"But if I go abroad to study, we will have to separate. The counselor said that this separation will last for three years at the shortest and five years at the longest."

Song Yi held Xu Fanghua's hand tightly. "Fanghua, I managed to get through those three years before, but we were still in China at that time. Now, if I go abroad to study, how do you want me to spend those three to five years alone abroad?"

The pain of being separated from his lover was like being eaten by insects day and night, a bone-eating pain that Song Yi was unwilling to endure any longer.

"I know, Yi, I don't want to be separated from you either."

"Ayi, I know you love me very much, even more than yourself, but Ayi, love is not life, or the whole of life."

“When love becomes everything in life, it is undoubtedly a dangerous thing.”

“It’s easy for people to become paranoid.”

"Ayi, I love you. As your wife, I hope your life is not just about me. I hope your life will be enriched. In addition to having me as your wife, you will also have family and a career that you love and are pursuing."

"Ayi, I don't want to see you give up so much for me."

"That would make me sad."

"I am the only one in your heart and eyes. Of course I am happy."

"But I hope your life can be more wonderful and meaningful. I also like you who are shining in the medical field, in the career you love, and saving lives."

"Ayi, do you understand what I mean?"

There is only one thing Xu Fanghua wants to express, that is, no matter when, do not regard love, family, or something or a certain person as the whole of your life.

That would undoubtedly be terrible.

What if this person is not here, or something happens to him, or he encounters other misfortunes.

Then, wouldn't the faith of the person who regards her as his life collapse, and even his life would completely lose its meaning? He might even not have the courage to live.

Xu Fanghua knew that perhaps it was the three years of separation and lack of contact that made Song Yi feel insecure and start to value her above everything else.

At the beginning, Song Yi only had her in his eyes and heart, so she was naturally happy.

But gradually, she felt that life shouldn't be like this.

Xu Fanghua loves Song Yi, so she doesn't want to see Song Yi like this.

She hopes that Song Yi's life will be rich and wonderful, so that when he is old and looks back on his life, he will be able to see that he not only has her as his lifelong lover, but also has achieved success in the career he loves.

Of course Xu Fanghua was reluctant to be separated from Song Yi.

Three or five years, in a foreign country.

That was undoubtedly painful.

In fact, she also wanted to selfishly follow Song Yi's ideas and keep him.

But what about staying?

She knew that Song Yi's future achievement might be to be a doctor in a city hospital.

She's not saying this is bad.

But she felt that Song Yi shouldn't be like this.

He is not an ordinary person, and his future should be full of greater achievements.

Therefore, no matter how reluctant she was, she had to choose to let go temporarily this time.

Song Yi thought carefully about Xu Fanghua's words. As he thought, his eyes turned red and tears fell.

Song Yi doesn't like to cry.

He rarely cried in front of Xu Fanghua.

But this time…

He couldn't help it.

When he thought about it carefully, he knew that Fanghua was doing this for his own good and was completely thinking about him.

He was moved by Fanghua's plan for him.

At the same time, I also feel that I am indeed not as advanced as Xu Fanghua in terms of ideological level.

Xu Fanghua walked forward and hugged Song Yi directly.

Song Yi was sitting with his arms around Xu Fanghua's waist and his face buried in her arms.

Xu Fanghua's hand gently patted his back, comforting him.

Neither of them spoke.

The only sound in the room was Song Yi's silent crying.

After a while, Song Yi finally calmed down.

"Okay, Fanghua, I promise you, I will go study abroad."

"Well, okay." Xu Fanghua touched Song Yi's head. Where the latter couldn't see, her eyes had already turned red.

How could Xu Fanghua completely bear to make this decision?

She also can't bear to leave her lover.

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"Ayi, I really like what Ningning said before, which is - separation is for a better reunion."

"And even if we go abroad and can't make phone calls, we can still write letters."

"Ayi, as long as our love is still there, time and space are not a problem."

Song Yi raised his head, looking a little aggrieved, "Aren't you afraid that I will fall in love with some foreign woman when I am abroad? People say that girls in China with blonde hair and blue eyes are very beautiful, aren't you afraid..."

Xu Fanghua covered her face and laughed, "Of course I'm not afraid."

"I'm such a good person, how can my Ayi look down on others?"

"My son Ayi is a student studying abroad at public expense. He must have studied hard when he went abroad. When the time comes, he will return home with valuable knowledge and wealth to benefit the country and the people."

Song Yi: That’s true.

After going abroad, without Fanghua by his side, he was alone and the only thing he could do was to study and study again.

Try to learn the knowledge as quickly as possible, or learn more, and strive to return home earlier.

In fact, what he said just now was just a joke.

He will definitely be able to stick to his original intention.

But he was afraid that some young boy would show off in front of Fanghua.

When Fanghua first came to Beijing University, many male classmates confessed their love to her.

Even though Fanghua said she was married, they didn't give up.

In the end, he personally stood beside Fanghua, and those people calmed down.

But he knew that some people only restrained their behavior, but were still thinking about taking action when they got the chance.

So, he grabbed the corner of Xu Fanghua's clothes and said, "Fanghua, I'm going abroad. You can't accept those young people, otherwise I will be sad."

Xu Fanghua didn't expect that Song Yi would actually worry about this, and she felt a little amused.

"Song Yi, what are you thinking? I am a married woman, and I will not do anything that goes against morality."

"So, don't let your imagination run wild. Now that it's settled, prepare well for studying abroad."

Song Yi: "...Okay."

Song Yi felt that he had to go back and ask his counselor if there were any more convenient ways to contact him after going abroad.

Another thing is, how long will it take before you can take a vacation back home after going abroad?

It's impossible that I won't be able to come back for three or five years.

…

Song Yi thought a lot. His counselor certainly could not have imagined that Song Yi, who had not even gone abroad to study, had already started thinking about returning home for vacation. How much did he miss his wife, or how worried he was that his wife would be seduced away by other young men?

I'm sick, so there's only one update this morning. There will be another update tomorrow morning. I'll continue to ask for votes, but I feel like I've gotten less votes lately~ My dears, please give me the votes you have.