She didn't want to accept her fate, didn't want to be a lowly thing, but he always had to be condescending and force her to accept her fate!
Suddenly, she heard footsteps behind her. In this silent street, the steady footsteps were very clear.
She looked up suddenly and saw Xie Xianyu following behind her.
When he saw her nodding her head, he also stopped.
Her eyes were cold: "Do you have anything else to order?"
He felt a sharp pain from her cold eyes and pursed his lips tightly: "It was my fault just now."
She was stunned for a moment, and she almost couldn't believe that these were the words Xie Xianyu would say. Could such a proud and arrogant man like him actually admit his mistake?
She curled her lips sarcastically, "It's not really your fault. Someone like me who's lost my innocence long ago shouldn't be so hypocritical. We've been sleeping together for a year, so what difference does it make if it's one more time or one less time?"
His eyes darkened slightly, and his heart suddenly ached when he heard her belittle herself like this.
"Maybe this is the way it should be. I'm the one who doesn't know what's good for me." She said with a mocking tone, but suddenly, her eyes became cold.
"But I just don't know what's good for me. I can't let myself be so lowly, and I can't convince myself to be entangled with you for the rest of my life. I even regret it. I would rather it wasn't you who seduced me in the first place!"
His expression suddenly darkened, and he approached her: "It'd rather not be me? Then who do you want it to be?"
"Anyone is fine. I'm an orphan with nowhere else to go. Do I need to be so picky?"
He gritted his teeth and said, "Xu Wanruo!"
She met his cold eyes fearlessly, her eyes already red, but she still said hatefully: "I hate you so much, I hate you for not letting me go, I hate you for humiliating me on my wedding day, I hate you for forcibly bringing me to Yanjing City, forcing me to accept my fate, forcing me to accept my lowliness!"
When she was in the capital, she even had a little fantasy. She thought she had grasped some of his sincerity. She thought that maybe she could keep a distance from him, neither too close nor too far, and strike a balance so that he would not force her to be a concubine and let her be free.
But she was still naive. What did that little bit of sincerity mean? And who was she?
In his eyes, she had never been valuable from the beginning to the end.
"I never thought of it that way," he said grimly.
"Really? Then please don't appear in front of me again, Xie Xianyu. I never want to see you again in my life!"
Her red eyes were filled with determination and hatred. Without any hesitation, she turned around and left.
But he grabbed her wrist and pulled her over.
She met his scarlet eyes, which were burning with anger, and in that instant she suddenly thought that she might die at his hands one day.
She looked at him frankly, completely indifferent. By the end of her struggle, she was exhausted and no longer had the strength to be afraid.
He was filled with anger, and he wanted to crush her wrist with his hand, but then he restrained himself and relaxed his strength.
He stared at her with a stern gaze: "I never thought you were lowly, nor did I want to be entangled with you for the rest of my life."
She sneered: "So what are you doing now?"
He looked at the thin wrist he was holding, froze for a moment, and finally let go.
Wanruo was somewhat caught off guard. She had never thought that he would let her go so easily. How could he be such a good-tempered person?
The gloom in his eyes had not yet dissipated, but he spoke slowly: "Just now in the closet, I was moved because you were in my arms."
Wanruo was stunned for a moment.
He was silent for another two breaths before he held the rabbit lantern in front of her: "You forgot to take it away."
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