He Fang never thought that he would actually see the delivery man crying like a baby at his door.
At this moment, He Fang's mind was full of how he could treat someone like this. The delivery girl was so pretty that anyone would feel pity for her. And now the way she was crying was simply a rebuke to He Fang's heinous crime.
At this moment, He Fang no longer had any idea about social phobia or not. The guilt in his heart made him feel that if he opened the door even one second later, he would be hurting him.
He Fang only knew that he got excited and suddenly opened the door of his house, directly facing the delivery man standing at the door.
For the first time, the two of them looked into each other's eyes in such a sober state without any obstruction.
The delivery man seemed to be frightened by He Fang's action as well. His beautiful eyes widened as he looked at He Fang. Tears that had not yet been wiped away dripped down his cheeks, and his expression was still filled with shock.
The other party was stunned, and He Fang was also stunned. The last time he saw the delivery man in person, he always saw him in a daze and unconscious. But now was the first time he saw him standing in front of him sober with red eyes.
He...he should say something?
He Fang, who hadn't spoken to a sober person in a long, long time, suddenly remembered his social phobia. He subconsciously wanted to close the door and retreat back into his small room. However, the delivery man obviously noticed his movement to close the door and gulped in grievance.
Just this slight voice made He Fang stop closing the door.
The delivery man's surprise passed, and it seemed that sadness once again took over his mood. He raised his hand while sobbing. In his hand was a breakfast, the steamed buns from He Fang's favorite shop. But there were many more steamed buns at his feet. He Fang was stunned. Why did he buy so many?
"I'm sorry, customer. I really don't know what I did to make you unhappy, but if you tell me, I will definitely change. Believe me." The delivery man's voice was hoarse with grievance, and his eyes were filled with tears. "Customers are my only friends. I don't want to lose customers. Can customers please not be angry? I will definitely change."
The delivery man kept apologizing, but his words were clearly incoherent.
He Fang knew that he must have done something wrong this time.
The delivery man held the breakfast for He Fang in mid-air with one hand, and quietly covered his face with the other hand, as if he didn't want to be seen crying so hard.
The delivery man was even more embarrassed than himself. He Fang always felt that his little mistake really made the other party very uncomfortable.
"Come in first... come in first..." He Fang felt like his heart was about to explode, and the fear of interacting with real people made him lower his eyes subconsciously. Seeing the breakfast in the other's hand, he stretched out his hands, not daring to touch the other's fingers, but holding the bun in both hands, he felt unexpectedly warm, still hot.
"Can I come in? I did something wrong, are you willing to let me in?" The delivery man had a stunningly gorgeous appearance but was so timid. Such a strong contrast made He Fang feel inexplicably relieved.
"...Yeah." He Fang held the bun in his hand, turned around and made room at the door to let the other party in.
The delivery man's worried expression was obviously a big change from his previous sadness. He looked really happy, as if he was excited that someone was willing to give him a chance to explain himself. He wiped his already red eyes and said, "Then I'll go in."
He Fang noticed that he didn't seem to take the buns placed at his feet. Staring at the buns, He Fang didn't know whether he should ask what was going on.
The delivery clerk who had been keeping an eye on He Fang noticed the bags of buns and blushed, "These are what I bought while I was waiting for you to open the door. If the buns got cold, I would buy them again. Even if I tried my best to keep them warm, they would still get cold, so I bought them several times. I will eat these buns in the next few days and pick them up when I go back."
He Fang was already feeling a little embarrassed because of the other party's big reaction to his oolong message. Seeing the other party's serious behavior, He Fang felt extremely guilty. He glanced at the empty corridor, then walked in and brought the buns in.
He Fang closed the door and turned his back to the delivery man who was tall but looked like a little girl. He felt extremely nervous.
This time was different from the last time. The delivery man was very sober. It was the first time that He Fang invited him to his home. He was very nervous, more nervous than ever before, even more nervous than when he stood on the stage for his graduation defense.
He Fang finally found his voice: "You first, you first... find a place and sit down."
"Okay, customer." The delivery man's voice was still choked with sobs. He Fang turned around secretly and found that the delivery man was not sitting on the soft and comfortable sofa, but sitting on the other side of the coffee table opposite the sofa. It was a small stool that He Fang usually bought to find things in low places. The tall delivery man curled up on the stool with his palms against his knees, looking a little cowered and timid.
