Chapter 96 I owed her too much in the past
"You said that, not me."
After a burst of ecstasy.
Ji An stared at Gu Moyang closely, not with his usual playful smile, he said in a serious expression.
"Have you really thought it through?"
Gu Moyang raised his eyes in deep thought, "Are you afraid that I will regret it?"
Ji An: "You know that's not what I meant."
Is he really willing to give up half of the kingdom he fought for with his life?
"I've thought about it." Gu Moyang tapped the table with his long fingers. "I owed her too much in the past. I need to spend more time and energy on her."
Doing everything he could to make it up to her.
In the days to come, work will not be the top priority.
Her joys and sorrows come first, and the rest of my life will only be lived for her.
Ji An didn't want to delve into it too much. He only knew that the sick Jiang Jibai was even more lethal to Gu Moyang.
"You want to get her back?"
Gu Moyang said "hmm". "Of course."
He not only wants to win her back, but also wants to give her the best life.
He didn't have the ability before, but now it's different. He has the ability to give her the best life.
Ji An said in a teasing tone: "Will you chase her? Our President Gu has never chased anyone before."
Not knowing what he was thinking about, Gu Moyang smiled, the corners of his mouth curved up, and a dim light rippled in his eyes.
"Of course."
Many years ago, someone taught him for a whole year.
She was a good lover, and she had given him a full and grand love.
Now he wanted to return to her a hundredfold what she had given him.
"Let me tell you one more thing." Ji An looked at him a little nervously.
"What's up?"
"I was the one who told Lin Shanshan the truth."
Gu Moyang raised his eyes and stared at him for a few seconds.
"It's not a bad thing for Lin Shanshan and the others to know. As Jiang Jibai's best friends, they know their limits, so don't worry. But I feel like Lin Shanshan's attitude towards you is still very bad after knowing the truth."
Ji An shook his head helplessly.
He could understand it. After all, putting aside all external factors, the bottom line was that he retreated and wavered at that time.
After Ji An left, Gu Moyang took a shower and changed his clothes in the office room.
Wu Qian knocked on the door and entered, preparing to deal with the urgent matters that had accumulated over the past few days.
"Mr. Gu, the psychotherapist you asked me to consult a few days ago is here."
Gu Moyang put down the documents in his hand and looked up, "Ask her in."
Wu Qian glanced suspiciously at the person in the boss chair.
Could it be that their boss really needs psychological treatment?
He moved his lips but didn't ask.
But he was secretly worried. He had been following Gu Moyang since he was abroad, and he had seen his boss's spirit over the years.
His mental state, which is under high pressure all the time, is indeed not very healthy.
"Okay, Mr. Gu."
A moment after Wu Qian left, a smart and capable woman in a khaki suit came in.
Gu Moyang looked at her with sharp eyes.
The woman in front of me looks relatively young, around thirty years old. Does she really have the qualifications in this field at such a young age?
The woman saw the doubt in the handsome man in front of her and introduced herself: "My name is Shi Ran. I'm a psychotherapist. I just returned from further studies abroad this year."
Gu Moyang nodded, motioned her to sit on the sofa first, then stood up and went to the bar to pour her a cup of tea.
"Thank you." Shi Ran took the teacup and said, "Mr. Gu, I've heard a lot about you. When I met you today, I didn't expect you to be even more handsome in person than in the photo."
Gu Moyang thought she was complimenting him and did not respond. "How many patients of this type have you come into contact with, Ms. Shi?"
Shi Ran could see that he didn't trust him very much. A man in his position would inevitably be cautious and suspicious.
But she was a little curious about this man.
As a psychotherapist, it is inevitable to want to explore the secrets behind people.
Especially when she saw Gu Moyang for the first time just now, she saw a lot of things in his eyes.
There is the loneliness of being in a high position, and the deep and unshakable sadness in the eyes.
"I haven't counted them specifically, but they're definitely quite a lot. Mr. Gu should know that if you doubt someone, don't employ him; if you employ someone, don't doubt him. If you can't establish the most basic trust in me, our treatment won't be able to proceed."
"Even if you don't believe me, you should believe Special Assistant Wu." Shi Ran said.
It's not that he didn't trust the young female psychotherapist, but when it came to Jiang Jibai's matter, he instinctively thought more about it.
Wu Qian was indeed reliable, so Gu Moyang didn't investigate further.
Seeing that he didn't ask any more questions, Shi Ran said, "Then let's get started."
Gu Moyang sat on the sofa, one hand on his knee and the other supporting his temples.
A trace of sadness flashed in his eyes. "I'm not looking for psychotherapy. I called you here today mainly to consult about post-traumatic stress."
Post-traumatic stress disorder?
Shi Ran was a little surprised, and she could hear strong guilt and self-blame in his tone. She asked, "If it's not you, then who is it? Mr. Gu, what is your relationship with that patient?"
Seeing the confusion on his face, Shi Ran explained: "If you are someone related to Mr. Gu, I need to know all your past and all the details of everything, so that I can give you the answer you want."
Gu Moyang raised his eyes and glanced at Shi Ran in front of him, with a deeper sense of guilt emerging in his eyes.
"It's my ex-girlfriend."
The one he loves the most.
The one who owes the most.
The person with the most guilty conscience.
Shi Ran raised his eyebrows.
It turns out that this big shot in the financial circle has such a love experience.
Gu Moyang confided to Shi Ran all about his experiences with Jiang Jibai in college and their interactions after he returned to China.
Shi Ran saw that he looked painful and confused.
After hearing this, Shi Ran couldn't help but sigh. Jiang Jibai was indeed the person who was hurt the most in the whole incident.
As a woman, she could understand and even empathize with Jiang Jibai's despair after the series of events that happened.
In his description, Jiang Jibai was a very beautiful girl, but she was tortured into a state that even she hated.
Shi Ran's gaze towards Gu Mo Yang also turned cold.
Everyone in it has caused her a lot of harm in some way under the banner of love.
Her mother Jiang Xiaolan took it upon herself to separate Gu Moyang and her daughter, and later died.
What Lu Chang felt for her was not love, but an almost pathological control and possession.
Gu Moyang's breakup that year was actually an escape from his shattered self-esteem when faced with the class gap.
As an objective bystander, Gu Moyang actually has a lot to bear.
From what he just said, it can be heard that his mental state is not 100% healthy either.
For example, that night when he sent Jiang Jibai home after he was almost raped, Jiang Jibai's cries stimulated a trauma in his heart that had been covered up by time for a long time, and he also had a stress response.
Shi Ran guessed that it might be caused by a similar experience he had in his childhood.
Shi Ran calmed down and said, "I understand what you've said, but I want to tell you first that it's not easy to completely resolve Jiang Jibai's emotional issues. It might take five years, ten years, or even longer. Mr. Gu, please be mentally prepared."
Gu Moyang nodded: "I know, I have plenty of time."
He loves her no matter what she is.
He wanted to help her get over it because he didn't want to see her suffer from the things in the past again.
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