Chapter 36: I feel very insecure



Lin Moyu arrived at the studio before dawn, but because she missed the opportunity to be selected for psychological counseling yesterday, she couldn't calm down.

Lin Moyu looked at the blank paper on the drawing board and sighed dejectedly.

She took out her cell phone, not knowing whether the psychological counseling had started at this time.

Lin Moyu directly opened the school forum. Generally, people who are active on the forum are the first to know about things happening in the school.

However, after searching for a long time, she did not see any information about the psychological counseling room.

Maybe because today is Saturday and all the students have gone home, no one is paying attention to what is going on in the psychological counseling room.

Lin Moyu put down the paintbrush in her hand and prepared to go to the psychological counseling room by herself. If Yun Qing hadn't come, maybe she still had a chance.

Even if Yun Qing has already come, maybe the psychologist will give her a chance for psychological counseling when he sees her.

Just as he was thinking, Lin Moyu left the chair, stood up and walked out.

At this moment, the door of the studio suddenly opened from the outside. Yun Yikai walked quickly to the studio. Because the studio was shared, people who entered usually didn't knock on the door. As long as they kept their voices low and didn't disturb others, it would be fine.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he opened the door, he saw Lin Moyu preparing to walk out.

Yun Yikai looked at Lin Moyu in surprise and asked, "Goddess Lin, what are you going to do? Are you not going to paint anymore?"

As he spoke, he tilted his head and looked in the direction of the drawing board.

A hint of surprise flashed across Lin Moyu's face. She didn't expect that Yun Yikai would come to school today, Saturday, and so early.

She put on a smile and said, "I'm not going to do anything. I'm just tired of painting, so I stood up and took a few steps."

Yun Yikai nodded as if he understood. She was indeed his goddess, so hardworking and serious in everything she did.

But the drawing paper on the drawing board seems to have nothing drawn on it...

Lin Moyu noticed Yun Yikai's gaze and quickly sat back in her seat. She glanced at him and immediately said, "Well, I came here to paint before dawn today and I've already finished one painting. When you came, I was just about to paint a new one."

Yun Yikai nodded and sat on the chair behind Lin Moyu. "Goddess, you are really hardworking. No wonder the school only chose you to participate in the competition."

Lin Moyu just smiled, picked up the paintbrush and prepared to compose the picture on the drawing paper.

Yun Yikai looked at Lin Moyu's back and lay on the table. If Yun Qing had been half as hardworking as Lin Moyu, he would not have done so badly in the exam.

I don’t know how Yunqing’s psychological counseling is going?

Can you sleep less and study hard when you come back?

Yun Yikai looked at Lin Moyu and saw what she was drawing on the paper, and began to let his imagination run wild.

Si Qingshen leaned lazily on the chair, put his hands on his abdomen, and slowly turned the obsidian Buddhist beads with one hand. He was not in a hurry to say anything, just waiting for Yun Qing's answer.

Yun Qing blinked slowly. She was currently undergoing psychological counseling and should follow Si Qingshen's instructions to complete the relevant process.

She had to answer his questions carefully.

But she was thinking about how she should answer this question, and she thought of the extracurricular book she had read. When you tell a man that you are empty, what should you express? You should express that you are very insecure.

I need to fill myself up and wrap myself up with this man's love.

Although she had finished reading the book "Strategies for Chasing Male God", she did not fully understand some of the ideas in it, so she read very slowly and only changed to another book last night.

For example, she still doesn't quite understand this point.

She filled in the word "empty" on the application for psychological counseling just to get by, not because she felt insecure.

On the contrary, she felt that her abilities made it so that there was no unsafe factor around her.

But since that's what the book says, it can't be wrong.

Yun Qing paused and said, "I feel insecure when I don't have money."

Si Qingshen paused while turning the Buddhist beads and looked at Yun Qing with deep eyes.

Chu Xiyuan, who was watching the fun, pursed his lips and nodded deeply, "This sentence is also true, no money so no sense of security, no sense of security so feel empty."

Si Qingshen tapped his index finger rhythmically, his expression indifferent, and his cold tone stated a fact, "This is not a problem you should worry about. The Yun family is wealthy, enough for you to eat, drink and have fun for the rest of your life. If your financial loss is not inevitable, it will not affect your future life."

Chu Xiyuan also nodded. "I heard that you came from the countryside. When a child first arrives in the capital, he or she is inevitably curious about all kinds of things. Perhaps he or she will have a fear of accepting things. This is not a big problem. Are you afraid that you can't adapt to the prosperous life in the capital?"

Yun Qing: “…”

Si Qingshen took out a ranking list, looked directly at the last row, and said calmly: "If you want to solve the emptiness in your heart, there is another way, which is to divert your attention and fill your time with other things. Maybe you can try to improve your academic performance."

Yun Qing nodded calmly, "You are right."

Chu Xiyuan felt that today's psychological counseling was almost over, and said: "You can try the method of diverting attention first to see if it works. If you have any psychological problems in the future, you can come to the psychological counseling room to find him at any time. If you feel unwell, you can also come to me."

Yun Qing nodded softly, and without staying for too long after the psychological counseling was over, she turned around and left the psychological counseling room.

Yun Qing left the school. The Yun family's car was still waiting nearby. Seeing that Yun Yikai had not come out yet, she sat in the car waiting for Yun Yikai.

After waiting for nearly an hour, Yun Yikai slowly appeared at the school gate.

There was not much expression on his face and he looked very troubled.

Seeing Yun Qing in the car, he sighed, "Oh! How can the school psychologist be so unkind?"

Yun Yikai did not get into the car. He put one hand on the roof and looked into the school in confusion.

Yun Qing didn't quite understand why he said this, so she asked, "Have you also been to see a psychiatrist?"

Yun Yikai pursed his lips. "Didn't we decide beforehand that Lin Moyu would go for psychological counseling? Lin Moyu was ready, but who knew that in the end, the person would be replaced by you? Goddess Lin wanted to give it a try, so I went with her. Who knew that the psychologist didn't even look at us!"

Yun Qing lazily leaned back and said, "Why is Lin Moyu so persistent in seeing a psychologist? I remember there are some outside the school. I can recommend a few to her."


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