He Fang was feeling mixed emotions. He put some of the buns in the refrigerator and heated up some in the microwave in the kitchen. He then went into the bathroom. Living alone and not being used to closing doors, He Fang closed the bathroom door of his room for the first time.
Once a person is in a space, all defenses and fears are put down. Only then does He Fang realize how violently his heart is beating.
Ahhhhh, he let someone in!
He Fang's mind was full of the delivery man whose face was red from crying when he first saw him. That absolutely beautiful face was stained red and his crystal tears were about to fall. He seemed to have bitten his lower lip because of sadness, making the color of his lips even more vivid like a newly opened flower. The delicate, aggrieved and pitiful look was engraved very clearly in He Fang's mind. He Fang couldn't help but feel horrible when he thought of that look. It was really horrible to be that beautiful.
He Fang finally managed to calm himself down. He was someone who never paid much attention to other people's appearance, but to be shocked by such a beautiful person up close and personal would be a common feeling. He Fang didn't think his behavior was strange at all. He thought that even people who were not socially anxious would be frightened when seeing this scene.
After washing up slowly, He Fang blushed when he saw his sloppy appearance in the mirror. He was too absorbed in playing the game and had a good sleep. He did not look very energetic at the moment. Even He Fang would feel ashamed to face the divine face directly.
He Fang wanted to go out, but when he thought of the delivery man still sitting on the small stool in his living room, he prepared himself mentally for a long time. He finally opened the door and saw the delivery man curled up on the small stool.
He seemed to want to narrow his scope deliberately, like a kindergarten kid who had done something wrong and was waiting to be scolded by the teacher. He stared at the back of his hand without looking around.
He Fang put the heated buns on the coffee table and sat on the sofa, diagonally opposite the delivery man. He did not have the courage to look him in the face, and the atmosphere was silent for a moment.
As a social phobic, it is impossible for him to initiate the conversation. He knows that the situation is very embarrassing, but...
Suddenly, he noticed something out of the corner of his eye. He squinted his eyes slightly to look and found that the delivery man was crying secretly again. His tears fell on the back of his hand. His long and thick eyelashes were a little wet because of the tears, and there were even some small water droplets hanging on them, which looked particularly beautiful.
But He Fang suddenly panicked.
"Um... don't cry... I'm not... angry." He Fang spoke immediately. He even forgot that he was the first to break the silent atmosphere.
"I don't want to lose contact with customers. I want to be with customers forever. Customers, if there is anything that makes you unhappy, please tell me, okay? I will change it. I really won't let customers down." The gorgeous and charming delivery lady couldn't even raise her eyes because of guilt.
He Fang scratched his hair and said, "Well, I'm sorry... I'm sorry, this... this is not the case..."
He Fang stammered and explained that he originally wanted to send a happy birthday message to the delivery man in the middle of the night, but because he was too sleepy, he got angry and then fell asleep.
"I'm sorry, I didn't expect..." would have such a big impact on the delivery man.
He Fang was actually feeling extremely guilty. It was the first time that someone took him so seriously because of something he said. He Fang felt very guilty when he thought about hurting someone who took him seriously.
He Fang spoke in a low voice, feeling very guilty. When he saw the number of buns, he knew how long the delivery man had been miserable. He felt that he had committed a heinous crime.
"Really?" When He Fang was silent, he suddenly heard the delivery man's surprised voice. He Fang secretly glanced at the delivery man. The delivery man's eyes widened with joy. "That's great, that's great. I was scared to death. I thought he was angry because I invited customers to my birthday party every day."
The other party looked obviously relieved and was not angry at all because of his mistake.
He Fang felt even more guilty. He curled up on the sofa and said, "I'm... I'm sorry."
“As long as you know it’s a misunderstanding, I’ll feel relieved. Don’t say sorry, customer. It’s just that I overreacted. I knew that the customer was a very kind person, but I still misunderstood that the customer would break off relations with me. I was being unreasonable.” Knowing it was a misunderstanding, the delivery man changed his curled up posture and became enthusiastic and bright. If it weren’t for the red in the corners of his eyes, it would be hard to believe that he had just cried.
He Fang had a social phobia attack, but he didn't want to upset the crying delivery man, so he said, "You can go to the bathroom, wash your face, and then eat something."
