133. Chapter 133 If Xu Jinning didn’t exist, she wouldn’t exist either



The home in her dreams is many times more luxurious, beautiful and upscale than her current home in the city.

In the dream, she seemed to have remarried with her mother, and her stepfather had a biological daughter. Moreover, the girl's name was Xu Jinning, exactly the same name as the girl who was driven back to the countryside by her parents.

But, the name is the same, but the life is different.

In the dream, when she first entered that house, she looked up to Xu Jinning.

Be it her pretty face, her cold, arrogant temperament, or the extraordinary wealth and gorgeous clothes her father gave her... everything about her is beyond reach, and makes people jealous, wishing they could snatch everything she has from her.

In fact, in the dream, she joined forces with her mother to snatch everything away, bit by bit, slowly.

In order to vent her resentment and jealousy towards Xu Jinning, she even went to a novel website and wrote a novel.

He has written several books, one of which is a novel with Lin Wangshu as the heroine and Xu Jinning as the cannon fodder female supporting role.

She felt happy when she saw her smooth development in the book, with money, wealth, status, and men, while Xu Jinning had been schemed against and abused since birth, with no one loving her and even dying of depression in the end.

After waking up, Lin Wangshu sat on the bed, recalling the contents of the dream for a long time and unable to come back to his senses.

At the beginning, Lin Wangshu didn’t take it seriously, but after he had the same dream again and again, the dreams were continuous, so Lin Wangshu had to pay attention to it.

There was even a moment when she felt that she was Lin Wangshu and Xu Jinwen.

She felt that this dream might be a gift from God to remind her.

But no matter what the scene is in the dream.

Every time she woke up from a dream, she cared more about Xu Jinning.

There was even a voice in the dark telling her that in this world, only one of her and Xu Jinning could exist, and that she and Xu Jinning were opposites.

If she wanted to live a good life, Xu Jinning must live a bad life, or even die.

If Xu Jinning was doing well, then she must not be doing well.

Therefore, for her own sake, Xu Jinning must not be well. Only she can exist in this world.

She did not allow anyone to care about Xu Jinning. Xu Jinning had to live with his original fate, with no one loving him, no one caring about him, and eventually dying of depression.

Originally, fate was supposed to develop like this.

But the letter Ye Meizi gave her made her feel uneasy. She felt that Xu Jinning seemed to be taking away things that originally belonged to her bit by bit. This cannon fodder was unwilling to follow her predetermined fate.

So, she had to go back and take a look.

Xu Jinning, who has emerged, must be suppressed again.

Those things that belonged to her, whether they were people or things, were not allowed to be taken away by Xu Jinning! Not at all! Sitting on the train, Lin Wangshu looked at the scenery outside the window, and a fierce look flashed across his eyes.

It was midnight again and Xu Jinning was dreaming.

After such a long time, she dreamed of Xu Jinning again.

Well, Xu Jinning belongs to this world.

However, when she saw the original owner this time, she felt guilty and at a loss.

And the original owner just looked at her quietly without saying anything.

Finally, Xu Jinning couldn't bear it anymore, stepped forward hesitantly, lowered his head, and said, "I'm sorry."

The original owner was a little confused, blinking a pair of clear eyes and looking at her, "Why do you want to say sorry to me?"

Xu Jinning raised his head and said, "I stole your happiness. Originally, enjoying the love of your family belonged to you. This body and the future were also yours. But I... I was like a thief and stole the happiness that originally belonged to you."

"If, if you want it, otherwise, you should come back and take it."

But the little bit of conscience in his heart prevented Xu Jinning from being a thief with peace of mind.

Therefore, no matter how reluctant she was, she still wanted to return the family's care and love to the original owner.

In particular, the original owner lived such a miserable life during those fifteen years. During those fifteen years, the original owner did not enjoy any warmth or love.

For the original owner, those fifteen years were nothing but loneliness and hard work day and night.

She felt that the original owner also desired the same thing, and that this originally belonged to the original owner.

So, it is only right for her to go back now.

Originally, before making this decision, Xu Jinning was very conflicted, but now that he had made the decision, he was greatly relieved.

Because, no matter whether Xu Jinning is loved by someone or not, Xu Jinning has always lived an upright life. It was like this before, and it should be like this now and in the future.

After Xu Jinning finished speaking, the original owner held her chin with both hands and looked at her for a long time.

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Xu Jinning felt uncomfortable seeing this.

Only then did the original owner slowly sigh and say, "No need to give it back to me."

"But……"

"It originally belonged to you."

"Ah?" Xu Jinning was completely stunned.

What does it mean, that originally belonged to me? "Do you know why I exist?" the original owner asked.

"In fact, I exist because of you. If you don't exist, I won't exist either."

"You can also say that you are me and I am you."

"So, there is no distinction between you and me. The Xu family is my family, and they are also your family."

"They care about me and love me. I am you and you are me."

"We are both called Xu Jinning. We are one and the same."

Through the original owner's narration, Xu Jinning slowly understood the meaning of her words.

This world is a created world, and the original owner was also created.

The reason why she was created was because of Xu Jinning's existence.

Or it can be said that her current existence is due to the soul given by Xu Jinning.

If Xu Jinning didn't exist, she wouldn't exist either.

So, there is no distinction between you and me between them, there is no such thing as belonging to you and not to me, I think, they are originally one person.

"Actually, I should have told you this when I first saw you in my dream."

"It's just been restricted, and I couldn't say it until now."

"Ningning, don't be afraid, and don't feel sorry for me. Just enjoy the love of your family. In fact, what you don't know is that I can feel your emotions and your happiness."

"I am you, so I can sense your emotions, your joys and sorrows."

“So, feel free to love and enjoy love.”

"Ningning, we must enjoy happiness and love. We are worthy of being loved."

Today's update is over. I wish you all a happy New Year's Day. May you all be healthy, safe and happy in the new year~


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