The autumn wind blew on her face, and Yan Yunshu's long hair was blown high in the wind.
Strands of paper fluttered in the gentle wind. She held the letter in her hand, feeling the heaviness of each word in it. Her heart rose and fell, sinking and floating continuously in the swirling breeze.
The girl in red in my past dreams.
There is also the familiar yet unfamiliar Prime Minister's Mansion, where she is completely defenseless against her father.
There was also Xu Jinghuai's heart-wrenching roar at him.
It rushed towards her whole body.
"I promised you that I would convince my mother, but why did you join forces with others to cruelly murder my mother just because she blocked our marriage?"
"Yan Yunshu, from now on, you and I are done with each other!"
A broken jade pendant.
Extreme anger.
On the battlefield, she was wearing a dark red battle robe, and in her dreams, there were the never-ending cries of pain.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
sorry……
The letter fell from Yan Yunshu's hands.
She finally understood all the cause and effect that Xu Yichen had said.
And why, in her first life, she, who she thought was killed by Xu Jingye with a pot of poisoned wine, wandered in that cruel world for ten days, until his figure left the countless tombstones and finally pulled her into the life she thought she was reborn.
It turns out it was all him.
It was he who brought her into this cycle of reincarnation and gave her a chance to start over.
However, he finally woke up only at the last critical moment and recovered all the memories of countless reincarnations.
Feel the pain again, die again, or face it again in despair.
Just like in his previous life, in front of the tent, he hid his despair and sorrow well.
So, Xu Jinghuai, how much have you experienced?
And how did my father kill your mother?
Too many shocks constantly stung her heart, which had finally calmed down during this period of time.
Finally, I became panicked and uneasy again.
She was trembling all over, and her originally rosy face gradually turned as pale as paper.
My heart was beating fast.
Trying to find those memories that she had completely forgotten.
The autumn sky is clear and transparent, like a gem, reflecting soft light, generously spreading it to the world.
In the distance, the red, yellow and green trees were layered and stretched as far as the eye could see. In the autumn wind, they undulated like waves, surging in her eyes layer by layer.
Not far away, the shimmering lake and the red ribbons floating in the air on the blue court, which had not yet been taken off, seemed to be gently explaining to her the past hidden deep in the impermanence of this world.
Xiulian picked up the letter floating on the ground, folded it and put it in her hand.
Yan Yunshu opened the brocade box.
I saw a lifelike little white rabbit ornament in front of me.
I also saw a unique mark between the little white rabbit's ears, which only little radish has.
Only then did she confirm that this was the little radish that Xu Yichen had never seen in all her memories.
It also finally put to rest the dreamlike feeling that Yan Yunshu had just had.
It's true.
Everything Xu Yichen said was true.
There was a first life that she had completely forgotten.
Perhaps, there are many, many, many lives left.
In those lives, Xu Jinghuai was alone, facing all the pain and despair, fighting against the injustice of fate in loneliness, and looking for a glimmer of possibility for happiness for the two of them in the cracks.
Xu Jinghuai...
With tears in her eyes, Yan Yunshu looked at the banquet going on in the distance.
Today's wedding banquet, according to the custom of the Tianze royal family, all her family members from the Marquis' Mansion were present. After she reunited with them and talked to each other in laughter and joy, she did not want to cry while resting in this distant Lanting.
But the tears still couldn't stop falling.
Xiulian naturally didn't know what was going on, so she could only take out her handkerchief and wipe her tears bit by bit, then put away the brocade box and the letter.
"What's on your mind, Madam? What did Prince Nan'an write to make you so sad?"
Yan Yunshu did not answer, but asked Xiu Lian with tears in her eyes, eagerly and expectantly.
"Your Majesty, where is Your Majesty now?"
"Your Majesty..." Xiulian wiped the last trace of tears from Yan Yunshu's face and replied, "Your Majesty is at the wedding banquet. Would you like me to invite His Majesty to come?"
Yan Yunshu looked towards the wedding banquet in the distance.
It seemed as if I saw Xu Jinghuai, wearing a bright yellow dragon robe, walking among the crowd.
She stroked her belly and shook her head.
The autumn wind blew on her face. Yan Yunshu, who was pregnant and could not stand the excessive noise, stayed here for more than half a day.
During this period, the new emperor kept sending people to bring her food, fun things, and even windproof clothing.
Yan Yunshu's family members were here today, and the new emperor did not want to neglect them and did not leave the table, but his love for Yan Yunshu never stopped.
He had a good alcohol tolerance, but even when he was drunk, he still did not forget to ask Yingfeng about the situation of his queen from time to time.
Is everything okay?
He repeatedly reminded them not to let even a mosquito get close to their queen.
It was his meticulous consideration that finally calmed Yan Yunshu's panic-stricken mood caused by the sudden knowledge of the truth.
At night, at the wedding banquet.
Yan Yunshu sat next to Xu Jinghuai, looking at his smiling face, and couldn't help but hold his hand.
She placed her own hand in his palm.
Then she looked at him blankly.
The huge back garden was decorated with lights and colorful lanterns, with operas being performed on the stage and guests drinking and chatting happily below the stage. It was very lively.
The emperor and the empress sat on the main seat, looking at each other affectionately.
It caused everyone to sigh.
"The Emperor and Empress have a deep affection for each other, which is my great fortune."
"Yes, it is indeed a blessing for Tianze. Tianze will surely have a strong and prosperous country forever."
horizon.
The fireworks began to set off, and they bloomed brilliantly in the sky and in Yan Yunshu's clear and bright eyes, which were so beautiful that they seemed to be something otherworldly.
Xu Jinghuai smiled and looked at Yan Yunshu, watching the fireworks in her watery eyes.
Fireworks are beautiful.
But in every life, he felt that the fireworks in Yan Yunshu's eyes were brighter than the colorful fireworks in the sky.
It must be beautiful and breathtaking.
Everything in the past was a tortuous journey of mutual redemption.
In this life, in this world, the road ahead for the two of them is still very long.
Why bother delving into and feeling regretful about the countless and confusing past?
The road ahead is the most important, and the hands holding each other are also the most important.
Supporting each other and growing old together, this life is finally complete.
"Xu Jinghuai, thank you for finding me."
"Yan Yunshu, thank you for finding me too."
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