"Yeah, OK." The delivery man walked into the bathroom without any shyness. Only then did He Fang let out a long breath, immediately turned over and went to his room to fold the quilt and tidy it up a little so that the room would not look too messy.
The delivery man must have been really hungry, as he ate the buns in a rather ravenous manner. He Fang looked at his expression and felt guilty again: "I'm sorry for making you so sad on your birthday. You still have your birthday party today, I hope it won't affect your mood."
The delivery man bit the bun nonchalantly, as if he was a person in a romantic French restaurant wearing an exquisite dress under the beautiful night view, but even more beautiful than the night view. At this moment, he took a very down-to-earth breath and bit a very clear crescent on the bun.
"It doesn't matter. If you don't come to my party, I will be the only one there."
The delivery man's words made He Fang pause with his hand holding the bun: "Huh?"
The delivery man said nonchalantly, "I don't have many friends. You are my only friend, so I don't want to lose you no matter what."
Who is so stupid? He? The delivery man's only friend? How is this possible?
With the delivery man’s looks, it’s impossible that he only has one friend, and that friend is himself?
"You don't like... making friends?" After thinking about it, He Fang came up with only this possibility. It must be that the other party's requirements for making friends are too high and too picky, so this situation occurred.
"No, it's... everyone doesn't like me." The delivery man was probably about 80% full and was chewing on the buns in small bites. "It's just... every time people walk past me, they always look at me strangely..."
He Fang had a puzzled expression. He wondered if it was because passers-by were amazed at the delivery man's beauty and the delivery man misinterpreted their amazed looks as strange.
"Every time I get something interesting, people reject me and say bad things about me..."
He Fang wondered if this was because of jealousy?
"Also, I occasionally steal orders, which might be why I offended people."
He Fang felt that this was indeed a reason to be disliked, but didn't he remember that delivery men seemed to be able to steal orders?
"Everyone... doesn't want to be friends with me..." The delivery man said with grievance, but his expression didn't show that. "But I don't care whether others want to be friends with me or not. It's enough for me to have customers."
He Fang: “…” Could it be that it’s because of the delivery man’s attitude that people don’t want to make friends with him?
The delivery man was undoubtedly good-looking, to the point of being breathtaking at first sight. He Fang vaguely knew that people who were too beautiful might arouse jealousy and dissatisfaction among those around them, leading to isolation. The delivery man was most likely like that for this reason.
And after getting to know the delivery man, He Fang actually felt that he was very enthusiastic, but also a bit self-centered. Judging from his attitude just now, he might be a bit arrogant without realizing it. In addition, the delivery man’s circle of friends contained all kinds of very positive messages, and indeed many people might not like these.
It should be a combination of reasons.
but……
He Fang curled up on the sofa, unwilling to look at the delivery man who was acting as if he was at home. However, it was very likely that they became friends because they liked playing games. No matter what kind of personality this friend had, or whether he was likable or not, for He Fang, the fact that he was the only one was enough to make him happy.
He couldn't help but feel happy.
"Your party..." He Fang suddenly asked. Is the other party going to hold a party for one person?
"If customers are willing to come to my party, I can prepare it at home. There are also many games. My customers and I both like to play games, and there are many two-player games that can be played!" The delivery man seemed to laugh at the thought of such a scene, and then his expression withered a little, revealing a bit of disappointment, but his smile did not fade. "If customers don't come, I plan to have a buffet. I run takeout everywhere every day, and I know very busy places. It's my own birthday, I must celebrate it well, and I even took a special leave."
He Fang also noticed that the delivery man was wearing his own clothes today, not the clothes of the delivery men that He Fang was familiar with.
Two-player games...
He Fang actually has two-player games, but he basically plays all of them by himself. He can operate all the games by himself and with two controllers. As a person with social phobia, he will not invite anyone to play with him even on the Internet.
But now, He Fang is a little moved.
He Fang scratched his hair unconsciously. His house was very small. He just heated up a steamed bun, and now the whole room was filled with the smell of the bun. Apart from the games, there were no other decorations. Even now, the delivery man was sitting on his small stool.
He Fang would never step out of here, let alone celebrate his birthday outside with the delivery man on the crowded street.
but……
But He Fang was still tempted if he could give the delivery man a birthday where he wouldn't feel lonely.
On your birthday, no matter who you receive a birthday message from, you should be very happy, because at least you know that someone remembers you.
