Although Chu Wanyi's words were not clear in her sleep, Lu Jiaming still heard the word "like" clearly.
His mind was blank at this moment, and he even wanted to wake up Chu Wanyi immediately to ask her what was going on. Was it the kind of love he thought it was?
……love?
This huge pie in the sky just fell right on Lu Jiaming's head?!
However, under the faint moonlight, Chu Wanyi's beautiful sleeping face was reflected in his pupils. Perhaps he had dreamed of something bad, but he suddenly frowned, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he seemed to be sleeping uneasy.
Lu Jiaming's eyes were full of confusion. After staring at his face and hesitating for a few seconds, he raised his hands and gently hugged him, stroking his back again and again until his breathing became even.
What did you dream about?
Was your confession rejected by yourself?
Lu Jiaming could imagine how sad and heartbroken Chu Wanyi would be if she really mustered up the courage to confess her feelings to him in real life but was rejected. He would probably cry alone for several days.
Tsk... My heart seemed to ache again, and even my chest felt a little stuffy.
But... just because he couldn't bear to see Chu Wanyi cry, did she have to agree to be with him?
No, no, even though he has never been in a relationship, he knows that the prerequisite for two people to be together is that they love each other. This matter cannot be so ambiguous!
Lu Jiaming closed his eyes a little irritably, then moved his body slightly, from lying on his side to lying flat on his back, his eyes staring straight at the ceiling, his left arm still allowed to be held by Chu Wanyi.
He felt confused. Chu Wanyi liked him, but what were his feelings for Chu Wanyi?
I care, I am happy, I am concerned, I am worried and distressed...
Damn! Could it be that I've fallen in love with Chu Wanyi too?!
But he has always been straight! Even if he sees his brothers showing affection every day, he has never wavered in his desire to find a cute wife who is cuddly and sweet.
As for Chu Wanyi... well, with her height and figure, she seems quite petite.
Not to mention that baby face, which is cute and beautiful, and he is also kind-hearted, enthusiastic and lively, innocent and simple, strong and brave...
Huh? Thinking about it this way, apart from Chu Wanyi's inability to have children, there seemed to be nothing wrong with her.
Is having children so important?
Even if they give birth to a child, they won't like to take care of him. Even if they take care of him, they won't necessarily be able to raise him to adulthood. Even if they raise him to adulthood, he won't necessarily be obedient. Even if he is obedient, he won't necessarily be successful. If he is successful, he might run away and never come home. If he doesn't come back, there will be no one to take care of them in their old age...
Damn it! There’s no point in having that thing, so it’s better not to have one.
If he raises an ungrateful child and he runs away with someone else, he will be so angry that he will have a myocardial infarction.
So coming back to the question...does he want to be with Chu Wanyi?
Is this mess of emotion of his love?
Lu Jiaming was almost confused by himself. The more he thought about it, the more confused he became. The more upset he became, he stayed awake until dawn, completely suffering from insomnia.
The next morning, Chu Wanyi stretched himself with a refreshed spirit. Seeing that there was no one next to him, he felt a little puzzled, so he threw off the quilt and got out of bed. As soon as he walked out of the room, he ran into Lu Jiaming who was yawning and looked sleepy.
"Good morning, Mingming!" Chu Wanyi greeted him with a smile.
Lu Jiaming seemed startled, and said unnaturally: "Um... Good morning..."
"Mingming, what's wrong with you?" Chu Wanyi immediately noticed the dark circles under his eyes. "Did you not sleep well?"
Lu Jiaming sighed silently. It wasn’t that he didn’t sleep well, he didn’t sleep at all!
Not only did I not fall asleep, but I also spent the whole night thinking about it and still couldn't figure out whether I loved him or not. I suddenly felt even more frustrated.
But seeing how calm Chu Wanyi looked, Lu Jiaming knew that this person definitely had no recollection of his confession in his sleep last night.
But it's a good thing this way, it gives him a chance to think about it more.
Seeing Lu Jiaming was stunned for a long time without any response, Chu Wanyi called him again tentatively: "Mingming?"
"Ah?" Lu Jiaming suddenly came back to his senses. "Um... I'm sorry, Xiao Chu, I really didn't sleep well. I'm still a little sleepy, so I was... a little distracted."
"It's okay, then go back to sleep." Chu Wanyi blinked, "You don't have to go to school these few days, so take a good rest at home. I'll come to see you in the evening."
"You're going to come see me again tonight?" Lu Jiaming blurted out, his eyes widening.
"Yes," Chu Wanyi said with a smile, "Before, you always drove to pick me up from get off work. This time, it's my turn to take you out for dinner and a walk. Don't worry, I've done my homework and I guarantee it's all something you'll like."
Lu Jiaming was so conflicted. Looking at his expectant eyes, he almost agreed subconsciously.
But it doesn't work.
He simply couldn't stay with Chu Wanyi as carefree as before. He had to think it through. He couldn't be so irresponsible about this relationship.
Lu Jiaming gritted his teeth, his heart hardened, and he said in a resolute and guilty tone, "I'm sorry, Xiao Chu, these past few days... I just want to stay at home and don't want to go anywhere. Let's go out later, okay?"
Chu Wanyi was stunned. He really didn't expect Lu Jiaming to reject him. Although he didn't know why, he nodded: "Okay, no problem. Those places won't be closed anyway. You can go there anytime."
Lu Jiaming immediately breathed a sigh of relief.
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