But she can guarantee that now that she knows Wei Rou's true face, she will never do that again.

Without thinking too much, Xu Fanghua picked up her pen and wrote a letter to Song Yi. In the letter, she said that she had been writing to him for the past three years, but because she trusted the wrong friend and was stupid, the letter was torn up before it was sent. She only found out about it today.

However, Xu Fanghua was not sure whether Song Yi had written to her.

Was it that he didn't write it, or was it as Xu Jinning said, that all of Song Yi's letters over the past three years were taken away by Wei Rou in his name?

She can ask about this when she goes to mail the letter tomorrow, and then find a chance to go to Wei Rou's house to look for her.

However, she told Song Yi about this guess in the letter.

She said she hadn't received any letters from him in the past three years, and that the letters might have been taken away by that friend in his name. She would verify it later.

At the end of the letter, she asked Song Yi when he would come back, or would he come back in the future? She was already 19 years old, and at this age when most girls get married at 15 or 16, she was almost an old maid.

If Song Yi didn't respond again, she might not be able to wait any longer.

At the end of the letter, Xu Fanghua said that she would wait another 4 months because she would be 20 years old in 4 months.

If Song Yi had not responded before then, she would go to meet him and then get married.

Xu Fanghua likes Song Yi, but this relationship without the ability to meet and without his companionship has lasted for more than three years. She is not the kind of person who is infatuated to death. On the contrary, she is very rational and will not choose to hang herself on a tree.

If Song Yi really fell in love with another girl as Wei Rou said, she would choose to let go and not get entangled.

After finishing the letter, Xu Fanghua sighed with deep melancholy, looked at the candle on the table, supported his chin, and fell into deep thought.

The candlelight flickered, and the appearance of an old friend could be vaguely seen. -Xu Jinning, who was in another room, was dreaming at this time.

Or rather, it doesn't feel like a dream.

In her dream, she saw a face that was almost exactly like her own, or rather, she saw the original owner.

It was through this dream that Xu Jinning understood the reason why he traveled through time.

It turned out that she was pulled here by the original owner.

And the relationship between the original owner and her, in the past life and this life.

Not only is the world where the original owner lives in a past life made up of a book, its name is "The Real Daughter of the Group's Pet", and the heroine is Xu Fangfang, now renamed Lin Wangshu. Even the world where Xu Jinning lives in modern times is also made up of a book. She is also a cannon fodder without her own thoughts and is forced to set the plot. The heroine of that book is her stepsister, Xu Jinwen, and she is just a vicious cannon fodder to pave the way for her stepsister.

In this book, what is presented to others is not that she was killed by her stepsister, but that she tried to push her stepsister down the stairs and accidentally fell down herself.

Everyone who knew about this said that she got what she deserved, but the heroine, Xu Jinwen, will always represent truth, goodness and beauty.

And in this 80s world.

The original owner and the Xu family were cannon fodder, too. They were set up to be NPCs with reduced intelligence and even tragic endings in order to pave the way for the heroine Lin Wangshu.

The original owner regained consciousness when he died for the first time.

Yes, the first time she died, the original owner discovered that she was reborn three years ago after her death, when she just returned to the Qinghe Production Team, and then the plot repeated itself.

The original owner, who had awakened her consciousness, tried desperately to change, but no matter how she changed, the Xu family and other cannon fodder in this world still failed to awaken and continued to follow their predetermined plot. The original owner also died three years later.

But after death she was reborn, and she continued to change, but nothing changed.

This world is trapped in a cycle, an irreversible cycle.

She is the only one who has awakened.

After countless cycles, one can imagine how devastated and desperate the original owner was.

By the end, she was numb and almost going crazy.

A few days later, she somehow suddenly saw Xu Jinning, another her, being murdered in modern times.

"I can feel that only you can wake them up."

"From the moment you enter this world, this world will no longer cycle."

"This world will be your world from now on."

"Xu Jinning, live well. In fact, the Xu family, your parents, brothers and sisters, they are all fine."

"Even though you don't say it, I know that you, like me, long for the love and companionship of your family."

"Wake them up, and you'll have a family. Then, with my share, we can live well and happily together."

"Xu Jinning, if you want to be happy, please also be happy for me if possible."

"You don't need to worry about the modern world. Good deeds will be rewarded and evil deeds will be punished. The evildoers will get the retribution they deserve."

"Xu Jinning, I'm sorry for pulling you over here. Thank you for helping me get rid of it."

"You must be happy."

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After saying this, the original owner disappeared in front of Xu Jinning with tears and a smile.

Xu Jinning, who was lying on the bed, suddenly opened his eyes.

She turned around, looked at the bright moon outside the window, and thought about the dream she had just had.

Maybe that wasn't a dream either.

It turns out that not only this world, but even the world she lives in is controlled by the plot, and she is also a mindless cannon fodder.

It was not until she was pulled into this world by her original owner, that is, her previous life, that she developed her own thoughts.

In fact, Xu Jinning didn't blame the original owner for pulling her over.

Because instead of living without thoughts and in a daze, it is better to come to this era and live with your own thoughts.

She wanted to be a human being, a person with flesh and blood, feelings and thoughts, rather than a tool without her own thoughts.

The original owner and she had a relationship from past life and present life.

But Xu Jinning had to admit that she lived a much better life than the original master. After all, how many people could be trapped in such an irreversible vicious circle without collapsing in despair?

She understood the original owner.

From the original owner's condition, she could indeed see that dissipation was the best way of relief for the original owner.

Moreover, Xu Jinning still remembered what the original owner said.

The original owner said that after she was pulled into this world, the cannon fodder of this world could be awakened.

In other words, the Xu family members who were originally controlled by the plot can be awakened by her and thus awaken their personal consciousness.

So, can she have expectations?

Does she also have hope of getting the love and companionship of her family?

Although Xu Jinning never admitted it, he felt that he could live well on his own and did not need the company and love of his family.

But she is a human being, a social person. Who doesn't desire love and companionship?

She was just being stubborn. She was just hurt by her modern parents and family and no longer dared to hold out hope.

(End of this chapter)