ex behind my back! Did you think about your loyalty to me when you kissed him? You were very happy, right? Was your heart beating for him from beginning to end? Is this what you call loyalty?!"
In the cold wind, Jiang Jibai's legs trembled and he almost fell down. The familiar feeling of suffocation came over him.
Here it is again.
"I gave you time." Lu Chang's deep gaze gripped her. His eyes were like the deep sea, seemingly calm at first glance, but actually terrifying. "I've waited for you for nine whole years! I've waited for you to move on from the past, and now I've finally waited for this day. I can forgive you, forgive you for everything that happened before, and please forgive me too, okay? Just this once, I swear, only this once."
Jiang Jibai's eyes were cold, and the cold wind blew her hair. "Don't use the kiss to control me. I did kiss you, so what? You keep bringing up the past just to control me, don't you?"
"I didn't. I just couldn't bear it. I love you too much and care about you too much."
"Heh." Jiang Jibai sneered.
Love her?
Is this really love?
Lu Chang's voice was hoarse and his lips trembled in the cold wind as he pleaded in a low voice.
"Please forgive me, I swear it will never happen again."
Jiang Jibai put her hands in her coat, her hair blown by the wind. She said calmly, "Let's end it, Lu Chang."
A few words fell into his ears with the cold wind. Lu Chang's pupils suddenly shrank, and his eyes were as gloomy as this cold winter day without the sun.
His gloomy eyes followed Jiang Jibai, "Who would still like you if you left me? Do you think you are still the same Jiang Jibai?! Only I can tolerate you infinitely, only I don't care about your psychological defects!"
He emphasized the last few words, "Don't forget, you are sick. You are a sick person!"
Lu Chang's face was grim. Since he couldn't get it, he might as well destroy it.
Jiang Jibai paused, and at the same time she felt a suffocating feeling as if her heart was being strangled by a hand, which was getting tighter and tighter. Her body began to tremble uncontrollably and she bent forward.
Lu Chang turned a blind eye, turned around and drove away indifferently.
As the car roared away from the road, her vision began to blur, a brief roar appeared in her ears, and her heart beat so fast that it was suffocating.
She fell to the cold concrete floor, her heart pounding so much that she felt like she was dying.
medicine……
I carry medicine with me for fear of a sudden illness.
Jiang Jibai desperately searched his bag with the little remaining sanity he had.
Feeling the pill, she peeled it open with great effort and poured it all into her mouth.
She swallowed the medicine carelessly, and Jiang Jibai took deep breaths to ease the discomfort in his chest.
After a long time, she slowly recovered.
Warm liquid flowed out, and the cold wind blew against her clammy cheeks.
Jiang Jibai slowly stood up and walked towards the convenience store.
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