He Fang looked at the gift on the table beside him and noticed the delivery man out of the corner of his eye. The delivery man was still looking at him, his eyes, which had not yet lost their redness, were flashing with the same happy color as always. It seemed that he knew how to make himself happy even when he was alone.
He is the delivery man's only friend.
Want to do something for a friend.
He Fang felt that the hard and frozen shell seemed to shatter for a moment with a very slight sound. It was very subtle, but it made him feel uneasy. It was the first time that he felt so valued by another person. The delivery man cried carefully, the delivery man prepared breakfast for him carefully, the delivery man had high expectations for him, and he was the only friend of the delivery man. Everything was as if something that would only happen in a game was happening right before his eyes.
He Fang is just a social phobic.
It’s not that he doesn’t want to communicate with people.
At least in front of the delivery man, he could always speak nicely.
Even if you stutter or speak in a very low voice, it doesn't matter, the delivery man will always be able to hear you.
This person can always hear what he is saying.
"Happy birthday." He Fang kept his head down. He had forgotten how to socialize with normal people in the past three years of silence. However, he wanted to communicate with the delivery man. He Fang looked away and did not dare to look at the delivery man at all. His voice even trembled because of his initiative. He was afraid, but for the first time, he mustered up his courage so strongly, "I have prepared a gift for you..."
He Fang spoke very slowly, with long pauses between each sentence. He grabbed his hair anxiously. When he didn't get a response from the delivery man, he was so nervous that he almost vomited. He Fang felt like he was going to have an allergic reaction.
"Really? Is it a gift for me? Dear customer, you really prepared a gift for me? You are simply the friendliest customer in the world. It's so great that I can meet you!" Suddenly, in the midst of He Fang's fear, he suddenly heard the other party's surprised voice, which shattered He Fang's fear layer by layer.
He Fang was a little stunned. He loosened his hands that were covering his eyes and looked up. He saw a very clear and beautiful face showing surprise. The golden hair was shining in the sunlight, gleaming with dazzling light. The delivery man's skin was very white, even a little transparent, so his smile looked a little unreal, but the other person's joy was fully conveyed.
Unconsciously, his tense body relaxed because of the delivery man's smile. For a moment, He Fang even felt that he was not facing a real person, but a painting by a famous artist, which was filled with the painter's beautiful blessings to the world.
He Fang was stunned.
"Well, where is the gift? Can you give it to me now? Can I open it now?" The delivery man seemed very excited, looking around and seemed very impatient. When he saw a beautifully wrapped paper bag on the dining table, his eyes seemed to sparkle with stars. Wherever the delivery man turned around to look, his eyes were full of questions and expectations.
He Fang couldn't help but bury his face in his arms again and nodded.
When He Fang heard the delivery man's happy laugh, he immediately went straight to get the gift bag he had prepared.
He Fang secretly glanced at the delivery man through the gap between his arms. The delivery man put the gift on the coffee table. His slender, white fingers seemed to linger on the packaging, gently stroking the patterns on the bag. Even the movement of lifting the transparent tape of the bag was extremely gentle. The originally stubborn tape was very obedient in the delivery man's hand. He Fang also knew that this was because the other party was really careful.
The only wrinkles on the entire wrapping paper were caused by He Fang when wrapping it. The delivery man's deft hands did not create any extra creases on the packaging. Then he saw the box.
On the box, there was an icon of the delivery man's favorite game. He Fang secretly looked at the delivery man's expression. The corners of his mouth were always raised, and his eyes were full of excitement and anticipation. Then he slowly opened the box.
He Fang saw a very obvious light in the other person's eyes, and he gasped in surprise.
The gift He Fang prepared was not expensive; it was just an inconspicuous little prop in the game.
The game that the delivery man likes is also an open world game. There are quite a lot of easter eggs in the game, but there are some things in the game that require the purchase of real items. After using the real items, special tasks in the game can be unlocked. What Fang purchased was one of the underground tasks - the origin stone of the land of life.
This is a hidden easter egg in the game. Players can use the purchased items to open tasks in the game and open the door to the beginning and end of the underground world. There are very beautiful scenery on this road, and in the final place of life, players can touch the Stone of Origin. This stone carries the beautiful wishes for building the entire world, and it is also He Fang's blessing to the delivery man.
