Chapter 77
When Fu Qingyan shouted these two words, his voice had already become hoarse.
Looking at the tightly closed door that separates himself from the other person.
Countless images flashed through his mind.
Guilt and self-blame immediately overwhelmed him.
His Adam's apple kept trembling up and down, and Fu Qingyan knew that this time, he must properly and formally say sorry to Su Xingyao for being six years late.
"Xingyao, I know you definitely don't want to see me now."
"But please allow me to say a belated apology to you."
"I am really sorry for misunderstanding you about the fire for so many years."
"You may think I'm making excuses for myself, but all these years I always thought it was Shen Huaixi who saved me."
"I'm sorry Xingyao."
"I shouldn't have unilaterally convicted you when I didn't find out the truth."
"sorry……"
Fu Qingyan recounted his guilt and mistakes one by one, without any of the nobility of a big movie star who was usually admired by everyone.
Some staff passing by looked at Fu Qingyan in surprise, as he had completely lost his image.
Everyone wanted to know what happened to him and why he was standing at Su Xingyao's door with red eyes, but no one dared to go up and ask.
Fu Qingyan didn't care about the looks of these people and stood stubbornly at the door of Su Xingyao's lounge.
At this moment, everything is completely unimportant to him.
Fame, fortune, name, and even the extremely important acting career to him...
He once hated Su Xingyao for six years because the fire almost ruined his acting career.
It wasn't until now that I realized that the things I cared about in the past were not even half as important as Su Xingyao.
If he had a choice, he would rather lose everything at that time than hurt Su Xingyao in the slightest.
But it was too late...
Thinking of what Su Xingyao had gone through over the years, Fu Qingyan realized more and more that his apology now was so pale.
"Xingyao, I'm sorry, I'm too selfish... I've only been thinking about myself."
The door remains closed.
No matter how Fu Qingyan apologized, there was no response from the wooden door.
This door seemed to have completely separated him and Su Xingyao into two different time and space.
The silent response made Fu Qingyan's eyes misty.
"Xingyao...can you please open the door...I'm not here to beg for your forgiveness, I just want to apologize to you...Can you please open the door, so we can meet...please..."
Fu Qingyan's eyes were red, his voice was trembling, and his whole attitude was humble to dust.
Xiaoli looked at Fu Qingyan from afar as he kept begging incoherently, feeling a pang of pity in her heart.
She walked carefully behind him, looked at his pale lips, and finally told him the cruel truth in a low voice.
"Teacher Fu, please go back and have a rest..."
"In this room..."
"No one."
Xiaoli observed Fu Qingyan's expression, swallowed and spoke with difficulty.
"Teacher Su... has left."
Because of this sudden exposure, Su Xingyao immediately discussed it with the program team.
In the end, he decided to give up the qualification for the finals, and then he and Lu Jiuxu left.
Fu Qingyan, who arrived a step late, felt as if his heart was suddenly dug out by someone after hearing the truth Xiaoli told him. He felt empty and painful.
The originally straight back suddenly collapsed.
Fu Qingyan looked like a broken machine, his eyes looking dejected and lifeless at the closed door in front of him.
He always felt that he owed Su Xingyao a formal apology.
But in fact, this apology is meaningless to Su Xingyao.
Because it's too late to say sorry...
Su Xingyao would no longer wait for him for even half a second...
Fu Qingyan, looking extremely embarrassed, stood alone in front of the empty door of Su Xingyao's lounge for a long time.
As he dragged his zombie-like body out in a daze, he met Wen Ningshu who was rushing over in the parking lot.
The noble and elegant woman had her hair a little messy tonight, and her eyes were red, obviously she had just cried bitterly.
The two didn't say anything, just looked at each other from a distance.
They seemed to see through each other's intentions, but no one stopped for a moment.
Wen Ningshu even jogged hurriedly in her high heels, as if she was afraid of missing something.
As they passed each other, Fu Qingyan calmly stopped her.
"Aunt Wen, Xingyao is gone."
These eight short words successfully stopped Wen Ningshu in her tracks.
She took two steps back dejectedly, and her whole body looked like a flower that suddenly withered, and she instantly aged several years.
Fu Qingyan glanced at her and didn't say anything more to her.
Leaving the other person standing there in a daze, he drove away from the concert alone.
The streets are still so noisy.
Vehicles are constantly coming and going, and all worries and sorrows seem to be swallowed up by the night.
But in the night, Fu Qingyan seemed to have suddenly lost the direction of his life.
After driving aimlessly through countless unfamiliar roads, he had no idea where he was going.
It was just like before, when his original intention of wanting to win the Best Actor award was not to prove how good his acting skills were, but just to make Su Xingyao's proud call of "Best Actor Fu" come true.
But gradually, in the midst of sensual pleasures, he forgot all of this in time and resentment.
Just like myself now being swallowed by the night.
Fu Qingyan smiled weakly.
Sudden.
A white light flashed from the front, and Fu Qingyan's eyes were dazzled and he couldn't see anything.
With a loud crash, Fu Qingyan's car was hit by an oncoming car and flew away.
The pain came and the blood instantly blurred his eyes.
…
When he woke up again, Fu Qingyan felt like he had had a very long dream.
In the dream, Su Xingyao ran out of the fire carrying him on her back.
His left hand was injured and the opponent's left shoulder was also seriously injured.
But this time.
