In modern times, her mother never took care of her after giving birth to her. Later, her mother divorced, remarried, and had more children. Her mother only remembered her subsequent children and treated them as her mother. She did not remember that she had an older daughter named Xu Jinning.

But her father did not give her money, material things, love and companionship.

The reason why he gave her the property and the company was simply because she was his only bloodline.

Xu Jinning knew that his father had been trying to have a second child and a son over the years. In addition to his stepmother, he also had other lovers. He tried not only normal childbirth, but also test tube fertilization, but all failed.

Xu Jinning knew clearly that if her father really had a son, then she, Xu Jinning, would still be the abandoned pawn.

Xu Jinning is an optimist and has a strong sense of insensitivity.

But how can a child who comes from a bad family and an unhappy childhood be born optimistic? She used to be a sensitive, insecure child who longed for companionship.

But her desire was not accepted, and all she got in return for her efforts was hurt. The people she cared about didn't care about her and even abandoned her.

The more hurt you've been through, the more numb you become.

The tears you have shed too many times will never come back.

So, Xu Jinning slowly learned not to care, not to worry, and not to have expectations. As long as he didn't care, he wouldn't force it, and gains and losses wouldn't matter. As long as he didn't have expectations, there would be no disappointment or hurt.

She warned herself like this and did just that.

Gradually, she became indifferent and no longer cared about many people and relationships.

Gradually, she began to become cheerful every day. No matter what happened or what kind of environment she was in, she could take things as they came, take gains and losses lightly, and then do what she wanted and accept the arrangements of fate calmly.

She went from being a sensitive child with easily fluctuating emotions to being sensible and emotionally stable.

But people are not robots, how can we always be emotionally stable? We just need to learn to control it and learn not to care so much.

So, even when faced with the situation of time travel, she was only confused and bewildered at first, but she soon accepted it, without complaining at all, and without worrying about why.

However, a tear quietly slipped down from the corner of my eye.

Xu Jinning reached out and wiped away his tears.

Thinking about the changes in the Xu family over the past two days, Xu Jinning felt that the Xu family, such as Xu Aiguo, Zhang Ailian, Xu Xiangdong, and Xu Fanghua, were awakening because they did things that were completely different from the plot.

But how were they awakened by her?

Xu Jinning still didn't know what this opportunity was.

However, now that she knew that this could be changed, perhaps she should make some changes.

Let’s try it first.

Put yourself in their shoes. If the Xu family really wakes up and gives her love and companionship, she will give back.

At this moment, Xu Jinning was like a little squirrel looking out of a cave, sticking out his little feet, looking around nervously with anticipation.

If she really encounters love and care, she will step out of her comfort zone and let down her defenses.

But if not, then the little foot that has been stretched out will be retracted in an instant, and then the door of the heart that has been opened a crack will be closed heavily, and from then on the door will not be opened no matter who knocks.

Perhaps, this is what a child who has been hurt and has been hurt to the point of numbness is like. -The next day, Xu Aiguo, Zhang Ailian, Xu Fanghua, and Xu Xiangdong could clearly feel that Xu Jinning's attitude towards them seemed to have changed.

In fact, they are all people who are very sensitive to people's emotions. Before today, they recalled Xu Jinning's attitude towards them. It seemed that he responded to every word and took action on everything, but his emotions were relatively indifferent, as if their existence was dispensable.

This attitude made them feel sad, but they also knew that it was their previous bad attitude that caused the little girl to be disappointed in them.

They could clearly feel that the little girl was a little more enthusiastic towards them, although it was only a little, but it was enough.

This shows that their efforts to make up for it are still useful.

Then I will work harder in the future. -Xu Fanghua still needs to go to the commune primary school for class today.

Because she is a temporary worker, her class schedule is not fixed. She will go to whichever class is short of a teacher.

The commune primary school and the county town are not in the same direction, but in opposite directions. This is why Xu Fanghua asked Wei Rou to help send the letter.

The journey is indeed quite far.

Fortunately, she only needed to go to class in the afternoon today, so she had more than enough time to go to the county town in the morning.

So after breakfast, she sat in the back seat of her father Xu Aiguo's car and went to the county town together.

When they arrived at the county town, her father first drove her to the post office before riding his bicycle to the textile factory.

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There were quite a few people in the post office in the morning. These days, if you wanted to contact someone, you could either make a phone call or send a telegram or write a letter.

But both telephone calls and telegrams are too expensive, and ordinary people would not use them unless they have urgent matters.

The most common way is to write a letter.

Xu Fanghua wanted to call or telegram Song Yi, but unfortunately she didn't know the phone number to contact Song Yi.

The reason why she knew Song Yi's address was that Song Yi was recruited to be a military doctor. Before leaving, Song Yi specifically asked for the address for her.

After that, she never received any letters from Song Yi again, or rather, all her letters were taken by Wei Rou, so she didn't even know Song Yi's phone number, and naturally had no way to contact him.

But Xu Fanghua believed that if Song Yi really wrote to her, he would definitely tell her his phone number.

This is also the reason why Xu Fanghua did not break up with Wei Rou for the time being and planned to find an opportunity to get the letter back from Wei Rou first.

She wanted Song Yi's phone number.

If the relationship had fallen out when Wei Rou tore up the letters, she would definitely not admit that she had taken the letters. She might even burn the letters afterwards to destroy the evidence.

So, Xu Fanghua has to wait.

This was not the first time Xu Fanghua had stepped into the post office in the past three years. Although she had not come to mail letters before, she did come to ask in the first few months whether there was any letter from Song Yi.

But the answer was always no.

She was disappointed again and again, and coupled with Wei Rou's provocative words, she never came to the post office again.

When Wei Rou helped her mail a letter, she asked Wei Rou to help ask if there was a letter from Song Yi, but the answer was always no.

Over time, Xu Fanghua believed Wei Rou's words and began to wonder if Song Yi had forgotten their agreement and really fell in love with the beautiful girl in the art troupe.

While he was thinking, the person in front had already left. Xu Fanghua hurried forward and said, "Hello, comrade, I'm sending a letter."

"good."

(End of this chapter)