Although it is just a prettier copy in the game, you can't actually get anything useful from it, so the official designed it into a wearable pendant with a very unique shape. There is a finely polished fluoresce in a delicate and unique small frame. The price is not very expensive, but it is very unique.
The delivery man's earrings are not suitable for daily wear, but if it is this pendant, although the value is much lower, it can still be used as an accessory to match clothes.
At this moment, the beautifully designed necklace lay quietly in the delivery man's hands, because the delivery man himself held it with his very good-looking hands, which showed beauty in every aspect.
It was obvious that the delivery man knew what it was. He was even more surprised than before. He Fang saw that he was very happy and liked the gift he had carefully selected. He Fang blushed unconsciously and buried his head, but he couldn't hide his red neck and ears.
"Dear customer!" When He Fang blushed, the delivery man suddenly said loudly, "Because I received the best gift I have ever received, I will make sure you are satisfied with this birthday party no matter what!"
The best gift ever? He Fang blinked, amused by the salesperson's exaggerated statement.
"I... unfortunately I can't cook. Please wait, I'll go out right now and buy a lot of snacks and meals. I know you don't like to go out, so please wait for me to come back and I can hold a banquet at your home!"
He Fang was stunned.
The delivery man realized that his way of speaking was a little wrong, so he asked He Fang again: "Dear customer, do you mind if I hold a party here? I'll pay for all the food and drinks, and I'll definitely pack it up for you before I leave. But no matter what, I want to celebrate this birthday with you, is that okay?"
The delivery man was not sitting on his small stool at this time. Instead, he bent down on the sofa next to He Fang and looked at He Fang. His extremely beautiful eyes were staring at He Fang intently, full of requests and expectations. He Fang's brain was not just frozen, it was almost burned out.
To He Fang, he had never done such an extraordinary thing as holding a party at home. Intellectually, he would not allow a real person to invade his socially phobic space, but emotionally he could not help but lean towards the other party. Seeing those eyes that were still a little red, He Fang could not help but nodded.
However, he did not ask the other party to go out to buy, but said in a low voice: "Order...order takeout...buying it specifically...is quite...troublesome..."
"Okay!" The delivery man's eyes sparkled. "Great, I can stay with the customer for a while longer!"
He looks really happy. Why is he so happy?
He Fang was puzzled. He did not think that he was an interesting person. He had no qualities that could attract the other party. At most, he just had some ordinary concern for the salesperson, but the other party's enthusiasm seemed to burn him.
Is it because you don’t have many friends?
He Fang looked at the profile of the delivery man who was operating his mobile phone to take a takeaway order. He clearly looked like a winner in life, but he actually had troubles that were unknown to others.
But seeing the happy delivery man at this time, He Fang was happy for his happiness, but his own mood could not improve. Although he was happy for the delivery man, he could not forget his social phobia because of his happiness. He could already imagine that he would have to go through a very long and lively dormitory life that he had not experienced for a long time.
Fortunately, the delivery man...
It seems like he is very talkative.
"Ready to order, I ordered a lot of things, we can eat happily!" The delivery man narrowed his eyes and smiled, God knows his smile was really lethal to He Fang, "I also bought a cake, I ordered all the food you like, and some things I think are good for you to try, we will definitely have a lot of fun today."
He Fang watched the delivery man's emotions switch seamlessly, but he found that he had been staring at the delivery man's face the whole time.
This situation was rather strange. He Fang thought that he probably had the habit of secretly looking at the delivery man through the cat's eyes. Now, he could look him straight in the face even without looking through the cat's eyes.
The delivery man's beauty might be very offensive, but his personality was so friendly that even He Fang found himself forgetting his fear inexplicably.
Even if the delivery man could speak, he would still feel awkward in such an environment. He Fang thought for a moment and said, "Let's play...a game...I have a double..."
The easiest topic for him and the delivery man to talk about is probably games.
He Fang is most relaxed only when he is playing games.
He used to dislike the uncontrollable pressure around him when playing games, but if that person was a delivery man, He Fang would find it acceptable.
The delivery man said that he was his first friend, and that the delivery man was the first accident in his life.
And at this moment, outside of this quiet space and this noisy, inexplicably harmonious and vibrant space.
Countless residents gnashed their teeth and wished they could rush in and tear the Holy Lord apart.