However, he did not misunderstand the other party, and he knew firmly from beginning to end that the person who rushed into the fire to save him was Su Xingyao.
He was unconscious for a long time during the fire.
When he opened his eyes, Su Xingyao, who had woken up earlier than him, was already standing beside his bed, looking at him quietly.
There was a smile in the other's eyes, and the soft and warm morning light cast a halo on his cheeks.
The other person looked at him gently with his amber eyes and spoke to him softly.
"Qingyan, you're awake."
Hearing this voice, Fu Qingyan, who was lying on the hospital bed, suddenly opened his eyes.
The long darkness made it difficult for him to adapt to the morning light in the room.
After closing his eyes again and adjusting for a few seconds, Fu Qingyan looked towards the bed eagerly.
However, the ward was empty, and there was no sign of Su Xingyao at all.
He immediately picked up the mobile phone next to the pillow and searched for it carefully.
There were many missed calls and messages on it, but no matter how hard he looked, he couldn't find the strange number from abroad.
I sat alone on the hospital bed in a daze for a long time.
Fu Qingyan looked at his injured left hand and the mobile phone in his hand, feeling a sense of fate that was intertwined with time and space six years ago.
Six years ago, he also injured this hand and woke up in the hospital in the same way.
But he cruelly severed the only connection between himself and Su Xingyao at that time.
Six years later, he was still in this position, holding his phone and waiting quietly.
But he knew in his heart that he would never wait for Su Xingyao's unanswered call again.
And the "I'm sorry" that I owe him, perhaps he never wants to hear it again in this life.
He was the one who voluntarily gave up the friendship that was worth his life.
But lost things cannot be found again just because you want to.
He and Su Xingyao will no longer be best friends, no longer confidants, and they will no longer even have any contact.
And in his life, there will no longer be anyone who waits for him foolishly in the snow for hours out of fear that he will be lost, and there will no longer be anyone who thinks of his safety first after waking up on the brink of life and death...
He betrayed such a sincere friendship.
And in the future, perhaps they will never have any intersection again.
There is no place for Fu Qingyan in Su Xingyao's life anymore...
Fu Qingyan tightly grasped the phone in his hand, not wanting to let go.
He had never felt that he was missing anything, but this time he understood clearly what true loss meant.
But the price he paid was too high.
It was so big that his heart felt like it was being cut by a sharp knife.
The pain was so severe that he couldn't control himself and burst into tears.
*
Although many people were curious about what happened when Fu Qingyan left early and had a car accident, most of the people who paid attention to it were his fans.
These days, almost all the attention on the entire network has been attracted by Su Xingyao.
With the "The Voice of China" scandal and Su Xingyao's original song "Sister", the popularity of the song has soared sharply.
The name Su Xingyao is on the hot searches on major platforms every day.
#苏星遥LostTide#
#Su Xingyao is exposed#
#Sister Su Xingyao#
#Su Xingyao sings in the rain#
#My sister cried after listening to this#
#Su Xingyao and her sister talk in the rain#
As soon as one entry came down, another one immediately followed. The hot search entries directly dominated the list, and the first place in the hot search was firmly occupied by the three words "Su Xingyao".
It is surprising enough that Su Xingyao can sing.
It turns out that he is the musical genius LostTide who has performed so many god-level performances in "The Voice of China"!
The netizens here were so surprised about the fact that he was LostTide that they accepted it while covering their violently beating hearts.
Who could have thought that Su Xingyao would be on the stage, in the heavy rain, and give everyone such a heart-stirring performance!
The song "Sister" that Su Xingyao sang during the competition was viewed over 100 million times by the audience in a short period of time after the show was broadcast. The short video platform was also crazily forwarded and liked by netizens.
The audio of this song also topped the listening charts, rising charts, popularity charts, and popular charts of the music platform authorized by "The Voice of China" overnight.
"Sister" is an extremely gentle and touching song, but it dominated all the charts in one breath with its overwhelming momentum.
Everyone was amazed at Su Xingyao's amazing talent, delicate emotions and superb singing skills.
Therefore, the way people look at him has become completely different from before.
[I used to think that fans were stupid when I saw them praising Su Xingyao, but now it seems that I am actually the stupid one. I am the stupid one praising Su Xingyao. Woohoo, Su Xingyao is really awesome! ]
[Su Xingyao is really good at writing and singing. I have replayed "Sister" endlessly. This year's top reservation]
[I listened to "Sister" all night last night, and today my eyes are swollen from crying. Su Xingyao, you know how to make me cry]
[Can Su Xingyao release an album soon? I will definitely buy it if "Sister" is included in it]
[Hurry up and have a concert. I love his live performance.]
[I originally thought that Su Xingyao was just a bug in variety shows, but I didn’t expect that singing was also a bug]
[This is so awesome! Su Xingyao, how did you become so strong without telling us?]
[Maybe he has always been this strong, but was just buried before]
[@影星, you stupid company has once again got you kicked out and beaten up. You guys really deserve to die. Look at what you've done to Su Xingyao. Without you guys, he would have been a big star a long time ago.]
[It should have been a big hit long ago +1 Damn, such a talented person is only being noticed by everyone now, it makes me sad just thinking about it]
[So why is such a talented singer only popular now and why is he only noticed by us now? ]
[Yes, why did he wear a mask to hide his identity during the competition? ]
After netizens were excited, many people began to be curious about this question.
Why did Su Xingyao always wear a hood before?
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