The cake shop owner said, "Poison him! No, no, if the Creator eats the poison, he'll be doomed. Damn it, I really want to kill him, or draw a picture that will embarrass the Holy Lord. No, no, I'm a very famous cake shop. If the cakes I make are not to the Creator's liking, what if the Creator no longer orders cakes from me in the future? Help, I'm so angry, I'm so angry aaaaaaaaaa!"
The cake shop owner's hands almost flew off while beating the cream!
The restaurant chef said: "All the dishes ordered are the Creator's favorite. This guy has been secretly trying to find out the Creator's preferences all day long. He has figured it out. How can he be so arrogant? How can this be possible? What should I do to him? What should I do to him? I am so angry!"
The whole restaurant was filled with shouting and cursing, and the main character of the cursing was without exception the Holy Lord who had now shamelessly sneaked into the Creator's home and was actually living in the same room with the Creator, and even shared delicious food and celebrated his birthday together! While shouting and cursing crazily, he was accurately adjusting the flavor of the Creator's favorite seasoning in his hands.
Snack shop owner: "After eating this, the Creator will feel extremely happy. After eating this, the Saint will foam at the mouth and lose consciousness. After eating this, the Creator will be healthy and strong. After eating this, the Saint will be in trouble..."
The snack shop owner was carefully putting the Creator's favorite snacks into the bag while mumbling blessings and curses. His expression was half kind and half evil, and it looked like his face was twitching.
When several delivery men gathered downstairs and looked at each other, they all saw murderous intent in each other's eyes.
At the same time, several people came to the door together, and behind them followed a beast with a distorted face due to jealousy.
The delivery man knocked on the door, and the Holy Lord's very cheerful voice came from inside: "Coming!"
The faces of the delivery men standing at the door suddenly turned even darker.
The Holy Lord opened the door and smiled brightly, with an overwhelming smile, a crazy smile, and his twisted smile was just a way to show off to the gloomy delivery men outside who wanted to pull him out and tear him apart!
The Holy Lord is so proud!
He was so proud that the tips of his hair were shaking!
The delivery man opened his mouth but only mouthed: "Get out of here!"
The Holy Lord raised an eyebrow, clearly not feeling provoked, and turned around and said in a very provocative manner: "The things I ordered have been delivered. I'll take them all in later. You don't have to come out, ah, ah!"
The delivery guy at the door was almost vomiting blood.
The Holy Lord spoke to the other party with his mouth in a very arrogant manner, and even showed off his fangs in a very proud manner: "I won't!"
Veins popped out on the delivery man's forehead, his eyes were bloodshot, and he looked like he wanted to eat the Holy Lord alive.
This person!
Damn!
The Holy Lord simply took the cake from the delivery man, like a hardworking little bee carrying very important food, and even deliberately left the door open so that people outside could see him in the Creator's room, smooth! Unhindered!
The delivery man's teeth were about to break.
What could be worse than everyone agreeing to protect the Creator together, but this Holy Lord is sneaking out all day long, using his ability to manipulate data to steal every takeaway sent to the Creator and showing off his presence in front of the Creator every day.
He even pretended to cry!
He also sold it badly!
It is obvious that this Holy Lord is arrogant all day long and ignores everyone. He loves to show off and thinks that he is the most important person to the Creator in the whole city. He is so arrogant and irritating!
But this Holy Lord secretly spoke ill of them in front of the Creator, making them look like the worst villains!
Ahhhhh I'm so furious.
The Holy Lord was bathed in the angry eyes of other people, and his little face became more and more proud. The more jealous and angry others were, the happier he was. Doesn't this prove that in the eyes of outsiders, he and the Creator are so close? Right? Right? That's it!
Suddenly, the Holy Lord felt a bite on his leg. He looked down and saw that it was his own half body. The half body was very angry because he had taken the initiative to hook up with the Creator but did not take himself with him, so it came up to cause trouble.
It's here to stay!
It's a bust!
Why can't the Holy Lord do it?
This is not fair!
However, the Holy Lord looked down at the beast that was biting his thigh tightly and revealed a very evil smile.
He simply grabbed the back of his neck, forcibly tore it off his legs, and then threw it out without mercy.
Even before closing the door, he made a gesture of driving it away with his hand and waved it outwards twice. His disgust was self-evident.
When half of his body was thrown out, he was already dazed.
He never thought that he would be thrown out.
Without hesitation?!
Ahhhh you damn selfish bastard!